Chapter 2: Originally chapters 7-10

Orientation finally ended and classes were better to say the least. We were split into smaller sections and I ended up having almost the same schedule as Jasper, except for Torts. And I had Con Law and Torts with both hot Eddie and terrible Tanya.

Alice and Jasper had an amazing first date. She ended up wearing a long infinity dress in dark green that she tied on so that her boobs were covered but her skin between them was showing then the fabric twisted around her neck and down her back, and wrapped around her waist a few times. He brought her out to a picnic to share sushi and white wine before getting on one knee and asking her to be his girlfriend. Then they just made out for the remainder of the evening. She confided in me since then that they had only used their hands on each other so far but she felt the relationship was moving quickly.

As for me, I have not started dating anyone still, but I'm not looking to really. I must admit that although Eddie is a pompous prick I can't help think that I could solve his problems. He always sounds so disgruntled and looks so unhappy that it leaves me constantly fantasizing about just blowing him once and for all. I want to see him smile and I want that smile to be directed toward me.

It is getting to be a problem actually, how much I was to suck his dick. I catch myself staring at him in class instead of listening, which makes my assigned reading that much more stressful because I am scared of falling behind. In fact I was so distracted at Alice's bar this afternoon that I just gave up and told her what was causing me to ignore her.

"You have got to be kidding me, you want to do that for him when he is a complete and total jerk?" Her jaw was basically on the floor in shock. I nodded and looked away, a little ashamed of myself.

"Darlin' what does she want to do?"

"Bella said every time she looks at that jerk, "Eddie", in your class that she is tempted to get on her knees and suck his dick!"

Jasper got very quiet. His eyebrows raised and his smile was gone. That look was oddly familiar... then I remembered the first time he met Alice and I couldn't let it slide.

"Jasper, are you getting turned on because Alice just said that to you or is the image of me blowing Mr. Cullen getting you all hot and bothered?"

Jasper blushed, "both Bella." Then he kissed Alice's forehead and she giggled and rolled her eyes.

I smiled sheepishly, interesting. "Well Alice, to pick apart your accusation, I want to do it for him- maybe for his benefit, to see him smile and relax for once but you must know how much control a girl gains if she can satisfy a man that way. I mean, I might be on my knees but I'm steering the ship."

Alice just nodded. Jasper chocked down the bloodymary he was sipping on and looked dumbfounded.

"Well its not like I am going to act on it. I don't even think he will let me within five feet of him. He still thinks I might have been the creep that grabbed his ass during orientation. Plus, if I did blow him and he kept being a piece of shit then it would shake my confidence in my oral skills to the core and I don't know if I can handle that."

I didn't mention that it would also fuck with my emotions, if he let me do something so intimate then went on ignoring and glaring at me. Besides being rude- that thought really makes me feel sick and I don't totally understand why.

Then a 'fond' memory hit me. I just started laughing. I don't know how my brain works that I would be thinking of that moment right now, but its too removed to explain- except Jasper and Alice are beginning to look at me like I should be institutionalized.

"Okay Bella, what in the world is going on in your head? You just went for looking really sad to being hysterical... maybe I should take our favorite beverage away from you for a time..."

She went to reach for my bloodymary... Nooo " No No Alice, I'm okay, just reminded me of something funny that happened when I was back in Forks."

" Spill!"

"Hahah okay but don't judge me. In my defense, I spent my awkward years in Phoenix and by the time I was dateable everyone else had been dating for a few years and I was entering the Forks population without a clue of what to do in the dating arena.."

"... Oh this is going to be good" she smiled deviously.

"Bella, do you really want me to hear this?" Jasper looked embarrassed for me.

"Yeah yeah you might as well know everything about me, your family now bud- I have nothing to hide from you. So as I was saying, I had heard a lot about what people did with each other, but didn't have any personal experience. When I got to Forks, the guys were hitting on me way more then expected. I guess they never saw me in my ugly stage so they were not haunted by the memory of ugly Bella- as my old Phoenix classmates must have been. But I did not want to date and have a messy breakup in a new school so I laid low for a while, then I met a kid from a different school, he was tan, and strong, and sexy. Jacob Black."

" This doesn't sound embarrassing."

"Well I'm working up to it, haha- it matters some who Jacob was to me. First and for most he was my Dad's best friend's son. I had known Jacob when I was really little but had lost touch with him through my ugly years. But his dad, Billy Black is actually a visiting professor here this semester, he was basically like an uncle to me, now he is more like a second father. So once I reunited with Jacob I found that he was the first guy that I had the undeniable urge to do sexual things with.

He was a Sophomore, a year younger then me in school and had only a few short term girlfriends before me, but he was grown and I wanted him. One day after school his dad was over at my house so I skipped down to the reservation and had every intention of trying to 'give him dome'. That's what I had heard about non-stop from my guy friends in Phoenix and I had heard the whispers around Forks from girls who had done it. So I knew the basics, lick, suck, kiss, and pull with an hand, I was sure if I did this for him he would love it."

Jasper was staring intently at Alice as I said that.. I got a mischievous smile and I made eye contact with Alice. She caught on to what I was signaling and winked at me- because she knew now what her plans for Jasper were going to be for later that night.

"I got to his house, he was surprised to see me at his bedroom door. He had been playing a video game alone in his room and enthusiastically invited me play against him but I explained that I had a better idea. I kneeled in front of his bed and started to tug at his athletic pants and he moaned ' Oh God Bella, are you going to blow me? That is so hot, I have thought of you like this so many times.'

I was really turned on but I had never heard of blowing a guy. I didn't want to disappoint him though. I thought to myself, if that is what he really wanted, maybe I would start with that before moving on to give him dome."

Jasper and Alice exchanged a look of disbelief.

"So we removed his pants and I got to work, blowing him. I wasn't sure if I should start gently or forcefully so I kept gauging his reaction. I held his cock in one hand and lightly blew up the length of it. He had his eyes closed so I couldn't tell if that was good. So I angled his cock right in front of my mouth and did the same gentle breath. Nothing. Then I tried to do it forcefully and he opened his eyes to watch what I was doing. He smiled at me and looked like he was waiting.

I spent a good twenty minutes blowing air on and around his dick, also I decided he might be expecting my warm breath on him and I tried that as well. Then I started to get black dots in my vision but he didn't look close to achieving his climax yet and I didn't want to be a total failure.

I gave up on the blow job and decided to go on and give him dome, I thought if he hadn't fantasized about dome before, he would now! I was determined. So I quickly plunged him into my mouth, licked all around and sucked. I brought my mouth all the way against his groin and he totally combusted, into the back of my throat.

I was happy for a split second before I started chocking on the cum then my eyes went completely dark and I passed out, slamming my head against the corner of his bed frame then again on the floor. Apparently I had not regained enough oxygen from all of the blowing. Jacob admitted that he didn't give me mouth to mouth after I passed out because he didn't want to get his cum on his mouth, so he called 911.

Billy rushed home with my dad, who responds to 911 calls, since he was the chief of police; Jake had to explain for my "health and safety" what I was doing before I fell unconscious.

I came to and my dad was interrogating Jacob. An EMT handed me an oxygen mask and eventually a glass of water while he tended to the cut on my head. Billy and the EMT were almost in tears trying not to laugh at my expense, Jacob looked sheepish and my father grounded me for a month and told me that I could not see Jacob or speak to him during that time.

Once I saw Jake again, I had a hard time making eye contact with him until I apologized for failing at the blow job since I knew how much he wanted one. He looked at me confused and said well 'you got to it eventually, I wasn't sure how much more foreplay I could have taken before forcing your mouth onto me, I mean I only lasted a few seconds once you finally started to suck my dick.. I promise I will try last longer next time if you do less foreplay'.

I then stupidly pointed out that it wasn't foreplay, I was blowing him like he asked but then gave up and decided to give him dome.

Jacob's eyes opened wide in understanding and he bellowed in laugher for almost an hour. Then he gave me a big hug and we made out for a bit.

Apparently Jacob explained the misunderstanding to some of his best friends on the reservation and it came back to Billy, Jake's dad, heard one of Jakes friend's Paul joking around by breathing harshly when saying goodbye to Jake one night. Billy started laughing along with Jake and his buddies saying he knew the moment Jake was interrogated by my Dad, that is what had happened.

After all of that I couldn't keep dating Jacob, we tried to keep dating but every time things started to get hot and heavy, and I would exhale hot breath near him he would start laughing a little. It was a mood killer for sure. I mean I love him to death but he will always just be something like a hot sibling to me now.

I mean the whole incident basically cemented my V card to the prime state it is in today."

Alice held up her hand to stop me "before I comment on the whole ordeal did you just say you are a virgin Bella?"

"Yup."

"Me too!" Alice squeaked and hugged me and we both started laughing.

Jasper was staring at Alice with terrified eyes now, but his expression was still off and I could tell that he was shifting uncomfortably to try to hide his hard on. Then Alice danced over to him and sat on his lap, making him blush and avoid eye contact with me.

"Well folks, I think I am going to head to the library for a while, I'll let you two be. And for the record, I may still be a virgin but I have since perfected the art of giving a blow job during my time in college so there is hope for me yet! " I laughed and walked down the stairs to get out of the bar.

I thought I saw a familiar pair of broad shoulders sitting stiffly in the dungeon portion of the down stairs bar, just past the landing. I glanced over again and could tell it was hot Eddie. Shit, I have no idea if he heard that conversation...or even just the part I was saying while I was walking down the stairs. Gahh that would be awkward. But his opinion of me is already so poor that it doesn't even matter. Time to get back to work I guess becuase there is always more reading that has to be done.

Later that week, I was sitting in Constitutional law, in the middle of the lecture hall three rows back from the professor. This was my favorite class because Professor Billy Black taught it. I always tried to be attentive but hot Eddie was in there and sometimes I couldn't hold my self accountable for my day dreaming.

Today was different though. I had worn a comfy Jersey wrap dress in eggplant purple that had delicate gold details throughout the pattern along with some nude pumps and felt pairs of eyes on me all day long. By the time I was in class I was a little on edge but was feeling good about myself. Funny how dressing up can do that to a girl. Professor Black was talking about the Dormant Commerce Clause and I started to get goose bumps and the undeniable urge to look to my right.

Hot Eddie was staring at me. When I made eye contact with him I gasped quietly. He abruptly shut those pretty green eyes and scrunched his eyebrows. The goose bumps went away.

"Edward Cullen, what would be the outcome in a case where a farmer grew wheat to sell but retained and ate a small portion of it?"

Hot Eddie grumbled or cursed under his breath. "Well Professor, I guess that would depend on whether or not there was an aggregate effect on commerce.."

"Mr. Cullen, while that was a nice job of restating the question, if you had thoroughly done the reading you would know the answer. If my lecture bores you so much that you have to close your eyes, please feel free to adequately read the assignments and liven this place up with some discussion."

Professor Black looked to me, Oh shit. "Now, Isabella Swan, can you answer the question Mr. Cullen just posed?"

I thought back to my reading..and remembered the case of Wickard v. Filburn or something.. the outcome of that case was ridiculous. "Yes Professor, the aggregate effect of every farmer keeping wheat or other products for personal use substantially effects interstate commerce so the US government is within its Constitutional power to regulate, as they did in the case of Wickard v. Filburn."

He nodded with a small smile on his face then ambushed the next student with a different socratic style question. His teaching style was a little intense but what other incentive is there to read and understand 100 pages of reading a night, if not the fear of looking like an idiot.

I started to get goosebumps again and let out a small sigh. I looked to my right as hot Eddie's eyes raked over my body then up to my face. My eyes were full of questions and he just stared at me a little dazed then his eyes focused on mine and he turned his attention forward again.

What the heck?

After class ended I was about to walk through the door.

"Bella, will you come up to my office for a bit?"

"Sure Professor Black, I was going to grab some lunch, want me to get you something and meet you up there?"

"That would be great, and when we are not in lecture you can call me Billy like you always have Sweetie"

"Alright Billy, I will get you your favorite and see you in 10."

I strolled out into the hall, headed to the cafe to get fish and chips to go and a tuna wrap for myself. Unfortunately on my way to the cafe I bumped into hot Eddie again, physically bumped. My ability to walk is absurd. This time I felt a shock course through my body and it took everything in me not to offer myself to him and jump into his arms.

"Shit hot Eddie I am so so sorry. If you haven't realized at this point I am a walking disaster. And I know you don't want me, in particular, to touch you, so really I am so sorry." My face lit up in flames so I started to duck away and head over to the cafe. I just called him hot Eddie to his face... didn't I? Damn it!

"Isabella I see that you did not intend to run into me so your apology is accepted. And I prefer Edward not Eddie."

"Sorry Tanya calls you Eddie so I assumed you went by that."

"Tanya does as she pleases despite my preferences."

"Well Edward, in that case I prefer Bella not Isabella. But I need to get going to get Billy and I some lunch."

"Is Billy in our class? I don't think I've met anyone named Billy yet."

"Oh right, yes and no, Professor Black, his first name is Billy. I am going to meet him in his office but I said I would grab lunch first."

"Bella" Edward's eyes got very stormy and cold "that is a dangerous line to walk. I don't know or care what your intentions are but Professor Black seems to have taken quite a liking to you. Don't do something that could jeopardize your position here, something that the Honor's Board would disapprove of."

What the fuck! This guy is such a piece of shit. He just threatened me again to speak with the honors broad, and he is assuming I am some slut who would fuck a professor for an A and he is assuming that sweet Billy Black is some slime ball who would take sexual bribes!

"Edward. You are so very wrong about me and Billy that I almost can't bear to be near you."

Edward just glared at me. " Well that might be true but you should at least pay Jasper his due respect and not act like you are hooking up with one of your professors in front of your boyfriend, or what ever he is to you, your friend with benefits."

I was so mad I had tears in my eyes. I did not even care to set the record straight. Edward didn't deserve any explanation. Fuck that kid.

I walked away and grabbed the food and met Billy up in his office. He saw that I looked distraught and brought me in for a big hug.

"Sweetie, you know your dad would kill me if he thought I wasn't looking out for his little girl. What is troubling you?"

I was looking out the window of his office and I could see Edward outside on the lawn, looking up at us hugging, his face twisted in disgust. "It's nothing Billy, I just am having a hard time with a couple of personalities in this place." I sighed into his arms and gave him one more squeeze then let go and offered him the fish and chips.

"Well this should brighten your day a little. I was just given a deadline to submit an article to the Dartmouth Law Review by mid April so now I am looking for a research assistant, and I normally would ask for a 2L or a 3L but I am only here for this one year and I want to make sure you get some good opportunities and I prefer to work with someone who I trust since I am on such a tight schedule. So what do you say?"

"That would be amazing! Thank you Billy! When do you want me here and what type of research?"

We spent our lunch together discussing what research he was trying to complete and determining a schedule that works for both of us. We decided that I would come in on Monday and Thursday evening for no more than an hour to discuss my progress. Then I would work from home or the library after that for about 10 hours a week.

I packed up my bag and Billy handed me a rectangular piece of paper with clearly printed writing on it.

-Research Assistant: Isabella Swan-

"Bella would you mind sliding that into the name holder on the door on your way out? Just put it under my name."

Billy was so thoughtful. I was honored to be his research assistant and even happier to have my second father with me during this first year of school.

Now, I already whole-heartedly believed that I was the social pariah of the 1L class but after another week went by I could feel people staring at me again, I could hear their whispers.

"I bet you she blew Professor Black to get that position."

"Can you have sex with someone in a wheelchair?"

"No Professor picks 1Ls to do research, what is really going on with them?"

"The way he looks at her was always really weird, if they aren't hooking up yet I would be shocked."

"I heard him call her Sweetie the other day"

"She calls him by his first name, they are probably fuck buddies."

"If she gets an A in Constitutional law, I am going to have the honors board investigate their relationship"

"She is always in his office at weird hours, like around dinner time, why would he stay late unless they were up to no good."

This is so insane. Their accusations were hurtful to me but they could ruin Billy's career.

I couldn't address the entire student body to set the record straight. I wanted to do something to protect both Billy and I. That way when I get my A in Con Law, which will be well deserved, no one will be able to question me.

I called Billy and asked if I could come up for some office hours to discuss a problem I was having. He scheduled me in for 2:30. Which left me some time to gather my thoughts and prepare.

I pulled up Excel on my laptop and started making a spreadsheet. A daily log really. Of everything I was doing at 15 minute intervals. Including how I was spending my free time. It was pretty invasive and I didn't really want to know how much time I spent hanging out with Alice and Jasper when I should have been reading but I have nothing to hide. Plus this will stay private unless the honors board decides to call us in for a hearing and even then- only the honors board staff will see it.

I walked into Billy's office gave him a quick hug then sat across from him.

"Billy, students have been accusing us of fooling around, thinking that I am trying to get an A and wondering why you picked a 1L for research."

He sat there in disgust and shock and looked a little angry.

"Bella, I totally understand if you want me to find a different research assistant so that you are not the center of gossip. I know how much you hate attention. I thought you were dating that boy Jasper? Doesn't that ease everyone's suspicions?"

I laughed humorlessly. "It really just adds to their suspicions, but I am not dating Jasper, he is one of my best friends here though. Anyways I am not going to quit being your assistant, I love working with you and this is a great opportunity. I just have a proposal to cover our bases. It seems a little invasive and it will be a lot of work but I was wondering if you wouldn't mind keeping a log of what you are doing every 15 minutes for this school year. Who you are with and what you are doing- all of that. So that if there is ever a hearing it won't hurt your reputation or my standing as a law student."

"Well that is going to be a lot of work, but I will do it for you Sweetie. You're family and family sticks together after all."

I gave him another hug and a wave and thanked him for being so understanding.

"Jake would be shocked to hear that the students think that. Maybe I should fly him here to set the record straight, you two always had a soft spot for each other." His eyes twinkled in laughter.

"As much as I would love to see Jake I don't want to add to the gossip that I don't deserve the grade I get or anything like that."

"Didn't these students listen in orientation? All of the grading is 100% anonymous. I could not guess who wrote an answer if I tried. Furthermore, the professors here grade the exams for other classes as well as their own class- so that each exam is graded three times and the score is averaged before the grade is submitted to the student. It is impossible for me to give you an undeserved A unless I became a computer hacker and changed it after the fact."

"Well maybe you should mention that in the next Con Law class, to set the record straight for some students."

"Maybe I will. See you later Bella"

I went to the library and printed out some of the excel sheets and placed them in my daily planner. I would need this with me at all times now.

It turns out my 15 minute log made me the most efficient person ever. Mostly because I would feel really guilty after having to write in 5 straight boxes that I was drinking with Alice and Jasper that I would head out and go to the library for at least 10 boxes to make sure I was spending time where I should be. I ended up getting all of my assignments done at a reasonable hour and could go to sleep early or get started on another assignment so that I would free up some of my weekend. It was sort of a blessing in disguise.

Some students took note of my excel sheet- because it was always with me and they thought I was neurotic. I just shrugged my shoulders and would not let them see what I had been writing exactly.

Edward also glanced over one day when I was drinking some coffee and reading in the library and had a questioning look on his face.

"What Edward?"

"Nothing, just curious about this sheet of paper you constantly have in your hand. What is it?"

"It's a time log."

"Why?"

"I find it useful."

"It seems a little intense."

"Edward, you are one to judge, you seem a little intense."

"Why do you have to get straight into personal insults Bella?"

"Sorry Edward, I don't have time for this. I really don't want to write 'bantered with Edward' into the next 15 minute box. I would rather get back to reading my assignment."

"15 minute intervals? That is intense. Bella..." he glanced at the sheet again and looked a little upset.. pensive really. "Have you noticed a pattern about the time you spend with Jasper?"

"huh? I haven't been looking for one. What are you getting at?"

He signed and started to rub his temples. "Once he leaves your side he is cuddling with the little pixie at a local dive bar. She takes him upstairs." His eyes bore into mine, his tone of voice sounded a little cruel but he also seems concerned.

"So you have seen Jasper with Alice?"

"Is that her name? Bella if you knew about her why do you stay with him? They barely hide their affection toward each other." He was disgusted with me, like I had no self respect. I looked at him like he was an idiot.

"Who am I to get in the way of true love between my best friends? It's been real Edward. I will see you in class."

I quickly packed all of the things I brought and stormed out. I was headed back to my apartment to be alone. Why does hot Eddie have to assume the worst about me? If he didn't seem like such a dick I might have explained myself more, but he doesn't know me or Jasper at all and tries to throw Jasper under the bus? Then judges me- thinking I am disgusting or have no self respect when I don't respond to his news the way he wanted me to? This is how rumors take hold of groups. I don't want any part in that nonsense. Terrible Tanya and hot Eddie are meant for each other.

Edward grabbed my wrist as I started to walk away. I felt a surge of electricity hum through my body and I glanced down at his hand.

"What Edward?"

"Bella you shouldn't let your boyfriend treat you that way, or your fuck buddie or what ever he is to you."

"He isn't any of those things to me. Gah you are such a douche. If you took the time to get to know Jasper you would know he is madly in love with Alice and has been since the first day of Orientation. You and Tanya really are perfect for each other." I huffed in anger and annoyance and stormed out before Edward could try to stop me.

"I can't believe I fantasize about sucking his dick. Edward is such an asshole." I mumbled on my way out of the library practically slamming the doors behind me.

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