To make anyone happy after that last chapter if anyone cried I'm going to make an alternate ending since on my other story has one. Enjoy.

Sherlock burst through the door of Baker Street and headed up to his room

"JOHN!" he screamed he shouted out, his heart was beating, he didn't want to see his best and only friend kill himself. He opened up his bed room door to find John Watson. Alive

"Sherlock" John said with tears coming down his cheek with happiness but Sherlock can see John's eyes were filled with anger.

Sherlock pulled out the gun out of John grip and hugged him deeply "what the hell were you thinking John?"

Sherlock can feel John sobbed on his shoulder hardly like a three year old "b-b-but your dead Sherlock" Sherlock was rocking him like a baby while shushing him "it's ok John, its ok John, I won't do it again I promise"

"Three years Sherlock, t-t-t-three years" Sherlock felt like he was going to cry too "I'm sorry john; I didn't know how bad it affected you, Mycroft texted me and told me what you said so I came here before it was too late"

So I'm going to put it back in Sherlock's POV. Because I felt I had to need to do that.

I felt like my body can move since I was holding John but I don't care, all I care about is my John. It felt like hours before the medics came, when they came, my brother was behind them Mycroft was behind them.

"I see that you came just in time before he killed himself" he said, I hate to agree but he was right, if he didn't texted me, John wouldn't be here, if he did I wouldn't live with myself.

As we watch the paramedics roll John into car he looked at me, "Sherlock, can you come with me? I feel like I can't go anywhere without you now" I looked at the doctors, they nodded their heads and I got in with them.

As we were riding the car, John was trying to talk to me but I told him he needs to be quit, I didn't want him to stress more after all that Experian's.

As we pulled up to the hospital, I saw Molly in front of the door waiting for us. When I jump of the vehicle, she walked up to me and said "I see that you were able to get to him" I nodded "yes I'm happy, if I didn't come any sooner I" stop my sentence and started to cry.

Suddenly I can feel Molly hugging me "it's alright Sherlock, as long as he's alive, you don't have to think about it" I smiled a bit "thanks Molly"

As we watch the doctors pulled in John into the hospital I felt worried for him. I followed the people till one of the doctors stopped me.

"Sorry Mr. Holmes, you can't come with us, we are going to run a couple of tests on him and have him on liquid food for a bit since we noticed he was really skinny" the man said to me. I watch the people rolled in John to a room then looked back at the doctor.

"Will he be alright" before he walked away, he turn back to me "just wait in the waiting room so I can talk to you after the test"

I wanted to say something but all I could do was nod.

It felt like hours waiting for them, all I can do was play around was my phone, or as the people walked past me I would do deduction on them. There was one women who was 16 who was 5 months pregnant who hasn't told her boyfriend yet because he could tell her to get rid of it, and also she seems to have trouble at work since her boss doesn't pay her that well but it seems that her parents are supporting her.

I heard the door open to see Molly walking toward me. I got up from my seat and go up to her too.

"Molly is he alright, his he sick, is ok, how is he?" oh great now I feel like mother who is scared of her child dying.

"He's alright Sherlock" I breathed in for relief "he was pretty skinny for only eating little bit of food, plus he is really tired so we are going to let him sleep and the doctor wants to run more test on him"

"When can I see him?"

"Come back in a few days, he needs his rest and so do you Sherlock, and your welcome stay at my flat for tonight if you don't feel like going back to Baker Street" I nodded a bit and headed out he exit "oh and Sherlock" Molly called out "don't worry we will call you when he wakes up so don't worry"

I nodded a bit and left the hospital. As I was walking to Molly's I welt more worried like what if he will never forgive me, or even look at me, or what if he never wakes up? I shook my head a couple times to get the ideas, maybe when I get to molly's I will go into my mind palace and forget this whole ordeal.

Two days past and molly called me up saying that John was awake and I should come down to the hospital and see him; of course I was going to see him.

I put on my normal purple shirt and trousers and headed down to the hospital. As I was walking to the cabbie stop I made a quick stop at the flower store and picked up some flowers and a card, I hope John will like this because I will never do this again.

After I paid the cabbie I headed into the lobby finding that Molly was waiting for me "good to see you Sherlock, john is in his room waiting for you"

"What room is he in?"

"221" she said giggling "I'm going to delete that later" as she was giggle a bit I left for the room.

As I got to the room I saw John with his eyes closed, I want to kiss him so badly right now, and his lips look so soft.

"Hey John, how are you feeling?"

"Ok, the doctors said I get to leave in three days" I set the flowers down next to him and walked up to him, I suddenly felt tears run down my eyes "oh John, I'm so sorry for what happened".

I saw John smile and said "it's fine, I forgive you" wow, what drugs did they put him on, and where can I get some?

I shook my head a bit and pulled him into a hug "no John it's not fine, you almost killed yourself, I shouldn't have do-" I was stop suddenly felt his lips hit me and I welcomed it. When we pulled for air and he said "stop talking you idiot, I forgive you".

I smiled a bit and gave him another kiss and hug and said back to him "I promise, if I had to do it again, I will take you with me"

I heard him chuckle a bit "that's good, but after I get out of this hospital, I'm going to kick your fucking arse" I smiled that he's back to normal. End

Sorry I made Sherlock out of character a couple of times, I wanted him to have some of his feelings for John.

Also if you have watch the mini-series Fargo in the hospital scene they showed Martin Freeman was in room 221 and I was laughing my ass off. So I made this chapter a little longer because I thought it was fun. Hope you enjoyed and please give me a review.