The night goes well after the incident , the guys next to us are laughing and telling some kind of sordid joke, venture a look at Jason 's looking at me as if trying to guess my personality , as if looking into me , OMG I feel my breathing quicken , it's after 23h and a band took the stage , people go to the floor, then I get asking me to go Cami and Mih , they do not hesitate , and soon we are all on the dance floor to the sound of Avicii - Wake me up , suddenly it's as if all my problems had finished , I just feel the beat of the music, it's so good to dance with my best friends . the song ends and then starts Burn - Ellie Goulding .

So I look to the side he's there watching me , coming closer and closer , my breathing starts to accelerate , the alcohol in my head start to let me down, he grabs my hand , and I see that cami and Michelle packed two boys to dance eye again, it was those who were at the next table . Jason approaches and glue his mouth to my ear

- Miss . Forbes has some idea of how beautiful it is ? - I start to burn inside like music, my mouth is dry , I can not speak or smile, just look for it, which is practically swallowing me with her eyes , then he comes up and I know what to do , my body stiffens , after so long ? will I get ? panic begins to take my eyes and realize I'm holding my breath , your mouth comes very close to me and then he says

- Sounds like you're Miss tense . Forbes - then he pulls away and I look with a question mark on his face , enough that Miss , I approach her ear . . -

- Call me Eve - and smile for the first time my body relaxes , as a reward I get a huge smile back , then he turns to me and grabs me tightly sticking my body in his -

- Eva - it goes hand in my face - you delights me - without taking his eyes from mine , he glue in my mouth , my heart races , I 'm really doing this again , then his tongue begins to explore my mouth , a soft and tender kiss , which begins to turn a needy violent kiss, I feel his hands tighten around my waist , as it is our strong , pressing my body , and I feel his erection against my body for the first time in my entire life I realize that I am ready , and I want to follow the on - Without lifting his lips from him I press my body against his, wrapping my arms around his neck, and hear his muffled groan by loud sound , and suddenly he away from me , leaving us both breathless

- Eve .. I can not do this with you , I'm sorry - what ? pear hey who was that kissed me ? you're not ? -

- But ... You kissed me - he looks at me exasperated looks around the track , and then looks back at me and put both hands on my face -

- Eve .. you do not deserve it, do not deserve someone like me , I'm sorry I was taken by the moment , never done it before , I 'll have - it leaves a kiss on my cheek , turns and leaves , pear which ended to happen ? then the alcohol begins to take effect , the girls look and notice that I'm leaving , I grab my bag and I run , I feel the tears on my cheeks , why the hell I was doing this again ? I must be a masochist , like to hurt me , to open the door of my apartment run to my bed and then fall apart , who is this man ? what he is wanting me? what he meant by " you do not deserve it, do not deserve someone like

I " , he does not know me , do not know what I deserve or not, how dare he . My cell phone rings , snapping me out of my reverie , unknown number ? Ah girls should be calling some cell

- Hello?

- Eve .. Are you crying ? - My heart races , he is my God how he got my number ? -

- Jason ? o- what ? as you know my number ? - I can not hide the anxiety in my voice -