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BPOV

Alice is going to kill me, like seriously kill me. After I had got done moping around at Edwards grave I ran to the airport. Why the airport you ask, I was going to California. Yep, you heard me right, California. I was risking everything Alice had given me, mostly the whole stay out of the sunlight bit.

It was too late to change my mind now considering I was already on the plan and almost there. I'm sure Alice's family appreciated me just up and ditching. Way to make a good first impression. The plane landed and I hurried off putting the hood to my hoodie over my head so the sun couldn't hit my skin.

A feeling overwhelmed me and I wasn't sure if I liked it or not. My chest hurt, like my heart was aching for something. Of course it was, I had just found out Edward was dead! I would have rather he did get married to someone else instead of being six feet under. I sacrificed myself for nothing. He only lived for 2 years after the accident and I didn't even know how it happened.

I walked the path I knew all too well to my old house. I saw two cars in the driveway indicating that my parents were home. When I had died my parents' had been divorced but shortly after everything was said and done Alice showed me a newspaper that announced their engagement. I think that was the happiest day of my undead life, my parents could be happy.

My legs lead me to the cemetery as I bent down to the grave that I never wanted to visit, Mine. I don't know why I had come here but I felt like I had to.

Isabella Swan

September 13,1986- June 10, 2004

"Beloved Daughter"

Will be in our hearts always

There were flowers, someone had left flowers. I bent down and ran my fingers over the engraved stone, it was eerie being here so I stood back up and turned to go to my next destination. The beach, the last time I saw him. I needed closure, I needed to be in the last spot where we had been together. The sun was setting so all the people were slowly packing their things and leaving. Once it was safe I removed my hoodie and walked to the spot Edward and I had stood 50 years before.

I walked along the beach with my ipod blaring in my ears, everywhere I looked there was something that reminded me of him. Our first kiss was at this beach, when he told me he loved me we were here. I zoned out for a moment and let the music I was listening to overtake my mind. Too bad it was the song that was playing on the radio the night if the accident I started lip singing and then actually singing.

"If I could find you now,
Things would get better.
We could leave this town,
And run forever
I know somewhere, somehow, we'll be together
Let your waves crash down on me,
And take me away, yeah.

I remember the look in your eyes,
When I told you that this was goodbye
You were begging me not tonight,
Not here,
Not now.
We're looking up at the same night sky
And keep pretending the sun will not rise
We'll be together for one more night,
Somewhere, somehow.

If I could find you now,
Things would get better.
We could leave this town,
And run forever.
I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together.
Let your waves crash down on me,
And take me away,yeah.."

I fell to the ground and look at the night sky, the sand felt good to lay in and I remember coming here to think all the time when I was in high school. My phone vibrated in my pocket and I quickly answered it while turning my ipod off.

"Hey Alice," I said weakly into the phone.

"Hey, there is a flight leaving in about an hour, don't worry about what happened earlier, they all understand," Alice stated, I loved her sometimes, like right now when she knew I needed to go off on my own and when I wanted to come back.

"Thanks your awesome," I smiled sitting up to watch the ocean.

"Yeah, I know," she laughed hanging up. I stood to my feet glancing around the area once more.

"Goodbye," I whispered before heading to the airport once again. I don't know why I had thought this would be a good idea. 8 hour plane rides aren't exactly that great.

I made it back to Forks, Washington and walked up the driveway where we were staying. There was a new car in the driveway and I stopped to look at it. It looked just like the one Edward had so long ago. I ran my fingers on the side of the car while looking in the window. I was overthinking things. This couldn't be the same car, that car got totaled. I got angry for a moment and accidentally scratch the car with my fingernails. Oh well.

I walked up to the door and before I could knock Alice threw the door open and embraced me.

"You look like crap," she stated simply as I hugged her back.

"Well then it matches my mood," I whispered.

"My brother is here, do you want to meet him?" she questioned and I shook my head.

"I will later," I said as she lead me up to the room I would be staying in. She went off to hang out with Jasper as I started to unpack some of my things. I heard someone playing the piano in the other room and the melody was soothing as I stopped to listen. I got lost in the music until the person slammed their hands down on the keys causing a god awful sound to fill the air which also caused me to jump. It was moments like these that I was glad I wasn't human or I would have died of a heart attack.

Against my better judgment I went to see what the problem was. I walked down the hallway noticing that nobody was in sight, maybe they went hunting or something. The door was cracked and I peaked inside. A man sat at the piano with his head in his hands. I stood there debating if I should go in or not.

"Go away," he snapped and I frowned glaring at his back. Jerk.

I slammed the door and went to go sit on the porch. I sat there looking at the scenery. I heard the door open behind me not too long after but I didn't move.

"I didn't mean to snap at you, today is just a bad day for me," he stated and I just shrugged.

"I shouldn't have come here," I whispered. I knew it was a bad day for me, today was the day I had died.

"Alice said she was bringing someone with her, I just met Alice actually, she seems nice. What's your name?" he questioned leaning up against the house.

"Bella," I said as I heard him take a step forward.

"What?" he breathed causing me to jump off the porch and turn around to face him. I was going to say something until I met his gaze and all I could do was stare at him. I'm pretty sure I looked kind of stupid standing there with my mouth wide open. He slowly made his way to stand in front of me. I didn't take my eyes off of him.

"Is this real?" I whispered as he extended his hand to move a piece of my hair behind my ear. He cupped my cheek with his hand and tilted my head back a little.

"How are you here?" he asked placing his forehead on mine.

"Alice," I stated as he ran both of his hands through my hair before crashing his lips to mine. I threw my arms around his neck and returned his kiss. He smiled against my lips as he pulled me closer to his body. It felt so right to be in his arms again. We pulled away after a few minutes and just held each other.

"How are you here?' I questioned as he sighed.

"I tried to kill myself," he whispered holding me tighter, "Charlise found me."

I stood there trying to take everything in. Edward was here, standing before me, alive.

"Edward, I love you," I said cuddling into him.

"Can I keep you?" he breathed into my ear and I giggled.

"Always and Forever," I answered back as he picked me up and spun me around, both of us laughing with joy.

"I love you," he kissed my forehead as I suddenly remembered something.

"Don't be mad okay…" I started as he gave me a confused look, "I scratched your Volvo."

Before he could do or say anything I ran into the house and to my room. Next thing I know I'm tackled onto the bed with Edward pinning me down.

"You're going to have to pay me for the damages somehow," he whispered nibbling on my ear.

"I can think of a few ways," I smirked as he attacked my lips in a passionate kiss. God I loved this man.

~End~

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