I do not own twilight :)
"Don't Forget"
Did you forget
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything we ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me
Of course Edward doesn't get on myspace as much as I do. What can I say I'm an addict...So Jessica sends him a message questioning the type of girls he's interested in. Little do I expect...he responds...
She forwarded the message to me. It read:
To Edward: wat kinda girls u in2?
From Jessy
To Jessy: Uhh who is this?
From Edward:
Of course Jess plays it cool and tells him to just answer the question. Apparently Edward himself isn't very bright, because even without knowing the person, he still responded with an answer.
To Jessy: uhh idk I guess girls who can make conversation
From Edward
Jess tells me about the messages and finally she tells me they had an actual conversation.
"Are you serious wow. I talk to him every now and then at school but not as much as I used to."
My friends don't seem to like him very much. In fact, they find him rather odd. I know Alice doesn't seem to like it when I talk to him in front of her, so my last result is myspace. He really isn't that bad. In fact, I consider him the guy version of me. So I guess that means he's very odd.
A few months go by and things seem to go great. Actually, it's December and Edward even tells me he likes me. I even tell Jess the great news. Jessica is still forwarding her conversations with Edward to me. Big relief, I know I can trust her.
I've even tried talking to Emmet for her since she's been giving me questions to ask.
"Hey Emmet," I say with an innocent smile.
"Oh uh hey," he says lost.
"Whats up?"
"Nothing just tired."
He seemed to give that response to me every time I talked to him.
"Why, don't you get any sleep at home?"
"No. I stay awake at night and I text my girlfriend."
That was all I needed to hear to know what I had to break to Jessica. I saw her in 4th period that day and broke the news to her.
"Oh it's fine. Besides, I've been talking to my cousin's ex-boyfriend." She pauses. " Is that wrong?"
"Jessica, do you like the guy?"
"I don't know I mean he's super sweet. I'll text you a picture of him over the weekend."
And she did. The guy was not attractive whatsoever to me. But, if Jess likes him then I cant judge the kind of guy she falls for. So I reply back by telling her I think he's cute.
The next day she sends me a text telling me that she feels stupid, because she took an explicit picture of herself to a guy that she has no feelings for. Of course that guys showed Alice and I a few days later. I kept it a secret of course.
One day out of nowhere Jessy tells me that Edward tells her in a message that he thinks the new girl Terry is cute. I of course think nothing of it. I mean let's face it, I'm not the most attractice girl in the world.
Out of nowhere I randomly ask Jess if he even knows who she is and she says no. The minute I get home I read the conversation they've been having.
Edward: So Terry's kinda cute =p
Jessy: so u like her?
Edward: no I just think shes cute I never said I liked her
Jessy: ok gosh
Edward: from looking at ur default I think I've seen u around
Jessy: yeah I don't see u just ur brother emmet
Edward: we have the same classes how do u see him and not me?
Jessy: cuz ur not in our 4th period
Edward: cool...so u like anyone?
Jessy: yeah
Edward: well who is it?
Jessy: ur brother
Edward: he has a gf
Jessy: thats ok I don't wanna b his gf
It ended there. The next day I tell Alice and my friend Rosalie and Angela about the conversation I read. Alice of course still wants to know what it is that I see in him. I told her I just couldn't explain it. No one knows him the way I do.
Our sophomore year, he told me he liked me then too. In fact, as lame as this sounds, he gave me my first kiss. I wasn't going to lie. I told him I had absolutely no idea what I was doing. He didnt care. Everything just felt natural when I was with him. But he didnt ask me to be his girlfriend. I don't think he'll ever know how hard I fell for him. Especially since we had some kind of relationship before, nothing bad just a shy we like each other type of thing. He'll never know what that did to me. I just always found it funny how for some reason our sophomore year for school assignments we were always paired together...coincidence???
The day after I read the messages, our teacher decides to give us a project and she would pick the groups. As she's calling out the names, I notice a difference. For once I am not put in a group with Edward, thankfully Alice is. She wasn't too thrilled. To my surprise Terry just so happens to be in the same group though. That night as I'm reading through Jessica's and his conversation he mentions Terry being cool to talk to. Still I think nothing of it. I mean should Terry really be my main concern?