Hi everyone! I know the first chapter was a bit short but I did it on purpose lol I hope you guys liked it.
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Chapter 2 Heartless
EmPOV
I hate this, I fucking hate this. I love my brother but this is so stupid! It's been three months since we left Forks and everyone was either pissed off or sad. I was pissed! Plain and simple. Edward would mop around the house or locked himself in the room making Jasper feel ten times worse. We never blamed Jasper for what happened and we knew that Bella forgave him just as quickly. We knew it was hard for him, after that day something woke within him and his was doing really good containing his thirst but Edward punished him all the time. Screaming at him, saying things like ¨ now you decide to control it, now! After I left her! Why didn't you learned it before everything happened? ¨ And so on, on. Alice almost ripped his neck off if Carlisle hadn't stopped her.
Edward was being a dick! I knew he could hear my thoughts but I didn't care. I missed Bella, I miss her blush whenever I embarrassed her or whenever she tripped. Everyone missed her, well not everyone. Rose was more than happy to leave. I didn't let it bother me too much, even when it did, so I just stayed quiet watching her while she packed.
We are in Alaska now, very secluded from civilization. Carlisle thought it was best to keep a low profile for a while meaning he will not work and we will not go to school. I didn't understood why he thought this was a good idea. I think it was more to please Edward, giving him some time to heal I guess. My thoughts were abruptly cut off by an argument going between Alice and Edward in the other room.
¨Edward, please I want to talk to her, she needs me now more than ever¨
¨No Alice! I told you we will never speak or see her again. She deserves a normal life and we are not normal so let her be! ¨ he yelled frustrated
¨It doesn't matter what you say or do Edward, she will become one…¨
¨Enough! ¨ he cut her off ¨I don't want to hear about this anymore¨ and with that he ran off
I was already in the hallway when I saw Carlisle, Esme and Jasper coming up the stairs.
¨Darling, are you alright? ¨
¨Ugh! I swear one of this days I'm going to kick his ass! ¨
¨Alice!¨ Carlisle and Esme said at the same time
¨Don't worry sis, I'll back you up¨ she looked up and gave me a small smile in return
¨We all miss Bella but we have to respect Edward's wishes, even if we don't agree with them¨ Carlisle said looking directly at Alice
¨I know but he wants me to stop looking into her future. How can I do when every time is about Bella it hits me like a bullet. I can't control it!¨ she was now sobbing
Jasper hugged her tight but didn't say anything, Carlisle and Esme just looked sad knowing there was nothing they could do and I was just pissed. I'm getting tired of this shit. Edward doesn't control me. I can do what I want when I want and he can't say shit! If we want to see Bella we can, dammit! Hmmm but Rose would never go for it. Edward can't control me but my wife sure can. Feeling defeated, I excused myself and went to my room. Rosalie was there sitting on the bed looking quite annoyed.
¨Baby what's wrong ?¨ I asked while walking towards her
¨You want to know what is wrong with me! Well let me tell you! You are all acting like idiots for a human girl. She is gone, she is gone! For good Emmett! Edward is trying to move on and we should let him.¨ she was screaming now.
¨What do you have against her? She didn't do anything to you, she was very nice to you, even when you weren't!¨ I was getting frustrated and I could tell that she was also.
¨She is human Emmett and I'm not! I'm not! She wanted to give up everything just for immortality, just for love. I would give everything and anything to be her!¨
¨Even me?¨
She was quiet for a minute, thinking her answer. Just knowing she really is thinking an answer, answers my question loud and clear.
¨Emmett, I¨ I waved my hand to stop her
¨I know what you are going to say. It´s always been like that, you love me but you love yourself even more. If you want to leave to do some soul searching, go ahead I won't stop you but don't expect me to be waiting for you when you come back.¨ with that said I shot the door, leaving my heart and soul behind.
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