My thought recollected themselves before the memory could finish playing out in my head. I remember it got much, much worse. The thing that snapped me back to reality was my sister calling up to me "Hey Jason! What are you doin' up there? I quickly responded back "Give me a sec! I'll be right down!" I shut off the water, and very quickly dried off.
I ran back to my room threw on my 20% cooler shirt *hint* *hint*, and threw on a pair of comfy cargo shorts. Something I could move fast in. I sprayed a little axe on me, walked down the stairs, slipped on my Chuck's and Mai and I were on our way.
In the car I must've dozed off in the car because the memory started playing in my head again... Right from where it left off./
The poor creature was violently vibrating back and forth. I shut my eyes tightly, then the power flickered, and I reopened my eyes. The creature was out cold, but the psycho was hard-at-work on the poor thing, she was taking a scalpel to cut down what would be her torso, revealing her internal organs. Her heart was still pulsing very quickly even though she was knocked out.
Somehow she had stopped the blood from flowing out of the victim's body. When you are literally looking into a living things body, you get a gross new perspective on things. It's hard to explain though. I mean if you look at a beating heart that's fully exposed. It's a TON different than looking in a Biology book.
That's when the victim eyes popped back open, and I knew shit was about to hit the fan. She couldn't scream in pain because she was too weak. That's when I almost puked. Why? She started taking out the already almost dead creatures organs. Starting with the least important, and ending with the most important.
First, the livers (which could have been replaced), then, the intestines. Even at that point I was about to throw up. I could feel the vomit pile up in my mouth, but i had to swallow it back because if I let it go I would've been busted.
Next, she took out her stomach, and I am extremely thankful that she didn't decide to pour out its contents. After that, she almost seemed to yank out the lungs, at this point I just had a blank stare on my face, I had almost no emotion at this point, i felt nothing but pure sympathy for the poor being who's existence was fading fast.
Finally, the final organ came out which ended the poor creature's life. I think that she was happy to die. Mostly because of the fact she had a smile on her face when she died. I decided that I've seen enough, and left./
"Jason! Are you ok?" Mai yelled in a panicked tone. "Yeah... yeah." I calmly stated. "Well you really scared me there, you were trembling." She said with a concerned look on her face. "Well it's that memory again." I told her. "Oh... Jason. It wasn't your fault, you did what you had to..." she trailed off. "I know but why would letting an innocent creature die help protect other dimensions?" I questioned. "I-I don't know, but they have a pretty good reason. I'm sure of it." She said trying to reassure me. It didn't work. "Yeah... I bet..."
We finally pulled up to the CDPA building. I was getting a little hot headed now. Looking down at my CDPA tags. That's when I couldn't take it anymore./
I broke out into a full sprint. Mai started chasing after me. "Jason! What are you doing!" I could hear her yell already a great distance from me. I reached the building. The receptionist tried to stop me "Hey, you don't run in he-" I cut her off by flashing my tags, and kept sprinting towards the elevator.
I finally reached the elevator and immediately pushed the button to head up to the floor where my boss was located. Still really pissed off. My mind was racing but I knew I was about to do the right thing. I finally reached the floor, started walking towards his office. No need to alert the ones who didn't put me in this state.
