How can this be?!

Ch.2

LaitoxAbused!Reader

Side of: AyatoxAbused!Reader

As Laito leads (Name) to his room, they are arrived to his door as he opens the door, and lets (Name) in first as she thanked him as (Name) walks in the room as she places the art book down on the night stand; she then goes to sit down on the bed as Laito said as he was already behind (Name), "Is there something wrong, Little (Name)?" "Oh it's just I wish I knew about more of my self since I don't have any memory of my childhood, Laito." (Name) said and then Laito wraps his arms around (Name)'s waist in having her sit on his lap and have (Name) close to his chest as she leans against it as it was very familiar; then Laito goes to her neck as he licks it once more as (Name) moans and Laito bites down on it as he starts to drink her blood. (Name) moans as it felt really good as it felt very familiar and she lets him to continue to drink her blood. Laito then pulls away in licking the blood off of her neck as (Name) felt really weak and tired as Laito then pulls away in placing her down on the bed as his mouth was covered with (Name)'s blood; he then said as he gives (Name) some cranberry juice, "Sorry Little (Name), but drink this it'll make you better, and get some rest." "It's okay and I will, Laito." (Name) said as she slowly drinks the juice as Laito leaves the room in letting her rest. As (Name) continues to rest in bed, she still wondered of what those memories meant as well as her art book of why there was an image of Subaru watching her from afar, and as she was thinking. She then heard someone singing just outside on the balcony and (Name) for some reason knew that it was Kanato as she smiling to herself in listening to Kanato singing. It was very calming as she closes her (e/c) eyes in going to sleep while listening to Kanato sings and she hums in her sleep of the song that Kanato was singing.

As (Name) continues to sleep, but then she felt something soft against her nose tapping on her, and then she slowly opens her (e/c) eyes in seeing a very familiar teddy bear with an eye patch in front of her as she then sits up in seeing Kanato; she said, "Oh hey Kanato, what's up." "I was checking up on you in seeing that you haven't come out of Laito's room for almost a few hours and in seeing that you have cranberry juice. I'm going to guess that Laito drank some of your blood, right Teddy." Kanato said and (Name) giggles as she knew that he were right on that and then said, "Yep that's about it and was that you singing that I heard earlier before I went to sleep." Kanato nods his head and then said, "Ne (Name) do you try something fun, (Name)?" "Sure Kanato, what is it?" (Name) said and Kanato said, "Follow me and you'll see, (Name)." (Name) carefully gets out of bed as she wasn't dizzy anymore and she follows Kanato out of Laito's room as Laito wasn't in the room. Kanato leads (Name) through the hallway as they were on the second floor and then lead (Name) to out onto the balcony as (Name) follows Kanato out to the balcony. Kanato then climbs on the railing as he sits down and (Name) climbs up in sitting down next to him as she said, "So um what is it that you wanted to show me, Kanato?" "In a moment, but can you sing for like I did for you, (Name)." Kanato said and (Name) then starts to think of a song, but she couldn't think of any at all, but then suddenly a song comes to her mind as she starts to harmonize. As she harmonizes, Kanato smiles as he knew that she would remember as he listens to (Name) harmonize as she hits the high notes perfectly, and she finishes as Kanato smiles; said, "That was beautiful, (Name), right Teddy." "Oh um thank you." (Name) said and then Kanato stands up as he then helps (Name) to stand up; Kanato turns around as (Name) turns around as they both facing the balcony door as Kanato said, "Ready (Name)?" "Y-Yes." (Name) said and Kanato then starts to fall backwards as (Name) follows as she starts to laugh; then they both start to fall off of the balcony. (Name) went to scream, but switched to laughing as then they both landed in something soft as they were surrounded in red roses, and (Name) was laughing as Kanato said, "Had fun (Name)?" "Yes it felt like that I've done it lots of times before." They both sit up and got out of the rose bush as she didn't hurt her arm; Kanato chuckles as he said, "You got rose peddles in your hair, (Name)." Kanato then helps (Name) in getting them out of her (h/c) and once he was done. They both heard Ayato from the second floor balcony said as Kanato and (Name) looks up, "Oy you two it's time for dinner so come back inside." "Okay, Ayato." They both said and went back inside as they went into the dining room as everyone was already there at the table. When (Name) and Kanato got to the table as (Name) sits in between Ayato and Laito as Kanato sits on the end. Everyone sat down in eating their dinner, as for (Name) he eats her (favorite dinner) and (favorite drink) to drink, and everyone continues to eat there dinner.

(Name) continues to eat as Reiji then said, "So how has your arm been doing, (Name)?" "Oh it's been doing fine so far, Reiji. Thank you." (Name) said as she continues to eat and then one by one everyone leaves the table as Reiji and (Name) were the only ones left at the table; then they both finished eating dinner as they both said, "Thank you for the food." They both went their separate ways as (Name) goes outside in getting some fresh air as it looked like that it was going to rain and (Name) walks over to the water fountain as she looks at her reflection as she wonders about the memories and such as she then starts to sing unaware that Ayato was just a few feet away from her.

Look at me

I will never pass for a perfect bride

Or a perfect daughter

Can it be

I'm not meant to play this part?

She gets up in walking away from the fountain as she doesn't know that Ayato was following her in listening to her sing as she walks through the rose garden that leads to the woods as she continues to sing.

Now I see

That if I were truly to be myself

I would break my family's heart

As (Name) walks through the woods she comes across a pond as she looks at her reflection and Ayato continues to follow her as he knew that she wants to know to know more about herself as she continues to sing.

Who is that girl I see

Staring straight back at me?

Why is my reflection someone I don't know?

She then stops for a moment as she looks at her reflection in the water and continues to walk on to the cemetery house as Ayato follows after her as she continues to sing.

Somehow I cannot hide who I am, though I've tried

When will my reflection show who I am inside?

When will my reflection show who I am inside?

She sits at the well of it in looking at her reflection in wishing that she knew more about herself as it was like they were keeping a secret from her and she wondered of what those memory meant especially the ones of Laito, Ayato, and Subaru; then (Name) hears a familiar voice said, "Is everything alright, (Name)?" (Name) looks up in seeing Ayato at the door as she was scared and he said, "It's okay I'm not going to anything to you, yet. I just wanted to see of what's wrong, (Name)." (Name) explained to him about the memories that had popped up ever since she met them and then Ayato then starts to think as he then thought of something; said, "I have an idea that might work, but you can't tell anyone about it okay, (Name)." "O-Okay Ayato." (Name) said and Ayato then pins on the bench as he goes to the other side of her neck as he licks it. (Name) whimpers as she was scared and then Ayato bites down on her neck as he starts to drink her blood. Ayato's eyes widen as he pulls as he said, "So sweet that I completely have forgotten of your taste, (Name)." (Name) was about to say something when Ayato goes back in biting her neck in drinking her blood and (Name) tries to scream, as nothing would come out, but suddenly another memory appears as it was (Name) and Ayato once more as kid (Name) said, "Even though I'm with Laito now, I'll still keep our promise, Ayato." "Thank you (Name) and I'll do the same for you." Kid Ayato said as he bites onto her neck and the memory disappeared as Ayato pulls away as he said as he then pulls (Name) into a hug, "I missed you so much (Name)." (Name) still didn't understand of what was going as she hugs him back as Ayato was surprised and then Ayato starts to lick the blood off of (Name)'s neck as she mouth as still covered with (Name)'s blood.

They both pulled away and went on back to the mansion as it suddenly starts to rain hard as they both ran back in trying to not to get too wet, but by the time they were back. They were soaked to the bones and (Name)'s arm was hurting once more as they enter inside as (Name) said, "I'm going to go see Reiji about my arm, Ayato." Alright then (Name)." Ayato said as they went their separate ways as (Name) goes to Reiji's room and she arrives at his door as she knocks as Reiji said on the other side, "Come in." (Name) opens the door as she walks in and Reiji looks in seeing (Name) as he said, "Oh (Name) why in the world are you wet?" "Got caught in the rain, Reiji, and also it's my arm again." (Name) said and Reiji beckons her over as he gets the medicine ready again. He then takes of her bandage and sling as the huge 'x' cut was healing perfectly; he applies it on (Name) arm as he puts new bandage on her arm along with the sling. (Name) thanked him as she leaves the room and heads to Subaru's room as she hope that this time he was wake.

So she arrives to Subaru's room as she knocks on the door and then the door opens in relieving Subaru as he said, "Oh (Name) is there something you need?" "Uh um well I was hoping if you could tell me or who or what am I really, Subaru." (Name) said and Subaru said, "I'm sorry, but I can't say really, (Name)." With that he shuts the door as (Name) was about to say something and (Name) felt like that he didn't want anything to do with her. So she runs back outside back to the pond in crying her (e/c) eyes out as it was raining outside. As the continues to pour she continues to looks as she could the lights form the mansion and the shadow of them as it looked like they were arguing about something and then the light was turned off; then right then and there (Name) knew of what needs to be as she gets up; goes back to the mansion in gathering some of Reiji's herbs and medicines as she tries to make a remedy in regaining her memories. So she heads on back to the cemetery house and starts to mix the herbs and medicine; when it was ready she uses her hands in cupping the water in pouring it into the medicine. (Name) then takes the medicine and starts to drink it, but instead of helping her remember of what she was. She starts to shake violently and yells in pain, her injury reopens on her arm as blood seeps out of her arm, and as her venison starts to blur; as then last thing that she sees was all six of them at the doorway screaming her name as she loses conscious as her venison is covered in darkness.

TBC