Ahvs: Alright, here's the next episode… Good thing I make you smile after reading my previous chapter. It makes me smile too. (^V^)

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Chapter 2: The brokenhearted and the great counselor

"OUCH! What's that!?" Kanata protested while scratching his head.

"Why are you here?! How did you come here, hah!? You're listening to others conversation!!!" Miyu shouted. She was so mad.

"Hey, hold on! This is not your territory and for your info. I'm already here before you came!"

"What do you think of yourself – GOD!? LIAR!"

"Don't blame that word to me… you are the liar!"

"You are! You are!" then she kicked and pushed Kanata because of madness.

"OUCH! Why are you always hitting me like that!? You're putting all your anger to me... STOP IT!" but Miyu still beating him like a punching bag.

"You wanna die? Wanna die? Wanna die? Hah!?" she repeated that word all over again.

"OUCH! Hold it!" Kanata can't get over Miyu's sadist behavior. So he held her both arms, but Miyu still has the ability to kick him. "Miyu, stop it!" he demanded, but Miyu didn't stop. "Ouch!!! If you don't stop what you are doing, I'll call Ms. Mizuno to bring you in the guidance office."

With a quick jerk, Miyu stop her odd behavior and pushed Kanata away "FINE!" she shouted, then she made a deep heavy sighed. She pouted her lips to prevent herself from crying but unfortunately she couldn't able to control her emotion. So she quickly sat on the ground and burst out a loud cry.

Kanata panicked. He didn't know what to do and how to stop Miyu from crying. So he threw himself again to her and said, "Okay, Just to prevent you from crying, you may punch my face! Come on beat me!" then he firmly closed his eyes (.)

Miyu went into silence and looked at him, with a great annoyance she shouted, "IDIOT! You should dodge it!" then she started again to cry.

Kanata opened his eyes and sat beside her silently. He took his handkerchief and gave it to Miyu.

But before Miyu took it she asked him first, "Did you blow your nose in that?"

"Of course not!" he replied.

"Okay! Thanks!" then she took the hankie, wipe her tears and blow her nose.

Kanata gulped.

After a long minute of crying, Miyu went back to her true behavior. "I'm through!" she said. She returned back the hankie to Kanata but instead of taking it… Kanata said, "Laundry it first before you returned that thing to me."

"Okay, I will!" she said and put the hankie on her skirt pocket. "I'm sorry Kanata for beating you."

"As always… sorry is acceptable."

"Why you didn't move? You should dodge it." she asked.

"I don't fight girls."

"But you should…..especially me!" she hiccup.

"Hey! Hey! Geez, I thought you already done with that…" he blows his hair dangling in front of his face.

"I messed up yesterday! I messed up today! I said the wrong words, took the wrong turn, loved the wrong person, and reacted the wrong way. I spoke when I should have listened! Walked when I should have waited! Judge when I should have trusted! Indulged when I should have resisted! I truly messed up! I'm really such an idiot!" she shouted without a period then frowned and held her face.

Kanata just kept quiet.

"Sometimes I wish to renew myself, cause' I think I'm such a bad girl, I always freak. I always do stupid things, and don't know why I'm like this." she choked, paused for a moment and look at Kanata. "Can I ask you something?"

Kanata looked at her and said, "Sure…"

"Are you feeling sorry for knowing me? Are you happy that you met me?" she asked with sincerity.

"Why did you ask that? Of course not! I mean YES!!!" he said and made a wide smirk.

"You never did… I hope your saying the truth."

"I am! Yes I'm happy that I met you… Just think if you didn't come… who will help me to take care of Ruu? How will I handle the secrets behind their true identity? Who will help me to do house chores? Who will do the laundry? Who will clean the house? I can't do that by myself."

Miyu looked at him and said, "What do you think of me, NANNY?..... Anyway, yah your right!"

"See, just think of other important things that you can do… not just your feelings about Mizuki!" then he looked on the other way.

"Sorry, for being so selfish. I was just so sad to remember that I used to be Mizuki's princess then suddenly that witch stole him from me. I thought of fighting but when I saw him happy. Do I need to fight for my love or just accept the fact that witches are better than princess?"

"You mean you're the princess?" Kanata clarified.

"Aha!" Miyu nodded.

"Will you just change the way you look at yourself. You're the witch not the princess!" Kanata teased her.

"Can you please be serious? You're not helping me."

"Okay, now I'm serious. Just be fair to yourself, don't cry for someone who doesn't deserve your tears. There's no use holding on to someone whom you think doesn't love you, the way you wanted to. Life is too short to stress yourself with people who don't even deserve to be issues in your life. Don't love too much." Kanata said.

"Sometimes we think that loving someone can be such a risky thing. What else would I know if I don't take chances? I don't want to lose by giving up, and lose by holding back. But still, I failed!" Miyu said.

Kanata did not react.

"People have different views of love, so whatever it may be… there's only one single truth behind my heartache: "Love hurts when God knows I deserve someone else." Miyu said by faith.

"Yah, you're right… you get my point! That's true!" Kanata roared.

Miyu smiled.

"Did you know that heart has no pain receptors? So the next time someone breaks your heart. Move on… your pain is just an illusion, a temporary psychological disturbance that you have to overcome."

"Really? I didn't know that!"

"Now you know… So you shouldn't assume that somebody loves you by only seeing their sweetness. Sometimes we should believe the fact that people are just flirts."

Miyu smile again and said, "You know what Kanata, I'll always be thankful that God made us friends. I never know why or how? But I know, deep in my heart you'll always be one of the reason why I'll keep on believing that God wants me to be happy."

"Nice to hear that from you, well anyway, just always smile. Smile when you're in vain. Smile when trouble pours like rain. Smile when someone hurt your feelings. Cause you know what? A smile always starts the healing."

"I'm trying…" she laughed.

"But you know, Miyu… you're a good risk taker. When I was listening at your conversation with Mizuki awhile ago, I was so nervous on what would be your next move. But, I wasn't expecting that you will come out with a great idea of making it a joke."

"I know he would get mad at me after knowing my true feelings. So before I lose him, I turn my words into a joke."

"Yah, and if I were Mizuki. I will stay away from you after knowing that you loved me…but good thing you made a nice twist. And still he doesn't change the way he look at you. Unfortunately, he looks at you as his little sister."

"Don't tell that word again… it makes my head spin!"

"Okay, I won't tell that word again. But just remember, if you love someone so much and you don't want to lose them, never show them the so much part, because everybody takes advantage whenever it is available."

"I will remember that…"

"But truly you're great… everyone is having a hard time to say the word, "I hate you!", and also "Sorry", the most is "I love you". But for you it's just only 'chicken'! But there is a word which hardest to say, do you have any idea what it is?"

"NO! What?"

"Wait, I'll take a paper and a pen, cause' its reeeally hard to say it…" then he started to write it on a piece of paper.

"I just wonder what that word…is" Miyu waits.

"Here it is…" he showed the word, "Read and try if you can say it." said Kanata and stood up from his seat.

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It says:

"iskibiratsiboop iskiribabap bloop!" (o.O)

"WHAAAT! You never get serious!" Miyu exclaimed after reading that word.

"Hahaha! See, its hard right!? HAHAHA!" Kanata ran away. (:D)

"AHHH! You're such a jerk!!!" Miyu chased him.

"See if you can catch me! Bleh!" he shouted while running down the stairs.. (:P)

To be continued…

Sometimes you're dying for someone who doesn't care for you,

Not knowing that somebody is already dead,

Just to please you.