Hello there!
i just want to say, i hate editing.....
but my writing sucks when i dont (for all those people that pointed out erorrs in the spider story)
thanks! i will learn my flowers next time!!!
any way
i present chapter 2!
its a little shorter i think....
anyways~ have fun!
Disclaimer: i do not own any of these characters. Katsura Hoshino does....
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"So Kanda, did you get what the teacher had said? I don't get the part about the laws and stuff. " I threw some gum into my mouth, thinking over the test questions, checking them off one by one, "Damn I think I got number fifteen wrong!"
Kanda didn't answer, he seemed to be checking his watch very often. I was a little curious, but I didn't want to interfere in his privacy.
We were sitting on the steps leading down to the main gates of the collage. I liked the scenery here, the maple trees lined the paths, right now it was autumn, the trees were fiery reds and orange carpeting the grass in a grand quilt. I had taken a couple of art classes outside and I had enjoyed them thoroughly, but Kanda had no interest in art. So I couldn't go against him. I wanted to spend more time with him.
"Yuu!" a voice called out.
Kanda turned around, his eyes filled with a glimmer of happiness, but his lips didn't move, "Baka usagi, you're late again."
I turned around to see another rather cute boy, but not as cool as Kanda.
He had red hair the same colour as the autumn leaves, falling over his face. Two gold earrings dangled from his ears. His eyes were a deep green like spring in a forest.
"I'm sorry Yuu! The teacher held me in!"
"Yuu? Who's that? The only person here is Kanda!"
"Eh? Is this a friend? Hello!" he gave a big smile, "I'm Lavi nice to meet'cha!" he held out his hand.
"Who the hell does he think he is? This jerk, he's acting all nice as if he knows me."
"He's just a moyashi." Kanda snapped, folding his arms across his chest. Lavi came up and hugged him, giving him a kiss on the forehead. I watched, awestruck. Kanda went slightly red, pushing Lavi way, "Don't, there are people watching."
I struggled to keep my anger in place. I didn't understand why this person was all snuggly with Kanda and calling him Yuu. I felt a little foolish right now, but I couldn't control those feelings within me.
"Don't worry about him." Kanda's soft words interrupted my vicious thoughts, "I don't think I told you but Yuu is my Christian name."
I felt a little shocked that Kanda had kept this from me but I guess he had his reasons.
"Want to go out for dinner Yuu-chan? Then we'll go back home." Lavi asked, releasing him from his deadly grasp. Kanda made a face, finally giving an answer after a while, "Okay."
I wanted to come along but I didn't need to ask. Kanda twisted around, "You want to come?"
I nodded, happy that he had considered my feelings.
"Awwwww but I thought it was our little date…" Lavi whined, grabbing Kanda's hand as they got up. I felt a little impulse to snatch his Kanda's hand away from Lavi's. But then again, I didn't have the courage, all I could do was stick out my tongue at him as he turned his back to me.
"BLEHHH!! One day I'll grab that hand right before your eyes. JERK!"
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"OH NO!! LOOK AT THE TIME!! I'M SORRY YUU BUT I'VE GOT A JOB NOW!" Lavi shot up suddenly, wiping his mouth quickly, "I'll pay for it! See ya! Love ya Yuu!" Lavi ran round the table, giving Kanda a quick peck on the lips.
My blood boiled as I watched it again. Lavi left, paying at the counter. Kanda crossed his arms over his chest, a little of the spark in his eyes dies down.
"Is he your brother or something?" I asked, eyeing him as he tripped over, I knew it was a stupid question but they seemed so close.
"Wha!!!" Kanda spat out the water he was drinking, "Of course he isn't! He's my boyfriend!"
That was a direct hit, knife in the chest, "Oh, I'm sorry, I should have realised earlier." I gave a nervous laugh.
"IDIOT, NOW IT'S IMPOSSIBLE!"
I stood up, "Umm I'm sorry I've got to go too Kanda."
"I'll walk you."
"No thanks I'm fine." I left, not wanting to face him.
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I sat on the swings of a deserted playground, close to Jerry's place. I thought about it, the situation was so clear. I knew that such a nice person like Kanda would have been taken.
I wanted to cry, yet I couldn't. I looked at my right hand, red and raw since the day I had arrived here, side affects of my journey through time, including my white hair and pentacle-shaped scar down my face.
"No one wants a retard that looks like he came from a circus freak show."
I told myself as I gave the swing one last solid push before jumping off.
I looked up at the sky, scattered with the little stars, millions of light-years away. Maybe I would have been better of being one of those stars, I wouldn't have to think or do anything all day long. My mother came into mind, she would have known what to do, or at least tell me what to do.
Suddenly I realised, mother was giving me the answer, the stars. I couldn't falter until I died. I had to continue shedding my light to everyone around me, so that I could win Kanda's heart.
"Dear God,
if I had a wish,
any wish.
Would you grant it?
Because if you would,
I hope for eternal happiness."
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Ok thanks for reading! this fic is about 10 chapters long ^^;
(i think i did mention that before....)
reveiws are appreciated!! ya~
see ya next chapter!