Next up is Yellow. Disclaimer I own nothing.
White Diamond was my guide when I first emerged; she taught me how to lead armies and fight. I used to call her all the time and though she never said anything I decided that constant calls to a fellow Diamond where not appropriate for a leader to do so I called less, her lack of reaction made me realize that I shouldn't waste her time just to tell her in a video that I chose a colony and completed it so I wrote and sent the reports instead. Sometimes she graces me with a minute of her time but I feel bad about wasting her time so I end the call early. White is hard to please but that's good, a Diamond is supposed to be perfect. If I'm less than perfect then she has a right to be disappointed. But if that's true than why do I feel so bad?
I was tasked with showing Blue how to lead armies, she was always really quiet and observant. Sometimes she'd ask me a bunch of questions at once and though I didn't show it I really did like it. Blue may seem cool and confident but really the pressures of leading do take its toll. When she was given her first colony I could tell that she was nervous so I gave Blue a file with tips on how to make it a successful colony. Sometimes Blue would call me and talk about how hard the pressure was and how she wished I was there to help. I'm not sure if telling her to just buckle down and keep going was actual advice but it seemed to work. I guess she just needs a little extra motivation sometimes. I just don't like to see her sad, that much I'm willing to show at least.
White Diamond had Blue and I help to teach Pink the ropes, the three of us agreed to switch weekly. Whenever I had her, after lecturing her on different battle tactics, Pink would bombard me with a thousand different questions and beg me to let her do something then I'd tell her to just sit next to me and pay attention or go explore outside. At first she'd sit next to me and hum or whistle until either I let her do something or I was done with work. After a few times though she began to go outside and explore often for hours at a time then I'd have to send a search party out and scold her upon her return for leaving without an escort. I didn't like how Pink made me feel sometimes, Diamonds should not be feeling worry especially not on such a high level. Pink went to great lengths to impress me, once she even created the Rose Quartz gemstones in secret. I scolded her for doing an unauthorized project but of course I allowed her to keep them… I should've shattered them all. When the Rose Quartz rebelled I became concerned that the whole line was defective as the first one to emerge betrayed Homeworld so I told Pink to bubble the rest and keep them in the zoo until the war ended at least. She argued that they should be at least allowed free reign of the zoo but I told her it was too risky. We got into a heated argument; I was tired and already getting stressed from the war and she was getting overly emotional. Pink accused me of being a control freak who was angry that she made something that was actually good and I snapped and said that since they were in her likeness that meant something was wrong with them then I destabilized the forms of the Rose Quartzes that where present and told her to bubble them all by the end of the day or they'd be shattered. That was the last time we really spoke. I wish I spent more time with her, I wish I had listened to her. I miss her questions, her stories, her ideas. I'm so sorry Pink.
The trial is over and now we search for Rose Quartz, Blue and I agree that Zircon's case made sense so now we are looking to question Rose to find out what's really going on. Though she tries to hide it my Pearl is trying to recall something, maybe something about Pink's missing Pearl. She'll inform me in private if she remembers anything. Still though, I saw Rose's gemstone. It was the same shape as the other Rose Quartz gemstones. So why did looking at her form make me feel sad?
I believe that deep down Yellow knows that Pink is Rose but it's more on a subconscious level.