The Next day juice seemed to by MIA, as a matter of fact the day after that I saw him maybe once. And even then when I tried to say hello, he seemed to find something that he needed to do and walked away.
I sat at the bar, my head resting on both her hands. It was like juice was actually avoiding her.
Over and over I've gone over my past moves to see if I said something or did something to piss him off. Nothing comes to mind at all! It is extremely frustrating in fact.
In that moment Jax sat next to me leaning against the bar.
"What going on Whit? You look like you got something on your mind…" Jax said looking a little concerned.
"It's nothing I promise. " i paused and looked at him as he raised his eyebrows at me" Just fucking girl shit" I finished waving her hand like it was nothing.
Jax nodded as his response and they sat there in silence for a few moments.
" Where has Juice been? I haven't seen him around the past couple days" I said trying to not seem obvious.
Jax looked at her almost surprised she said anything, then looked away. " He's been around. Doing his normal stuff. Why?" He asked now looking at her
" No reason, just haven't seen him in a while is all." I replied giving an almost fake smile to him.
" okay. But you're sure you are okay?" he asked standing up.
I now spun around in the seat and smiled " im dandy.. promise im fine" . Jax stood there and looked at me. i sighed and rolled my eyes " I'm fine Jacky ! I promise!"
"Alright Alright. I gotta get going" he said and leaned towards me and kissed my forehead, and ruffled my hair which he knew i hated. Walking away he shouted back to me "stay out of trouble!"
I literally laughed out loud, " yeah right. Fucking hilarious. jackass." Like I could ever get into trouble.I was watched like a hawk sometimes it seemed.I sat there for 30 minutes more when I heard to doors open , turned to my right to see who it was and it was Juice. I sat up straight and looked at him. He kept walking like I wasn't there at all! He was walking towards his room and I got up and walked after him.
"Hey" I said…. Nothing. " Hey, Juice" he stopped abruptly and turned around to look at me. His face emotionless.
"What?" he asked sharply and with annoyance.
"Nothing , I was just wondering if you were okay…" I began.
"I'm fine" Juice said and walked into his room and then closed the door behind him.
I stood there completely confused and at a loss for words.
What the hell? I didn't do anything to him and he is treating me like shit. I didn't know what to say or do. Rage and anger began to boil inside and I was pissed. I stormed towards the door and slammed , and I mean slammed the doors behind me. Outside the door Tig was there with his stupid grin.. Sucks for him cuz im not in the mood.
"Hey girly…..-" he began but I cut him off.
" Not now Tig! I'm on my period and ready to do some serious damage to the closest man's face!" I said as I walked towards him. His eyes grew wide and he held up his hands
"Whoa there! I was just saying hello jesus." He said as I walked by and to my car. Thank god I drove today cuz I wasn't in the mood. When I got into my apartment I spent a lot of time fuming about this whole situation. One minute Juice was fine and himself joking around with me and everything and then BAM! He is a dick. I felt bad for blowing up at Tigger, but I had to get out and I made up the lie about being on my period. I always tried to be nice when it was that time of the month. I just knew that he would fucking ask question that I my self didn't know the answer to. It was about 7:30 pm when I decided I was going to get my answers and I was going to get them tonight. Why Juice all of a sudden decided do be such a god damn jerk.
I had lucked out. When I got to the club house I saw that most of the members were gone. I looked at the bikes left and I saw the bike that I was hoping to be there. I got out of my car , raged. I busted through the door and saw no one I rounded the corner and saw him there at his computer. He hadn't even looked up.
"Hey!" I said and made a straight B line for him. He looked up and looked startled at first but stood up and walked towards his room. I picked up the pace of my walk, "HEY!" I said and when I caught up to him I pushed his shoulder. He first looked at his shoulder then at me with a shocked face.
"What the hell?" he asked me.
" What is your god damn problem?" I asked looking straight at him,.
He then glared at me. " my problem? My problem? Are you serious?" he said stepping closer to me. "Whitney you gotta stop this." He said
"What are you talking about?"
" This… this whole playing around thing."
I looked at him… still lost.
"Messin with peoples minds, …especially mine." He said the last part almost whispered but I heard it and turned back towards his room. He walked into his room and I followed.
"What do you mean yours?" I asked. " you're the one messing with my mind!"
He turned and looked confused at me.
"yeah!i know you're a guy but it has to be real god damn obvious!"
"what are you talking about?" he asked
"that I have a thing for you and always have!" as soon as I said it, I covered my mouth with my hand 'shit!' I thought. This was not good! I closed my eyes and began to try and attempt to correct the situation." Shit that just kinda blurted out. What I meant was that—" and I was cut off by a pair of soft moist lips on mine. slowly Juice pushed me against the wall. Pulling apart he pushed a strand of hair out of my face.
" You meant what?" he asked.
"but we can't. who I am… who you are." I began, I didn't want this to create chaos , and I knew it would.
" what the club doesn't know won't hurt them." He said with a sly grin.
"so wait you …." I left the sentence hanging hoping he would know what I was talking about.
" you… have no idea." He smiled and leaned back in for another kiss as his hands began to go underneath my shirt.
