Ch. 2. The Vision

APOV

What was I going to do? How was I going to tell her? No! I couldn't even think

about telling her. I promised him. But I have to do something, because she

will probably go insane if I don't.

Then I got a vision. Of Edward.

Noooo!!!!!

Bella most have noticed that I was seeing a vision because she was practically

in my face, screaming , "Alice, are you having a vision? What did you see?"

I tried to think of something to say, even with my quick vampire speed, all I

could manage to mutter was , "Oh. Uh. nothing. It uh, wasn't a vision."

She didn't believe me, to say in the least.

"What? Alice I know that face , and I know that you just had a vision!

Now, why won't you tell me? Was the vision about E-him?"

"Bella, you. You don't need-no, you don't want to even know."

"Why Alice?! Tell me, pleeaase! "

I could see her heart breaking , if possible, into even smaller pieces.

Why? Why did I have to keep this secret? Why did I have to hurt Bella

like this? I love Bella, and I don't want to see her like this.

She then suddenly stood up, and said, "Alice, I will be back in a sec"

I figured she needed a "human" moment. She might have just wanted

to be alone. I could understand that, that's how I felt too.

But then, I saw it. I saw Bella in Emmett's bathroom with a razor to her wrists,

slowly cutting them until she bled to death.

NO! I jumped up and ran as fast as a vampire could, to the stairs, while

screaming, "Jasper! Go to Em's bathroom now!!!!"

I knew as I was running that Jasper could probably get there faster than I could.

I hoped that I wasn't too late. Please, don't let me be too late!

JPOV

I was in my room , listening to music when I heard her. In Emmett's bathroom?

I heard Bella gasp, as in anticipated pain. I was in Emmett's bathroom within

a tenth of a second. I stared in horror as I saw Bella slicing her wrist with a

razor. I grabbed her and threw the razor against the wall.

"What are you trying to do?!"

"Just let me die! Please, Jazzy. "

"What?"

"Hold me. Please, hold me and let me die!"

I kept her in my arms, but I wasn't about to let her die.

"Carlisle!" I screamed.

Just then, Alice came running in the door.

"Bella!!!!" She gasped.

Bella was sobbing again. I swear, if I ever see Edward again, boy is he going

to get it. Leaving her, and doing this to her. He better have a damn good reason

for doing this.

"Carlisle!" Alice screeched.

"I'm coming." He was in the room now.

"Bella, what did you d-"

"Carlisle, we don't have time. She's lost a lot of blood."

He began to stitch up her wrist, of course, she tried to fight, to get away, but

she was no match for me. She finally stopped fighting and began to realize

what she had almost done.

"I'm so so sooo very sorry, to all of you. I-I-"

Her voice broke. I could feel the shame, the anger, the pain, the pure agony

coming from her.

"Shh. Bella, it's ok. We understand. We all are missing Edward.

But, please don't do this again, ok. It would only hurt our family more to

lose you." Carlisle told her.

Carlisle was finished fixing her arm. I still held her, for I knew she needed

someone, of course, if she knew what me and Alice knew, she would

totally fall apart. She would be far worse than this.

Carlisle told me to take her to my bed, for her to rest. But , she started

begging to not be alone. Massive amounts of pain and fear were hitting

me. She was really scared of being alone.

"Bella, don't worry. I'll stay with you." I told her.

I took her to my bed, and rocked her in my arms, humming softly to her.

I suddenly felt very protective of her. She seemed so fragile, so delicate,

with Edward gone.