I sighed after getting off of the phone knowing that just as she said, everything would be ok. I suddenly felt very sleepy and I lay down in the warm covers on my bed and drifted off to sleep.
I awoke at the sound of someone tapping on my window I was confused at first but as I slowly opened my eyes my heart jumped into my throat and I realized that it was Edward.
I jumped up and immediately unlocked the window I walked backward staring at him in disbelief what was he doing here? I ran into the bed and stubbed my toe as I jumped up and down in pain, I heard the tiniest sound of laughter I looked over at him to give him a dirty look for laughing at my pain, when he started to talk
"Bella I don't know what to say I am sorry and I know that you have no reason to listen to me but if you could just find it in your heart to listen then maybe I could explain why it was that I left".
I felt the tears starting to form in my eyes as I nodded at him and he began again "I lied to you Bella", I looked up at him in confusion "why"? I asked him.
It looked as if he might cry too if that was possible, then he spoke saying "I told you that I didn't want you and that was the hardest thing for me to ever say because it is the furthest from the truth.
Bella I thought that you would be ok without me but I still couldn't leave you I have been here very careful not to let you see me as I tried to see if you could get over me or if maybe you were hurting just as much as I was.
I saw you day after day with no expression on your face I thought that maybe you would get better and that you would be better for me leaving you.
But for the first time I came into your room last night and I heard you cry out for me in your sleep and I am not strong enough to be without you and from the sound of it you aren't strong enough to be without me either".
I smiled at him as I realized that he was here and he loved me and he wanted me not because he knew that I was pregnant but because he loved me. "Edward you have no idea how much I missed you. Are you really back"?
"Bella my love I never truly left". I smiled at him and he said "I love you Bella and I will never leave you again. If you will have me I will spend the rest of eternity trying to make you happy". "I love you Edward" was all I would say at least for right now.