Titel: It's beginning to get to me
Author: nicis_anatomy
Genre: General, Angst
Rating: G
Word Count: 200
Summary: Sometimes someone just proves you wrong. (Challenge #119 – 'Beginning' for lj's ncisdrabble100 )
Character/Pairing:Jethro Gibbs (POV)/Jenny Shepard
Disclaimer: I don't own these characters, nor am I making any money from them. I merely borrow them from time to time.
Comment: I'm not a native speaker and still learning the language (speaking and reading is so much easier than writing :/), so please be patient. If there are any mistakes in it, please tell me. Also if you like/dislike it, I'd love to know.
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They say: „The first cut is the deepest." I always thought I'd know what they mean. Since fourteen years the cut still keeps bleeding. I got used to it. I know that it was never meant to heal at all.
Today I learned that the first cut isn't the deepest. It is deep. And it hurts like hell. But the second one does too. Five years ago she broke my hearts, and I never even realized that the pain was there, united with the one I've lived with for so long.
I was wrong. It's the pain from 2000 that haunts me, keeps me up all night, and drives me mad. The memory of something so deep, so true and both so wonderful and painful at the same time... The shadows of the past were after me for all these years without me even noticing.
But today everything is going to change. The one that will haunt me all day, keep me up all night, and drive me mad, is standing right in front of me, smiling.
And it feels like 2000 all over again.
They say: "The first cut is the deepest." - Jenny's "Hello, Jethro." just proved them wrong.