A/N: Here is chapter 2. Thanks to everyone who has reviewed! I really appreciate the reviews. -hits head- I am so stupid I put February 30 in the last chapter… sorry if I confused anyone. So in this story we're gonna pretend that there are 30 days in February.
Disclaimer: I DON'T own Naruto
March 4
Dear Diary:
I just left the castle in the River Country. I planned on being there for a couple days but when I arrived there I got some very bad news.
Here is what happened: I arrived at the castle about noon. I told the guards standing in front of the entrance of the castle why I was there. I told them that I was an old friend of Princess Tsuji's. When I told them this they looked at me with a confused expression on their faces. After a few moments of silence the taller of the two guards realized whom I was talking about. He told me that there was no one by that name here. Now I was the one with the confused expression. After a few seconds of silence he told me that there was no one by the name of Princess Tsuji but there was someone by the name of Queen Tsuji. This amazed me. Tsuji was no longer a princess but a queen. I was brought back to the world when the guard spoke to me again. This time his voice somehow sounded different than before when he talked. He told me since I was a friend of Tsuji's that he would take me to her husband. I was very confused by what he said why would he take me to her husband rather than to Tsuji? But I decided not to ask why because that would mean I would have to wait longer to see Tsuji. The guard led me down some familiar and some unfamiliar hallways. It seemed like we walked forever! We finally stopped in front of a big double door. The guard knocked on the door and then opened it. I went in the room behind the guard. The room was similar in appearance in the Hokage office only little bigger. The guard left the room. I saw Tsuji's husband sitting behind the desk. He told me to sit in one of the chairs. I did. He apparently remembered me form all those years ago because he said my name. He said that I should've come earlier than I did. I asked him why. After a long pause he closed his eyes and said that Tsuji had been very ill for the past couple months. I felt a big knot in my stomach when he said had. After another long pause he said in a very sad voice the Tsuji had died about a week ago. When he said this my eyes widened. I couldn't believe what he had just said. I wanted to cry but I didn't. I asked him if he would take me to where she was buried. He took me to the cemetery where Tsuji was. When we arrived at the tombstone we stared at it in silence for a long time. The silence was broken when he said that he had to get some paperwork done. I nodded and he left. I knelt by the stone I ran my fingers through the carved words on the stone. They read: Queen Tsuji below to the side of her name was a picture of an angel and below her name read the words 'If the people we love are stolen from us, the way to have them live on is to never stop loving them. Buildings burn, people die, but real love is forever.' I then placed the bouquet that Tsuji had given me all those years ago on her tombstone. After that I started on my way back to Konoha.
I have stopped for the night. Right now if I had the chance to do over one thing in my life I would have gotten off of my lazy butt and gone to see Tsuji sooner. I wish I could see her just one more time. Or just hear her voice. Why did I wait so long? I knew I had waited too long. I feel horrible. The last time I saw her I promised her that we would see each other again. It seems I can't keep a promise. I guess the guilt is getting to me because I been throwing-up even more. I better get some rest now.
March 9Dear Diary:
I have been in Konoha for 2 days. Now I pretty much stay in my room all day. When I'm in my room I think about what would've happened if I'd visited Tsuji sooner. Would she still be alive? I know it's probably not but I can't help thinking that Tsuji's death is my fault. Maybe she was sick because she was depressed that I never came. I guess that's why I'm always throwing-up. I guess I just can't handle the guilt.
March 12Dear Diary:
I feel awful! I can barely keep my food down. I know I said that if this continued I would go ask Sakura-san if she had an idea of what was wrong with me but I just thought it was because of Tsuji's death. But now I think there actually might be something wrong with me. If this continues for another day I'll go to see Sakura-san. I hope she will know what is wrong with me. I can't stand to be like this one more day!
A/N: That was chapter 2. Please don't hurt me for killing Tsuji! But trust me I know what I'm doing. Anyways I'll try to update sooner next time. School is such a pain!