It's been three weeks, that's how long it's been since that night; the night that I would never forget.
Each day I remember it, every night I relive it over and over again.
I guess I remember more than I'm willing to admit; he probably doesn't even remember at all.
That's actually pretty pathetic if you think about it.
I'm going on with my life though, forgetting that he may remember that night or not.
It was far-fetched, so there was no point in lingering on it.
He was good friends with Daphne like I said, and that pansy…..Pansy; I smiled at the resemblance in term.
It was no surprise someone like him would be into Daphne.
I was a Ravenclaw; that was the only thing Draco had to look at to completely see through me.
It was all about Slytherin, nothing else.
Although I guess keeping myself hidden in the shadows for six years didn't help; most people at school didn't see me unless I was in class.
Even then it was mostly Hufflepuff's.
Daphne hung out in our private common room a lot; which was a lot so I couldn't complain there.
Jade knew me from lingering with Daphne, both of them in Slytherin.
Kat and Tanya were Ravenclaw's; they didn't play anything musical but they loved listening.
I honestly couldn't ask for better friends.
Yes, yes back to Daphne; she was every boy's dream for Slytherin.
The most stunning, smart, and richest out of the girls; she was also the sweetest out of all the Slytherins.
I knew that Draco had a crush on Daphne through school; Daphne didn't return his affection.
She did have a flew flings with his best friend Blaise before the war began.
Today is October 25th, again three weeks after Ashley's birthday.
I went to sleep late last night; Ash & I were working on our next two pieces.
We have recorded thirteen, with these two it puts us up at fifteen.
Were so close, we can practically touch the finish collection.
We have two more pieces to write and record; all collections have seventeen tracks.
Although the night ended well with laughs and hugs, the morning was dreary.
I woke up with a strong urge to puke.
Not the best way to wake up on the weekend, my lovely Saturday.
I was vomiting when I felt a pair of hands pull my hair back, stroking my back softly.
I finished throwing up and took a few breaths before I turned to find my sister.
"Thanks" I say smiling slightly as I stand up.
I rinse my mouth out. "No problem" she says, letting go of my hair but still rubbing my back softly.
"What's wrong?" she asks, her forehead creased.
I turned the water off and rubbed my lips with a hand towel.
"No idea" I say.
We walked back into my bedroom and I flopped down on the couch, she sat down beside me.
I looked up at my mantle, the clock reading 6:10 AM.
That's great; I've woken up with the roosters.
"I know why I'm up early, why are you?" I ask Daphne.
She grins, "I heard you puking all the way across the hall…who knew the walls echoed."
I glare at her but grin, "Ha ha very funny."
We sat there talking and laughing before I sprinted back to the bathroom, puking out substances I didn't know I had in my stomach.
Seriously, the last time I ate was over 12 hours ago.
Where was all of this coming from?
"Dang" I mutter, flushing the toilet.
Daphne was standing behind me, her forehead creased again in worry.
"What?" I ask, washing my face and rinsing my mouth.
At this rate, I might as well just take a shower.
"It's probably just the stomach flu or something I ate last night Daph, don't worry okay?" I assured her.
She worried too much, my little worry wart.
"Me, worry? When do I worry?" she joked, and I pushed her gently.
"Yeah, right, you're the calmest person in the world" I retorted.
She smiled back at me naturally before sticking her tongue out.
"What time is Ashley coming over?" she asked me, both of us walking out of the bathroom once more.
"She will be here at noon, were recording today" I tell her.
"Sweet, okay…well how about we get dressed and then head to Diagon Alley. Eat some breakfast and then do some shopping!" Daphne says, her face glowing with excitement.
I had to laugh slightly at her expression; I grinned, "Fine…but don't blame me if I puke all over the place, okay?" I say, watching her laugh.
I chuckle as her arms went around me, hugging me tightly.
"You are the best" Daph says, before walking out of my room to go get ready.
I laugh softly and shake my head slightly before I turned and got ready myself.
We spent the day wandering through stores for almost four hours.
We had about four bags each after everything was done.
We were walking to get breakfast when I spotted him in the distance.
My breathing stopped as the memories faded back.
He was standing by a shop window, talking with none other than Blaise Zabini.
Daphne nudged me and instantly started walking towards them.
"Daphne" I exclaimed under my breath, she continued walking towards him.
We talked about that night, the rest of the girls too.
They knew I left with Draco and what happened and it was just odd.
This was the first time I've seen him since then.
"Blaise Tor, come on please" she says looking back at me.
Curse her sudden crush on him again, curse her optimism!
"Draco! Blaise!" she greets them as they both look up at her.
"It feels like I haven't seen you in ages!" she adds.
Blaise's face lights up, looks like the school infatuation continues; Draco smiles and nods.
"Yeah the club was fun, we should all get together and go out again" Blaise adds.
Oh lord the club, oh please Daphne if you love me at all, you will drag me away from this.
I hung back, standing slightly by a store window, acting as if I was looking at something.
Daphne turned and found me, "Tori come here!" she yells at me.
Damn it Daph!
I glance over and sigh slightly before my feet start moving.
I walk up behind her, my face slightly pointed to the ground.
"You guys remember my sister Astoria" Daphne says introducing me in all my glory; humiliation is more like it.
I looked up after taking in a large breath, my eyes going to Blaise first and then Draco.
His eyes were loose at first but they went rigid, his body sitting slightly higher.
Oh god he remembered, or maybe flash backs were happening right now of what happened.
I swallowed hard, I thought I might hurl again.
Daphne had taken my arm, hanging on to me.
"What's up Tori" Blaise says friendly, remembering me from the club obviously.
I kept my eyes rested on him and smiled small, "Hey Blaise."
I glanced back at Draco for a slight second, his eyes still on me.
I moved them instantly, now turning and looking at Daphne.
It was then it hit me, Blaise and Derrick must have told Draco that he left with me, and that we were dancing; ya know, filled in the blanks for him.
Or maybe they let him suffer, not telling him all the details; I could see them doing that too.
Oh how this moment just got even more awkward.
"So how have you guys been?" Daphne asked, a smile on her face.
"Were good" Draco says, "Great" Blaise adds.
Daphne smiles at him sweetly, her eyes focused intently on Blaise, I held back a grin.
They talked for a few more minutes, my head staying down or my eyes on Daphne's face.
"Hey Astoria and I were going to grab a bite to eat, care to join us" Daphne asks.
Oh I'm going to torture her
Luckily, my phone rang.
I reached in my pocket and looked at the ID and held back the biggest smile ever; it was Ashley.
"Excuse me" I say still looking down.
I pulled away from Daphne and turned around, my back facing them.
"I love you, I love you, I love you" I tell her as soon as I pick it up.
"I love me too, but please do explain" she says laughing slightly.
"Daphne and I are shopping and we ran into Blaise and Draco… " I heard her gasp, I held back a groan.
"Oh my god, you ran into Draco, how awkward was that, 1 to 10" she asks.
I sigh, "The scale broke okay, it's totally demolished."
She laughed
"You saved me at the best time, please tell me it's noon and I'm late" I say thinking of the perfect escape.
"Actually it's going on 10 but Mr. Robinson just called me and he will be at the house at 11, not 12, so I was heading over to set up and then we can warm up. He said he was calling your dad, so he's probably calling you…"
As if she was a mind reader, I got a beep.
I pulled it from my ear and smiled, it was daddy.
"It's dad, okay I'm on my way" I say.
She says bye and I quickly flash over.
"Hey daddy" I say smiling.
"Did you talk to Ashley yet sweetheart?" he asked.
I smiled bigger, "Yes and I'm on my way now. I'll be home in a few minutes."
I end the call and turn, Daphne grabbing my arm again smiling.
"The boys are going to join us…." Daphne tells me.
I breathe in heavy before looking at the boys for a glimpse; Draco's expression was still the same, his eyes on me once more.
"Um" I say turning and looking at Daphne, "I have to go."
Daphne's forehead creased, "Why, what's wrong?" she asked.
"That was Ashley, then Dad. I guess work comes earlier than I thought. Ashley is on her way over, and I've got to get back. But stay, you all can grab a bite together. I'll see you back at the house" I say.
She nods and hugs me.
"Maybe next time Tor" Blaise says smiling.
I look at him and smile small, "Yeah maybe. Bye Blaise" I say before looking at Draco.
His eyes were loose now.
I breathed in slowly, "Draco."
I turn then and walk away.
"Work?" Blaise asks raising a brow to Daphne as the three stood there.
She smiles, "Recording, Ashley and Astoria are producing a collection; it should be done in less than a month. It should be published after that, it's…amazing; I can't wait."
"Collection of what?" asks Draco.
Daphne smiles bigger, "Ashley plays violin & Astoria is the best pianist you'll ever hear. They both write and compose their own music; there incredible."
The boys looked at each other; Draco raised his brow as Blaise smirked.
Of course when she got home I was all over her, she just grinned.
"Don't worry so much" she tells me which makes me growl slightly.
"It's awkward Daph, okay. I slept with him and he doesn't even remember" I tell her.
She grins, "I know you saw his expression when he saw you, clearly he remembers something."
I narrow my eyes, "Yeah well it defiantly wasn't us doing…you know. Besides, he probably just remembers seeing me at the club…"
"Or dancing with you, getting drinks for you, slow dancing with you, maybe even the big make out session you guys did before you poofed out of there" she says counting things on her fingers.
I cross my arms and sit down roughly, "Don't judge me monkey" I tell her, waiting for her to bust out laughing.
She did; I've used that expression since we were little girls.
I had been staring at the fire for some time before I finally looked back at her, her eyes on me.
"What?" I ask her.
"Tori….the party was three weeks ago, what if what you had this morning wasn't the stomach flu…." her voice trailed, her face going from thoughtful to pale.
"What do you mean" I ask.
"I mean maybe it was morning sickness" she says softly.
"Morning sickness…." I asked… "Isn't that…" My lips parted.
Oh god...
My mind was spinning now. Morning sickness. As in pregnant.
As in….baby. As in….Oh god.
The only guy I have ever slept with was Draco.
Like I said, I never went down the road to relationships.
I've shared a few kisses of sweet gestures, walks around the lake with a few guys, but nothing like what I did with Draco.
Is it really my worst luck that the first time I did have sex, I would get pregnant?
We only slept together once.
There was only like two days out of the month where a girl could get pregnant? Seriously?
The one time I sleep with someone just happened to be one of those two days….Ashley's birthday of all days!
I shook my head, "It can't be. People don't just go around popping out babies after having sex just once" I say looking at her, not wanting to believe any of it.
She frowned and bit her lip again before scooting over and taking my hands in hers.
"Tori, you haven't thrown up in five years. You don't go around getting 'stomach flu's' alright? But I mean, we should just check, right" she asked, her brow rose.
I nodded; yeah of course; we should just check. We were getting way too ahead of ourselves.
We decided to go back to Diagon Alley; I never EVER pictured myself shopping for a pregnancy potion!