HI EVERYBODY! ^__^ this is a oneshot ... another SONG-Fic.. what the the hell :sweat:.. that's all I can seem to be able to write :P hehe Sumimasen! This one came instantaneously with really clear images so I had to write it!

Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN VAMPIRE KNIGHT.. I'd make it a nose-bleeding yaoi if I did.

I do not own the song "Dark Blue"- Jack's Mannequin does. AMAZING SONG. I recomend you put it on repeat as you read! ^__^

WARNING!: Character death! Which one.. I'm not telling! ^__=

OOOOoo DARK BLUE ooOOOO

I have (I have) you breathing down my neck (breathing down my neck)

I don't (don't know) what you could possibly expect under this condition so

I'll wait (I'll wait) for the ambulance to come (ambulance to come)

Pick us up off the floor

What did you possibly expect under this condition?

Kaname's heart was about to burst. The bright light shots from the explosions happening in the back ground and the street lamps illuminated the street he sat on. He was holding a body that was covered with dirt and blood and grime. And there were wounds all over the place. His eyes had gone to dark red and black slits, yet he kept them open. The face was marked by coal dust and glass cut across a cheek. Glass pieces glinted in silver strands of silky hair. The nose was flaring up and the mouth was opening in big gasps to suck in much needed air. Kaname realised the shirt he was wearing was blown to smithereens, yet he was OK. But the person he was holding was- dying. He was holding a body, holding a hand that was slowly losing grip. "NO!" he shouted out aloud. His fingers felt something warm and sticky roll between them. Blood.

Looking up he saw a crowd gather. People waited to watch, as if all in slow motion what was happening now."Please! Someone call an ambulance!" He shouted at the people. His eyes tore back to check on the person he was holding. The eyes were still closed. and his heart was slowing down. "Hurry! Please" he yelled. He was on the verge of tears he realized. His heart was aching, but he got back to the face that lay before him, the body on his lap. "Hold on for me, love," he said.

The shriek of the siren of the ambulance invaded his senses. The tires shrieked to a halt; a door opened and many feet moved in their direction and helped him and the person in his arms up. Taking the body they immediately put him on the stretcher and Kaname followed closely behind. Taking the hand, he felt the grip tighten. "I'm here!" Kaname said to the face. It seemed to respond to his voice. He opened his lilac eyes a crack, fluttering long eyelashes. "Ka-na-me-" he said in broken whispers, before he lost consciousness again. "Don't worry love, you'll be OK!" Kaname assured him, gripping his hand tighter. He wasn't sure who he was holding onto. His tears began slipping from the sides of his face as he sat down on the bench inside the ambulance. The nurses put on an oxygen mask, and stuck different tubes into him.

By then they had reached the hospital, they took the stretcher to the emergency room. The whole way, Kaname ran with the stretcher. He ran because his hand was held. As they entered the room, the doctor asked him to wait outside.

A nurse came to him and asked him, "Are you related to the patient?"

"Yes," he said. "He's my husband."

"Then you can sign some papers for me," she said guiding him towards a chair. He sat down and she handed him a binder and a pen. He mutely signed everywhere that was required. the nurse took the papers and began leaving when Kaname stopped her. "Is he gonna be OK?" he asked.

The nurse smiled reassuringly. "They're trying their best, but I don't know," she said. "Sir, why don't you call someone who could be with you right now? Is there someone I could call for you?"

"No, thank you, I'll do that right away." he answered. The shock of the whole deal was so much he hadn't thought of telling anyone. Pulling his phone from his pocket he flipped it open and called Takuma. He picked up almost instantly.

"Hey where are you?" he asked.

"At home. You need something?"

"We just had an accident and Zero got badly injured, so he's in the emergency room, can you come here now?"

"What?" Takuma's voice rose a few decibels. but he immediately calmed down. "Sure. What hospital are you at?"

"Gold Crest. Please hurry," Kaname said, his desperation finally reaching this voice. He hung up and slumped into the chair. His whole body was aching and his chest was packed tight. He was afraid. More than afraid of losing the person inside the operation room.

Don't die on me, Zero. Please don't die on me, he prayed as his eyes fluttered close from the injuries and shock.

Just a few minutes ago you kissed me, and now, you're in there. Kaname stared at the door of the operation room. Just moments ago, you were smiling next to me, making me happy to be alive. Please don't leave me!

Someone's hand touched his shoulder and he got up, expecting a nurse. But it was Takuma. "I'm here," he said. Behind him was Shiki, who was talking to a nurse. "What happened?" Takuma asked him.

"We were driving home after dinner out," Kaname began retelling the tale. "We got off the highway, and at the second turn something came from the other side and hit us head on," he told. "The worst part was, Zero was driving tonight. "

Takuma stayed silent. It took him a long moment to decide what he was supposed to say. It was paining his heart to see his best friend hurting like that. "Don't worry Kaname. Everything will be alright," he said, earnestly trying to calm his fears.

Dark chocolate orbs turned to him. tears glittered in his eyes, Kaname hoped with all his heart that what he was saying was true.

"Thank you Ichijo."

"No problem Kaname. You can ask me for anything, anytime." he replied. He was what Kaname would just about closely define as a best friend.

Shiki got all of them cups of strong sweet coffee. Kaname was glad he'd called them- they'd look at everything that needed to be done, because he was totally out of functioning.

After about for ever, the red- light above the operation room shut off.

Kaname had been staring at it very long, but he had to control himself or he'd have blasted the light using his even the slightest of his gifts.

His heart was again beating in his throat. Will he be OK? is everything alright now? No he's suffered a lot of injuries. But he'll make it. He's a vampire after all. He should be OK, he tried to tell himself. But the anxitey grew heavier as the door opened and the doctor came out. He face was very sober. He asked who was related to the patient. "I'm his husband," Kaname replied and got closer to the door. "Wait sir, I'm not sure you should go in." the doctor stopped him. " his injuries were very heavy. He'd lost a lot of blood..."

Kaname never herd the end. He crashed his way in to Zero.

Of course why did I not think of that before. Of course he needs blood. And what's better than mine?

Inside the room was filled with implements and the light and Zero's blood. Kaname's senses overloaded with the smell of the blood that he'd drunk so many times. The bed had one body on it. Kaname rushed to it.

Ripping what was left of his shirt he sat down on the bed beside his lover, but his body froze when his eyes saw.

Silver glistening hair was matted into dyed red strands that stuck to his face; the pale skin had gotten paler.... The face was wrecked- the jaw was at an odd angle, the neck was supported on 3 pillows. the ribs seemed cracked and his chest had swollen. the hands and feet had gashes that run up the length of the limbs. And blood... So much blood.

Kaname couldn't breathe. His world was being ripped to pieces in front of him.

It was being ripped to tiny pieces and he had to stay completely mute to it all.

Because there was nothing he could do.

As Kaname rushed in, Takuma and Shiki followed. Kami-sama, Ichijo thought. There was blood enough to paint the walls red. Both of their vampire senses had heightened. They dropped down next to Kaname. He was sitting transfixed like a statue, next to his husband.

Instant tears came into Kaname's rich blood red eyes. His heart was breaking. His world was breaking. He tried to breathe, but the tears kept falling. He knew this was the truth, that the accident had taken it's toll on Zero, but he was wishing this was a terrible night mare.

All this heart ache was a terrible night mare that he'd wake up from any second.

Any second right about now, the real Zero would kiss me on the lips and wake me up like every day before he left for the association.

Just like everyday, everything would be fine.

But as cruel truth was ... it was all painfully real.

A sob choked out and Kaname's held back tears took full reign. Ichijo pulled him into a tight hug.

Kaname's mind just couldn't believe it. Believe that it was all over. The happiness, the pain, the sorrow, the stupid freak accident, the horrible state that Zero was in... the way the only thing that mattered in his life had left him so cruelly.

Zero.. we'd come this far. It had been such a long and hard way.. but now you're gone.

You left me. You'd promised you'd never leave. You'd promised to Never let me go.

WHY?? "Why did you leave me?" Kaname asked aloud to no one in particular. Ichijou couldn't answer. He just hugged his friend harder and stroked his back. Kaname held the hug tightly. He was holding onto the only thing that felt real enough now. Everything else had ceased to exist for him. All the sunlight, all the happiness had died. The reason for his living had given up on life.. and he was a mute spectator to its cruel end.

A few minutes later, the doctors and Ichijo had to physically remove Kaname from beside the bed, so that he'd get away from the scene. Shiki drove them home.

As they drove, Kaname stared out at the city outside. It was night and a clear deep blue of the sky had swallowed the light. Thro' Kaname's tears, the distant lights of the city shown like stars on the earth. They hurt his eyes and poked like stakes in his heart. A sob choked him again and he sighed deeply. Zero.. your eyes were full of love and light; your touch was like and angel, the kiss of a god.. the sweetness of a child.

I miss you so...

T___T :sob: Sorry everybody.. I had to write this one. The song touched my heart and I just thought of the two of our fav Yaoi bishies and I had to write a fic! May or may not be continued. Do you want me to? then can you please review and let me know? I have some wicked ideas as to what can happen next! Cookies and cakes and ichigo for all the ones that review! 3

Special mention to Hanamaru and KanameZero4Eva!- Sorry you had to read an incomplete thing earlier.. Thanks for reviewing at the first instant! You rock! *hugs*