Moritz's POV:
I just couldn't take it anymore; I wanted to know exactly how Melchi felt, exactly what he was thinking. But I couldn't ask, I wouldn't ask.....I didn't know what to say so I just ran home. I ran as quickly as I could all the way to my house in the door and up the stairs. I closed the door behind me and slide down the wood. I buried my head into my hands. My mind was going running wild as the tears began to stream down my face. Those drawings had made everything so much worse. I was supposed to want a girl...everything fits so perfectly but I just don't get. I....I don't want that....to be with a girl. I want to be with Melchi. I could never tell him. I tried and he said he's never thought about it, meaning he didn't want too. I couldn't talk to him about it anymore and I couldn't sleep. I pulled out my homework and tried to do some more work. If my homework didn't keep me up all night the thoughts dancing around my head surly would.