Chapter 2, ok please tell me if I am such a bad writer….I am new with this stuff but please enjoy…and don't forget the reviews……thanks again! And thanks for the reviews…..I can't quite classify you all but if you are reading this: thanks for the reviews:]

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Chapter 2

"I really missed this place….ahhh" Amou-san said as she inhaled the fresh air, all of us were standing outside Fuyuumi-chan's villa this is where we will spend the entire Semestral Break, a great place to kick off all the exhaustion and headache from school I want to spend the break anywhere but at home I don't want to spend my school break just up in my room and seeing the same corners everyday, I have to escape and this was the solution to all that, I didn't mind spending time with family it's just that I always do that everyday and I also need time to associate with my friends and just have the time of our lives even though I know that I will have my heart crushed at the same time.

"This place is very big and beautiful Fuyuumi-chan" Akiko-san said as she was still observing the place and looking around "T-thank you Akiko-san" Fuyuumi-chan gave her a smile and so did she.

I never thought that she would agree to us on coming here and spend the school break with us, I know it still bothers me that she is wearing an engagement ring on right hand but it would be impartial of me if I just had invited Tsukimori-kun, she is pat of the group now and even though it hurts I have to just accept her

"I missed this place as well" a familiar voice said behind us, it was very familiar we all turned around and shock to see that it was Kanazawa-sensei what is he doing here? I thought. We were all silent and well also in surprised to see him, he looked….different he doesn't look like the teacher we have anymore he somewhat looks younger, he shaved, with much shorter hair now and his clothes: he is wearing green baggy pants with black sandals and a shirt that says 'Forever Young' now when does a teacher have that kind of fashion sense? He looked really…handsome if you describe him in first sight and has he been working out? He was so fit

"You guys are mean say something to me it's like you've seen a ghost" he said playfully as he approached us, we were still confused

"K-Kanazawa-sensei…i-is that you?" Hirara-sempai asked him who was unsure if it was really Sensei.

He chuckled "Well who else do you think I am? George Clooney?" he joked with us and laughed but we just remained silent

"Well we never expected you to be here sir" Akiko-san said and I agree we didn't invited him "I know you guys are all surprised by me just showing up and that's all thanks to Azuma here who invited me" he exclaimed and we all glanced at him

"Well don't be mad at me, we should invite sensei after all besides what's wrong with having some parental guidance around?" he laughed

"Parental Guidance? Who said about that?" Sensei said rather surprised more than us "I'm here to have some fun too like all of you guys, I know I'm still your sensei but teachers need some off too you know"

We all looked at him Mio and Nao still looked very confused

"Well then teach since you're here having a grown up won't be so bad….I guess" Kazuki rolled his eyes

"Hey sir have you been working out?" Tsuchiura-kun asked him

"Me? Well just some morning jog that's all…." He replied Morning jog huh? Well seems more than that I said in my head

"Well we can't just stand here all day let's get going!" Tsukimori-kun said he sounded rather impatient "Don't ruin the beautiful day with that attitude of yours Len, be nice" Akiko-san tried to lecture him and as I watched them it made me feel so envious if I have only told him sooner I might be the one wearing the ring she is right now if I could just start things all over again then that would be for the better. I had to shake of those thoughts, this is the time I would have to move on with my life and forget about the man I have to start over again that's right be the old Kahoko Hino who is a jolly person before all of this happened just forgive and forget just remember that Kahoko and you can make it through

"Are you alright…Kaho-sempai?" I heard a sleepy voice, I turned to my side and saw Shimizu-kun, he still has a sleepy look on his face and his eyelids looks so heavy and his golden hair with shiny sapphire eyes he looks so much like an angel.

I replied with a smile and said "I am alright, no worries"

"Alright guys, let's not waste anymore time before other unexpected things happen" Amou-san told us and she opened the door, we stepped in the villa it still is beautiful and elegant as always, nothing has really changed much ever since the time we had training camp

"Wow, Fuyuumi-chan and I thought the outside was beautiful" Akiko-san looked at the place with amusement and delight and I saw Len just observing her beautiful face and I saw that their hands were intertwined

Again my chest felt heavy and I felt the pain again, I know I have to move on but the more I try the more I still feel the pain why can't I just let it go? Is this how love really works, the others have the love of their life in their arms while the other suffers and watch them be which it should have been them? This is torture….I tightened my fist and just looked away Let it go Kahoko, Let it go I kept repeating those words in my head to let my chest feel a little lighter

"Well we should be assigning our roommates now huh sensei?" Azuma glanced at Kanazawa-sensei

"Me? Well you kids planned it out how should I know" he shrugged his shoulders and he was acting like his youth, what happened to this guy? He totally is different from the teacher we know

"What happened to the strict teacher we know?" Tsuchiura-kun gave him a playful look

"Ok let me set it straight" sensei began "1. I told you I am having like a day off with you guys and 2. I am not strict it's a good thing I didn't stop you kids from doing this without my permission" he gave us a strict look

"Well you're here now and since you tell us that, fine we'll be assigning the roommates ourselves" Amou-san declared, I grabbed her arm

"What are you doing? How can you assign us roommates?" I doubted her

"Are you worried because I would let Tsukimori-kun and Akiko-san in one room?" she asked me, I was just silent and I was guilty am I worried? Was just lowered my head then I felt both of her hands on my shoulder I lifted my head and she gave out a smile

"I know what you feel Kaho, I'm not just doing this because I like bossing these guys around I'll also do it as a favor to you, remember that" she gave me a wink and I don't know whether it was right. Should Amou-san do this?

"What do you say Kahoko? Do you agree?" she asked me, I was surprised that she called me by my first name she rarely would call me that

"I…." I was saying in a whisper "I….don't think you should do it" I finally said

She froze for a while

"What? Are you saying it's alright for me to let them be assigned in one room?" she gasped at me to hear such a thing

"Well I think it's wrong to keep them apart just because for my sake and even if you do so I would still feel uncomfortable for you doing this" I said to her

"But Kaho….what you are doing will just make things more complicated" she was arguing with me, I hate it when people argued with me

"Look Nami…ju—"I was cut off when someone butted in with us

"How long will you girls talk this over?" Kanazawa-sensei asked us, we were both quiet "If you are having a hard time then I'll help you with it" he sighed and looking quite annoyed

"Well don't be annoyed you should be the one doing this since you are the adult here" Amuo-san crossed her arms "Hey, you listen young lady you should respect me here I am still a teacher" he declared

"And you said you weren't a strict teacher" she turned her back on him and still arms crossed"

"Why you—"

"Whoa…okay guys stop the fighting, just assign us roommates already for us to relax" Hirara-sempai managed to cut off the tense moment between them

Amou-san and Sensei just exchanged glances at each other

"We don't have all day you two" Azuma told them with an impatient tone, they just both sighed "Fine, fine we'll get started" Amou-san said and stuck her tongue out to Azuma which all made us giggle.

They talked it over for 15 minutes; my legs were trembling from the trip how can you be so tired by just sitting in a car? My butt was sore for sitting for an hour or so, once we would have arrive I thought I good just throw myself on a soft bed but we still have to be assigned with our roommates, which should have been done while we were in the car.

All of us were just standing there and waiting, good thing that I could wait this long or else I would have just anybody's arm and dragged them to a room myself and I wouldn't care who that person would be…"Do we have to wait until sunset?" Hirara-sempai whined

"Okay the decision has been made Hirara-sempai happy now?" Amou-san looked at him

"Yes I am and I would be much happier if I could relax" he whined more

"Quite the whining we're done already…shees" she gave a stressed expression which all made us laugh again

"Let's start before anyone whines again….For the boys: Kazuki and Azuma, Keiichi and Ryoutaro, Len and Sensei…"

"Why do I have to roommate with Kananzawa-sensei?" Len said with disagreement with the assignment

"It's my choice Len so just go with it" he just simply told him, since he couldn't argue with a teacher he just gave out a brief sigh

"For the girls…." She continued "Kahoko and Shouko, Mio and Nao and lastly me and Akiko" she gave out a playful smile to Akiko

"Wait" Akiko spoke up "I think it would be much better if Len and I shared one room together"

One room? One room?! You have got to be kidding me! Who does she think she is? Their not even married yet for god's sake I was screaming that in my head, my temperature was rising.

"I know that you and Tsukimori are engaged but I still think that it is not proper that you 2 should be sharing on room together, you are allowed if you are in marriage but since you are not it will be unethical if the both of you did so" Kanazawa-sensei exclaimed and gave out a strict look on the both of them, Akiko-san was just silent and didn't say a word

"Alright, now that you know you're roommates you are free to choose any room you like"

Then I felt someone holding my hand and I noticed that it was Fuyuumi-chan "Shall we choose a room now Kaho-sempai?" she asked me and I nodded, I followed her to the halls and there were different doors

"Which room?" she asked me

"Um, I think you should choose Fuyuumi-chan I am not really familiar with the place" I replied to her

"Alright then" we both stopped at a wooden door, I reached for the knob and opened the door, it was the same room as before just like training camp but instead of 1 bed there are 2 beds now which mean it won't be so hard for us to sleep unlike last time.

We both stepped in and I sat at the side of the bed near the balcony, I looked out and it was a beautiful site I could see the ocean from here as the waters sparkle like crystals.

I lazily lied on the bed and let my body relax, I was tired…obviously I could just lie in bed all day

"Aren't you going to unpack Kaho-sempai?" Fuyuumi-chan asked me

"Maybe later Fuyuumi-chan…waahhh" I yawned "I don't think I have enough energy to do that, is it alright if I took a nap?" I glanced at her

She nodded "Of course, Kaho-smepai can take a nap as long as she wants it doesn't bother me" she replied with a smile

"Thank you Fuyuumi-chan" I said, she was already placing her clothes in the drawer

I comfortably positioned myself in bed and closed my eyes as I fell asleep.

(A/N: I am not in a mood to write about her dream so let's just skip that part shall we? I am lazy doing this part so sorry for the mistakes or errors)

I woke up and gave out a yawn, I still could see the room in blurs I rubbed my eyes and blinked a few times, this time I could see much clearer I am still lying in bed and the room was dark I turned to the other side of my bed and looked out the glass door of the balcony it was already dark and the stars are shinning brightly and the ocean gave out the color navy blue I looked at up the ceiling, I didn't want to get out of bed yet, I still feel sleepy but I can't sleep all day I should be out there having fun with my friends, I'm a teen and that's what teens to best: having fun and enjoying life that's what I want, despise the thought on how Tsukimori-kun thinks of his youth all he cared about was his violin and his music he was always impassive and he rarely would socialize with us, I badly wanted to change him but I didn't have the courage I was scared that he would just turn me down and he would just think that I am useless of his time as always, but ever since Akiko came he changed, he became softer and he was more open to us than before. He was changed because of love, and when I knew that the he changed because of Akiko that was because he loved her and he didn't feel the same way about me. I could feel the tears in my eyes and wishing that I was that person that have changed him I didn't want to cry but I can't help it love is a torture and it is also a sacrifice I know I can't move right now because as long as I can feel my love for him, I can still feel the pain.

I sat at the side of my bed and looked at the clock that was at the side table that separated the 2 beds together, it was already 8:09pm did I sleep that long? I stood up and fixed the bed, I stepped out of the room and I saw the hallways that was filled with lights and beautiful chandeliers Fuyuumi-chan really is rich I walked down the hallow halls and made my way down the stairs, I looked out the window and there I saw everyone at the garden circling the fire and sitting on logs and with what I expect I decent dinner inside the villa at the table with exquisite cuisine and really delicious food but all they eat is just barbeque and grilled patties Mr. Kanazawa was frying the meat, they were all laughing and exchanging stories I smiled to myself and thinking even though I don't have the man I love with me I still have these great friends.

Then I fixed my gaze on Tsukimori-kun, he looked handsome in his white polo and the 2 upper buttons open revealing his upper chest it was hot just looking at them and him with black fit pants and his blue hair he looked so perfect and didn't have to wonder why I fell in love with him, I was foolish; I scanned the garden and there I didn't sight Akiko-san she wasn't there sitting beside Tsukimori-kun as I expect she would be they were inseparable it was hard for her keeping them apart Where could have she gone to? I wasn't concerned about her, well maybe just a little but I was curious on where she could be right now. When Tsuchiura-kun saw me by the window he smiled at me and gave me a wave I too wave back the others looked at his direction and also saw me I couldn't hear what they were saying but by telling on how their lips move Amou-san was saying "Come over here" I gave a nod and headed to the garden, it was a beautiful night and it was cold I approached them and I could feel the warmth of the fire embracing my body

""Hey, Kaho-san your awake! I thought you would never get up" Hirara-sempai teased me, Amou-san slapped his arm and he gave an "Ow"

"Seriously Hirara-sempai quite with the jokes already can't you see the girl was tired and needed some rest" we all laughed so did I, he was rubbing his arm from Amou-san's slap

"I didn't know sorry Kaho-san" he apologized to me," No need to apologize Hirara-sempai" I said

"Take a seat Kaho-san" Fuyuumi-chan offered me I looked at them and looks like there wasn't enough space for me to fit in, I can't just squeeze myself in

"Looks like there's not enough space I could ju—" "Sit here" I was cut off from my sentence when Tsukimori-kun offered me the empty space beside him, I was surprised to let him do that I know that it was intended for Akiko-san but he shouldn't have offered the to me

"Its fine I'm sure that Akiko-san is sitting there I could just grab a chair" I said to him

"Akiko needed to assist a few things in her room so she won't be able to spend the time with us so this space is free" he exclaimed to me, I was glad that he offered me to sit there which was surely for her I just nodded and sat beside Tsukimori-kun and Shimizu-kun who, as always has a sleepy face on

"You slept for hours Kaho-san" Mio told me, "I know I guess I was too tired from the trip" my face was starting to turn red from embarrassment since it was our 1st day here and I would sleep like a bear

"Yeah well we all are tired from the trip, you must be hungry….here have some burger" Hirara-sempai offered me a plate which placed there a scrumptious looking burger and I could smell the yummy aroma but even though I slept for hours I didn't feel hungry at all

"Thank you sempai but I am not in the mood to eat right now maybe later" I refused

"Really? Are you sure? You slept for like 10 hours I'm sure you must be starving" Nao said, I shook my head "No, surprisingly I'm full thanks anyway" I just gave them a smile

"What did you eat for breakfast? A cow?" Tsuchiura-kun joked around and we all laugh even me "I'm just not hungry" I simply told them

"Anyway, more for me" Hirara-sempai said as he took a big bite from the burger and chewed with delight and swallowed "This is great! I could eat 5 more of this are you still making some sensei?" he asked, Sensei turned around wearing an apron and holding a spatula "Take it easy Kazuki you just had 3 of these save some for the others will ya?" he said again we all laughed, and I felt happiness and joy as we all sat by the campfire it is really great having these guys around.

Hours passed and we spent the whole night laughing and talking I forgot that I was sitting beside Tsukimori-kun, my stomach had an unpleasant feeling inside and felt the butterflies inside it I was still nervous around him. I noticed that Akiko-san hasn't returned yet what happened to that girl? I looked at Tsukimori-kun and asked "Where's Akiko-san? It's been hours already for her still fixing something in her room" he faced me "She must be asleep by now it is late already" he said "Really? What time is it by the way?" I asked him, he looked at his wrist watch "12:17am" he told me "It's already midnight" I nodded "yeah, I'm sure she is asleep by now" I looked at the fire and just gazed at it and the flames, it was swaying as the wind blew; it was dancing with the wind and I looked up the sky it was beautiful; the colors of the grayish clouds and the dark blue horizon mixed and the stars twinkle and shine brightly in the heavens the tress dance as well like the fire as I continue to look up, and as I look up I wonder if the person up there right now could hear my heart cry and being destroyed, if they watch me every night cry and suffer and if they could here me now to grant my greatest desire that the man I am sitting beside him on my right could realize that he is sitting beside the girl he loves and not her, if he could just realize that he is making a big mistake and I know that this is not what he wants, I wonder if that person could hear me out and grant my wish to let a shooting star pass and may that shooting star be a loop whole to reach my greatest wish to that person and if he does so grant it he will know how this will greatly change the rest of my life. Please whoever that person is up there I beg you to let a shooting star pass by and grant for what I have longed for please….father…hear me out. .

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