Author's Note: Woohoo, 2 chapters :D Um, nothing much else to say. o-o
Disclaimer: I do not own Kingdom Hearts TT sadly.
WARNING: There will be yaoi working into the story later. And I'm talking about, MAJOR yaoi. o-o So if you don't like it, stay away. Also notice there are a few cusses.
Kingdom Hearts: The Diary of Memories
Axel walked back to his room in a daze. Why did he think that about Roxas? He was a guy. Axel was a guy. Wasn't that wrong?
There is the possibility that I'm gay, Axel thought. What? No! He was in love with Larxene at one point. So did that make him bi? He didn't know. All of these questions and conflicting feelings made his head spin.
Even though he always had loved blondes…
Axel opened the door to his room, seeing a hooded figure hovering over his bedside table.
His diary was open.
"WHAT THE FUCK!" without even thinking, he rushed over and grabbed the figure in a chokehold. "WHY ARE YOU IN MY ROOM?!"
"LET GO OF ME, YOU FAT BABOON!" The figure's hood fell, showing a hint of blonde hair.
Axel released him, Roxas dropping to the floor, holding his neck. Axel traced his hands along his own waist.
"I'm not fat…"
"Were you TRYING to kill me!?"
"Of course not!"
"Flippin' PSYCHO!" Roxas ran out of the room.
"What? No… Roxas, WAIT!" he bolted down the hallway after him.
"SO YOU KNOW MY NAME NOW?! STALKER!"
Demyx pressed himself against the wall as they whizzed by. "What the heaven?"
Roxas rammed open the door labeled "XIII" and slammed it behind him.
"ROXAS!" Axel skidded to a stop, laying his palm against the door frame.
"What happened?" Demyx walked toward him. Axel stayed silent. God, he messed up big time.
"I'm an idiot."
"Well, yeah, we all know that."
"DEMYX!"
"What?! I am too, don't worry about it."
"That's not funny…" tears formed in Axel's emerald green eyes.
"What are you getting all emotional for? He's just a stupid kid."
"He's NOT stupid." Axel snapped.
Demyx drew back. "What's up with you?"
"…I don't know…" Axel silently walked away.
"Axel…!" Demyx merely called after him. He knew when Axel was in his sappy mood, he wanted to be alone.
Axel walked back down to his room, closing the door gently.
"Why am I crying? Maybe Demyx is right… maybe he is just some stupid kid…" He sat on his bed. "That can't be true… I saw something more in his eyes…" he laid back, gazing at the ceiling. "God, his eyes…" he trailed off, at loss for words. Axel pulled his diary from his bedside table.
Day XVI cont.
New member named Roxas joins, making him number XIII. Man, he's the most beautiful thing I've ever laid eyed on... except for a little detail? He's a guy. Bleh. Am I really willing to change my sexuality for one person? Thing is, I don't know if...
His thoughts trailed off. What if Roxas hated him now? He probably thought he was lower than dirt at least. If Axel had made the chokehold any tighter than he had, he probably would have cracked his neck. He turned his back to the door, images of that thought whizzing in his head. Without even realizing it, he silently cried himself to sleep.
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Axel jerked awake in a cold sweat from his nightmare.
Man… he sat up and glanced at the door, then stood and walked out. He wandered into the kitchen, seeing Roxas at the counter, peeling himself an orange.
Just great. Why does he have to be everywhere I end up going? Axel walked to the fridge and extracted a cherry yogurt. He glanced over at Roxas, and at the exact same time, he saw Roxas glance at him. Axel quickly turned away, turning deep red. Why did he look at me…?
Axel leaned against the counter, bringing a spoon out of the drawer. "Hey, I'm sorry for… uh…"
"Yeah."
"Seriously, I didn't mean to… I thought you were someone else… and my notebook was open…"
"I wasn't reading your stupid diary."
Axel nearly bent the spoon in half. "It's not stupid," he growled, "they're my MEMORIES. Let's see how YOU hold up if you lose yours."
"Quite frankly, I don't care."
Axel clenched his fist. "You should." The spoon in his hand started melting. What an arrogant prick!
"I don't have many memories. I was only born around a year ago, and the memories I have are nothing worth the while."
"What? You look like you're 14."
"Technically, I guess. But whoever's Nobody I am… I became one only a year ago."
"Oh…" Axel forgot about that. He fell into awkward silence, throwing away the melted spoon. He got a new one and resumed eating his yogurt. He quickly glanced up, seeing Roxas eating his orange and staring at him.
"Wh-What?"
"Did your hair explode?" Roxas asked.
Axel turned bright red. "What the fuck?! No!"
"Just asking. It looks like it." Roxas bit into the orange slice, a bit of juice squirting on his lips. Axel gazed at him hungrily as Roxas licked it off.
Roxas threw away the skin and looked to Axel. "What's your name?"
"Sexy…"
Roxas stared blankly at him. "What?"
"Axel. What did I say?"
"Er… sexy…"
"Thanks, I think I am too." Axel grinned.
Roxas smacked himself on the forehead. "Riiight, keep telling yourself that…"
Axel threw away the empty yogurt. "Where you headed?"
"Somewhere." Roxas walked out of the kitchen with Axel staring after him. I guess I'll just have to follow him to find out.
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Author's Note: I'm mean, aren't I... Oh well, who said I was nice? Hope you enjoyed it, review if you wish.
Axel: Review or I'll burn your hair off! And I mean ALL of your hair!
Roxas: o-o
Me: o-o that's not the way to get people to review.
Axel: -has chakrams out- ... -ehem-
Demyx: Go Axel go! Wheew!
Me/Roxas: -being the only sane people, walk away-
Stay tuned for next chapter! Do do DOOOOOOOOO!