I wanna thank all of you who reviewed the first chapter, you're awesome! This chapter takes place a day after the last chapter and many of you want to know what happened that made Spencer go to Radley, there will be a flashback from that night soon, but I want you to leave your theories. And for anyone that reads my other fanfics, I will try to update I Choose You by tomorrow and maybe Don't Leave Me also. Probably just I Choose You. Now, on with the chapter.

Hanna's POV

The past three months had been really hard for everyone. Ever since we found out that Cece was red coat and Spencer went to Radley, we had suffered a lot. I still shiver when I think that I was so close to her while something terrible was happening to her and I did nothing to avoid it. That night, we decided to tell our parents about –A because we thought that it would be safe, but that was the biggest mistake we had ever made. Luckily for us, -A stopped sending us messages or acting around, but we knew that it was only a matter of time before they decided to come back and get their revenge. They did get their revenge, after all. They took Spencer away from us and there was nothing that we could do to change that. I still miss her everyday, just like everyone does. I'm sure that she's going through hell now, being back at Radley and having to endure the torture of knowing what she did or what the police say she did. I'll never believe them when they say she's dangerous and has to be punished, because I know her very well, the real her.

After she was found, we stayed in the hospital for almost three hours, thinking of reasons of why she'd do that. When we came with no reasons, we were sure that she didn't do that, that someone else did, probably –A. I saw Toby's face when aria said that she thought that –A did this and I knew he was thinking the same thing as me: That bitch better look out because I'm gonna hunt her down and kill her with my bare hands. I still can't believe that –A would go to these extremes, making the whole town believe that Spencer is crazy and sending her to a mental hospital.

I haven't seen her in these three months because the police said it's better if no one associates with this kind of people (crazy people) and we didn't want to cause anymore problems. My mother had just gotten out of jail for a murderer she didn't commit and they might put her back there if I do something that disobeys their rules. Toby tried to see her many times, but he was stopped before he could even enter Radley and eventually he gave up. I have become close friends with him over time, just like Paige and Jake. We are all like a family right now and we love each other and protect each other. That's why I'm so worried about Toby.

Ever since the last time he tried to visit Spencer, he hasn't eaten much and hasn't spoken much. He is always quiet when we come to visit him and I see him flinch every time someone mentions Spencer. I understand what he's going through, he kind of lost her, after all. But he isn't the only one that lost her. Today, me, Aria, Emily, Caleb, Jake, Paige, Toby and Jason, who had come back to help us, were reunited around Toby's loft talking about that night. Again.

"I still don't understand. Why would she do that?" Aria asked for what felt like the millionth time over the past three months.

"She wouldn't, Aria. That's the point. She didn't do it, someone else did and blamed it on her." Emily explained to her calmly. She was the calmest of us. It seemed like she was the one that was suffering less, because she never showed it, but we knew that she was broken the most. She had already lost Ali and Maya, now she had lost Spencer too. I say lost because we never thought that she'd come back. She had been in Radley for so long that it seemed like she'd stay there forever.

"I agree with you. But why would –A do that?" Toby asked and we all sighed. The discussions were always like this. We were tired of trying to find out the truth, we were tired of this torture. -A really didn't want to be present to mess with our heads and our lives. And, as the conversation kept going, we started remembering all of the terrible details of that night.

Two hours later, we had stopped talking and were watching a movie, a horror movie. I was lying on Caleb as the girls in the movie were stalked by death. I hated that movie, but the boys loved it and since Emily and Paige also liked it, I had no choice. We were in the middle of the movie when something unusual happened. Jason's phone rang. Toby paused the movie and we all watched as he grabbed it and his face changed. Fear took over my body as I thought about all the terrifying messages that we had received. My mind started racing, a million questions appeared. Was –A back? Was it the police?

These questions were answered as Jason answered the phone.

"Hey, dad, what's up?" We could only hear one side of the conversation, but it was enough tom leave us intrigued.

"I'm good, thanks for asking."

"Well, I don't think that I have anything."

"Sure, I can go."

"Sure, I'll call them." Then suddenly his eyes turned wide and I stopped breathing in fear.

"WHAT?"

"Why? Why not sooner?"

"Of course I can. Don't worry. You can count on me. Ok. Bye" He turned off the phone and looked at us.

"What the hell just happened?" I asked him, the anticipation killing me.

"My dad wants us to have dinner at his house tonight."

"And what's the matter with that?" Aria asked, confused as well as the rest of us. Jason sighed and I thought that it couldn't be good.

"Spencer's back."

"What do you mean she's back?" I asked, still confused.

"I mean she got out of Radley. They let her go today and she went home.

"So they want us to go to this dinner so we can see her?" Aria asked.

"I think so." Jason answered. " He wants us to help her go back to having a normal life. I know someone that can do that better than the rest of us." I knew who he was talking about and so did the others. We looked at Toby, who had his eyes glued to the floor and an unreadable expression in his eyes. He could help Spencer much more than the rest of us. He knew her better than anyone and he also loved her. I could see it in his eyes, even though he never verbalized it. He loved her. He never stopped, just like he never stopped believing in her and having faith that someday she'd come back. So it was decided, he'd help her and we'd help him.

Spencer's POV

The next day I woke up and seven, thankfully and unusually from a night without any dreams or nightmares. I was so anxious to get out of this hell that I was changed and showered before Rachel even came to the room. When she finally came, I, for once, didn't complain about having to eat and ate my whole breakfast (the same as yesterday) within 10 minutes. She was surprised and my fastness, but she knew that it was because of how anxious I was.

When I was finally able to see the sunlight, out of Radley, I started smiling like an idiot, but I stopped as soon as I saw my parents' car. I was afraid of their reaction after seeing me. They got out of the car, looking perfect as usual.

"Spencer!" My mom screamed and she came to give me a hug. I was surprised at first, but hugged her back rapidly. My father soon joined us and I appreciated the comfort that their hug provided me. For the first time in my life, I felt loved by my parents. When we finally let go, they kept smiling at me and we walked to the car. As they drove around the town I once called my home, I saw all the posters with the same word I had seen when Ali disappeared. Missing. But, this time, there was a different face on this posters and I felt sick and tearful. It was Melissa. My sister, even if she wasn't the best sister, was missing. Gone. And it was all my fault. I knew it was. I cried silently, not wanting my parents to see me like this. However, I noticed that my father glanced back a couple times.

Less than an hour later we were already home and I walked there slowly as my parents followed me, my father holding my small yellow suitcase. I took a look at the house and didn't see many changes around it, except for the barn. It hadn't been rebuilt and it was completely destroyed, most of it being burnt wood and a few ashes. They noticed that I was looking at it and I saw their expressions change from happy to worried.

"We are still thinking about rebuilding the barn, but it's probably gonna take time.'

"So you didn't leave it there as a memory of who I really am?" I asked them and they seemed a little afraid.

"We never believed that you did it, Spencer. We know you better. Let's come inside." My mother said and I followed them inside, feeling happy that at least someone believed that I wasn't guilty. They took me to my room and my father dropped my suitcase by my bed before they disappeared somewhere around the house. This used to be my house, I thought. Just like Hanna, Aria and Emily used to be my friends.

I shook these thoughts and started walking around the room. It hadn't changed much since the last time I was here, only a new clock was on the nightstand and there were new curtains. I walked to the window and opened it, feeling the fresh air fill the room. As I looked at the DiLaurentis' house, I saw her. Alison. She was standing on her window looking at me with that same smile she always wore. I eyed her angrily, but she didn't go away. It was an hallucination, I knew it, but it seemed so real. Finally, my mother called me and I broke our trance. I closed the windows and the curtains and walked to my parents' room.

"What is it, mom?"

"Well, we're having a welcome back dinner tonight and your friends have been invited. They promised to help you go back to having a normal life."

"Why would they want to come?" I asked, more to myself than her.

"They are your friends, Spencer. They don't care that you went to a mental hospital, they still love you just like me and your father. Now why don't you go take a shower and then change into some normal clothes, which are on your closet?"

"Okay." I mumbled and left the room. Everything seemed so different, I felt so strange while talking to them. I walked back into my room to see that, thankfully, the windows and the curtains were still closed. No more hallucinations for today. I showered and changed into a blue dress with blue high heels. I felt much more comfortable in normal clothes than in my "mental" clothes that I was wearing before. It was so good to feel normal again, like I actually had a chance of having a normal life. Of course, things weren't like that. As I walked back to my room, I noticed the yellow paper on my bed. I grabbed it, thinking that maybe it was a message from my mom, or dad, but it was much worse. There, in red, capital letters were written the words that changed everything I knew about myself.

I KNOW WHAT YOU DID

I stayed there, thinking about what it could possibly mean. Had I done something that night, and maybe that was the reason I couldn't remember? Or was someone just playing with me? The message wasn't signed by –A, but I felt like I didn't know the person that had sent it. Should I tell anyone? No, they'd think I did something terrible. This stupid message could ruin my whole life. So I just folded it and kept it under my pillow. This was no one was going to ever see it.

"Spencer! Come down, honey, they are almost here!" My mother called and I followed her instructions, but not before glancing at my window and thinking if it she had sent the message. I knew it to be impossible, because she was dead, but I was crazy anyways, it was normal for me to have crazy thoughts like this. I heard the doorbell ring and I stopped as I heard their voices. First Jason, the girls, then their boyfriends and finally, Toby. My Toby. He was there too. How would I survive a whole night with him after not seeing him for three months? Well, I better survive, because if I don't, I'll never know what really happened that night. So I just sighed and kept walking downstairs. Tonight I would pretend that I was the same Spencer everyone knew. I would keep the message a secret that would stay with me until I died. Ironically, life decided against it.

What did you think? I gave you some hints about why Spencer went to Radley already, so I ask you: Why do you think she went to Radley? What do you think happened that night? Your response to last chapter was incredible, so I'll ask for 6 reviews again. Thank you all!