"Do you want to talk about it?" Anna asks quietly taking a sip of her tea. I stir my tea for the hundredth time.I watch it spin slower and slower.A stray tear leaks out my eye.I quickly wipe it away.

"Have you ever loved somebody so much it hurt?" I whisper. At first I think she hasn't heard me.

"Yes,"she says with a far away look in her eyes.

"But then yanked from your life?" My voice get higher when I say yanked.I grip my cup and with trembling hands lift it to my lips . Unable so stop it from shaking I place it down

"Tommy," she whispers a look of pain covers her features.A happy face makes its way up."But then I found got married.I thought I would never find someone like Tommy ever Paul is even greater than Tommy."

"That is so sweet ," I say I am heart broken and you come and rub your little happy, perfect life in my face.I am not jealous just mad that a friend could do that to me.

" I am so sorry Gemma," Anna whispers looking really for what,that my life isn't as great as I still accept the apology."I am not helping the situation at all."

You tear which I have been holding in side of me now flow freely.

"Oh I am such a bad friend," Anna says handing me a handkerchief.I wipe away my tears in the least lady like stubborn continue until I am all dried eyes now feel scratch when I blink.

" No Anna, I am letting my life and its problems ruin yours." I hadn't noticed how my depression was ruining everyone's lives.

"Well I have something very important to tell you," she says" I haven't even told Paul." Great now I am competing against her husband.

She wringles her hands and glances around looks very pale and faint.I reach out and take her hand.

"Anna I am your bestfriend you can tell me anything and i will not judge you." I tell squeezes my hand and takes a deep breath.I pull my hand back and take a sip of my tea which is now cold.

"I am with child," Anna says looking at her hands which are folded neatly in her lap.I silently choke on the tea i am trying to swallow.I just stare at her.I just stare at her swallowing my pain.

"Say something Gemma,"Anna says potraying a worried look.I am not happy with my marriage but her marriage as great and now she is going to have a family while I rot of broken heart.

"I..."

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