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A/N: Thanks so much to all who reviewed I'm really glad to see you liked it. I hope you like this one too.

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"I love you so much Isabella Swan, Will you marry me?" I was not asleep anymore. Oh no i was wide awake. I spun around in his armsas fast as I could without physically harming myself and he seemed suprised.

"What did you just ask me?"

Chapter 2

I cant believe this I have got to be dreaming. Well if I am nobody pinch me. My lungs were aching, then I realized I wasn't breathing. I inhaled shakingly he was just looking at me waiting for an answer. Then as if he forgot he brought what I thought to be the biggest rock I'd ever seen out of his pocket. I gasped this wasn't real there is no way...Oh yeah this was real.

"I know it's not much, but it was the best they had," he said looking kind of upset. He was joking right. He is so unbelievable.There was so much Iwanted to say, so much I wanted to ask him but the only thing that came out of my mouth was so unbelievably stupid.

"Is it real?" I asked so hypnotised by it's beauty. Then I mentally kicked for asking such a question. He just laughed his musical, rich laugh.

"Silly Bella, of course it's real. I wouldn't settle for anything less for the love of my life," he said his face bright but still somewhat troubled. I realized then I hadn't answered his question. But as much as I loved him, I couldn't bring myself to say yes.

"Edward," I said as he grabbed my hand and slipped the ring on my finger. Suprise Suprise it fit perfectly. I was still so mesmorized by it's beauty. "I--I--I," I was studdering. Very classy Bella I mentally kicked myself again. "I can't," I finally spit out. Oh my god, he looked so hurt I could have cried right then and there. "Baby you have to realize it's not that I don't want to it's just.." I stopped his warm golden eyes staring deep into mine searching for answers. I really did want to marry him, but how could I? I was human he was a vampire. Eventually I would die and he said he wouldn't change me. We had got into so many fights about it i just dropped it not wanting to fight any more about it.

"Bella I thought you loved me?" this statement hurt. I did love him but I was concerned. How was I gonna bring up how i felt without making him mad. I hated when he got mad, but I hated when he was hurt even more. I decided to go for it.

"Edward I love you, you have to understand I do with all of my heart, but how are we going to do this? I mean I'm still human, What are you going to do be married to a 60 year old women, I mean yeah your like over a hundred years older then me but i mean...what im saying is.. it's just...Damnit Edward why cant you just change me already!" oops did I just say that last part out loud it was supposed to stay in my head it just slipped out with the rest of my rambling. I was looking down at the the ring not wanting to meet his eyes. It was honestly the most beautiful thing I had ever seen next to Edward that is. It was a square cut diamond at least 2 karats. The band was silver, I had always preferred it to gold. It had 2 more diamonds on each side of the big one. It represented the past present and future. Man it was gorgeus. Suddenly he grabbed my chin and pulled my head up for my eyes to meet his, and he kissed me softly on the lips. My heart pattered faster and Edward just smiled through the kiss. I'm glad he found this ammusing.

"Bella," he sighed. "I have thought about this for a while, about how I was going to ask you, I planned on asking you on your birthday but it just seemed like the perfect time, and I couldn't wait any longer. I knew you would ask me why I hadn't changed you yet." he said smiling a fake smile, that still made my heart beat faster. Then it hit me alice had somthing to do with this...alot to do with this. I was going to have to talk to her about that later. "The truth is I want to change you but i just I don't know how to take your life and...look we will talk about it in the morning, you need to sleep." he said sighing. Obviously as frustrated as I was.

"But Edward.."I spit out. He cut me off.

"No! sleep," he said staring at me then kissing my forehead.

"Yes dad." I said sarcastically. He just rolled his eyes and covered us with the blanket. He wrapped his arms around me tightly.

"Aww, my beautiful Bella." he said into my ear.

"I love you Edward," I said scooting closer against his strong chest. "So much,"

"I love you to, now sleep," and at that moment all the nights events caught up with me and I fell into the most sound sleep I had had since moving to forks.

The next morning I woke up having many different emotions running through me at one time. One was nervousness Edward was gone...again. Two happiness thinking of the events from the night before. I knew it was to amazing to be a dream, looking down told me I was right the ring on my finger took my breath away again. Edward had asked me to marry him last night. I stretched Smiling so big I was extremely giddy. Third was anxiousness, when I saw a small note stuck to my door knob. I jumped out of my bed only to get my foot caught in the sheets and go crashing towards the floor. SMACK! my chin cracked the ground hard. It figures the one time Edward not here I physically hurt myself and owwI bit my tongue. Oh my god it was bleeding I tasted the salty rust taste in my mouth and gagged. Then I remembered the note still stuck to my door knob. I quickly untangled my foot from the sheets death hold. Stupid purple sheets. I then got up carefully and half walked half ran to my door. I grabbed the note and saw Edwards beautiful script.

Bella,

Get some clothes on, eat you some breakfast, and meet me outside I have a suprise for you.

Love always,

Edward

I threw clothes on picking the dark blue shirt Edward, and a pair of light blue jeans Alice had bought me that absolutly looked great on me. I quickly brushed through my hair. It was being incredibally managable this morning oddly enough. I ran down the stairs as fast as I could tripping on the last step spraining my ankle. God why didI have to be such a klutz? I limped to the kitchen and poured myself a bowl of cereal working my ankle I didn't want Edward to see me limping. I ate my cereal carefully, knowing my luck this morning I would choke on it. My ankle was feeling better. WhenI was doneI put my bowl in the sink and ran out the door locking it.I silently patted my self on the back I hadn't tripped coming out the door. When I turned around I saw Edward standing up against his volvo with a boquet of Water lily's my favorite flowers . He looked breathtaking with the beautiful flowers he was wearing a wife beater with a black button down shirt that was unbuttoned and black faded jeans. He knew I loved him in black. He smiled at me. I gasped out how amazing he looked. How did he know those were my favorite flowers? As I walked over to him I tripped over a tree root in the ground. Not again. Closing my eyes I felt somthing grab me just beforeI hit the ground.

"Well aren't we graceful this morning," Edward said sarcastically standing me up. I scowled at him, he just laughed."My lady," he said handing me the flowers. His eyes were glancing over my body. "You look beautiful."

"Edward, How did you know these were my favorite?" I asked completely shocked but incredibly flattered.

"Bella your face is so easy to read. Everytime we walked past a flower shop your eyes focused on these specifically." he replied ammused.

"Oh," I said kinda disapointed.

"Not only that but I know what my girl likes," he said winking at me. that made me smile.

"Edward you know I don't like when you spend money on me," I said matter of factly. "These must have costed a fortune not to mention the ring," I looked down it was the only thing other then Edward that could dazzle me.

"Bella, I like spending money on you," he said smiling, "Not only that but I have all I want what else am I going to do with my money." he smiled again. " so are we ready to go?" he asked putting his hand out for me to grab.

"Yeah," I said knowing I had lost that arguement "We are," I grabbed his hand and he led me to the passengers side and opened the door helping me in making sure I didn't hit my head. BeforeI could buckle up he was in the car, buckled up, with the engine running.I was having so much trouble getting the buckel latched. Edward just laughed and grabbed it latching it for me."Okay," I said "lets go!" I was excited and extermely nervous at the same time.

"You were extremely graceful this morning wern't you?" I stared at him shocked. What was he talking about? He laughed at the look on my face and pointed to my chin."Bruise," he said.I pulled down the visor and looked in the mirror. Oh great there was a big narly looking bruise on my chin. I cursed myself for not paying more attention and not putting on cover up. "It's okay," Edward said grinning hugely, dazzling me entirly. "I think it's cute,"

EDWARDS POV

"How did you get that anyways?" I asked, that was one nasty looking bruise.

"Well me and my floor had a very quick, violent meeting this morning," She said kind of smiling, I laughed so hard it would have been impossible for a normal person to drive she was so unbelievebly cute. "Edward where are we going?" she asked suddenly looking around. She should have noticed by the surroundings, but her being Bella she didn't.

"Home," I said grinning. I loved the fact that she thought of home as my house. She just nodded. I grabbed her hand and kissed the back of it. She smiled at me. I could feel the ring and it looked beautiful on her small hand. I was still upset that I couldn't get her anything bigger. The wait would have been 3 weeks and I couldnt wait that long. The rest of the drive home was silent but not the akward silence. It was a comfortable silence. I assumed she was thinking, I certinely was. I was completely tongue tied she was so undeniably beautiful. Her hand was so warm and small in mine it fit perfectly. I loved her soft skin and everything else about her. Truth be told i was terrified about changing her. I was definatley going to do it. I couldn't stand the thought of living without her, but I was going to miss everything about her being human. Her warmth, the way she looked when she blushed, the way her heart raced when I kissed her. I sighed...everything.

"What are you thinking?" She asked breaking the silence. Wait did she just use my own question against me. I smiled she was unbelievable.

She sat waiting for me to respond not even noticing we were home. I jumped out of the car and ran and opened her door, helping her out of the car. Making sure she didn't hurt herself whilecompletely dodging her question. As she started walking towards the house I grabbed her hand spinning her around to face me. I kissed her hard, passionatly. I wanted to marry her so bad, to know she would love me forever. I rested my hands on her hips as she pulled her hands up to entwine her fingers in my hair just as she had the first time we kissed. But I didn't pull back this time. I pulled her closer closing what little distantce there was between us, pressing her fragile body close to mine. We stood making out for at least 5 minutes and oh man did I love it. I couldn't believe I hadn't done this sooner. Her heart was speeding up and slowing down and it made me want her even more.

We finally stopped and I grabbed her hand and walked inside with her. As soon as we were through the door Alice pounced on her. "Oh my god. I can't believe this were going to be sisters!" she squealed. I shot her a glare Bella hadn't exactly said yes yet. "What?" Alice asked totally clueless. I spoke fast andquietly to where I knew bella couldn't hear me.

"She hasn't said yes yet," I stated.

"Oh," Alice said. "Well you didn't tell her about the change did you?"

"Not yet," I said I went to tell her countless times but chickened out, Bella was the only being on this earth that scared and startled me in more ways then one. I looked over at her and saw she was aggravated. She hated when we did this. I smiled.

'You need to tell her Edward' Alice thoughts were loud and clear.

"Don't you think I know that!" I growled. Bella had definatly heard that. She looked up at me fear filling her eyes. I put my arm around her holding her close to my chest and kissing the top of her head. The fear disapeered almost instantly. I knew she wasn't scared of me but of what we were talking about.

'You better tell her soon' once again I heard her thinking. 'and if you don't I'm going to tell carlisle, or I will tell her myself.' she thought then she gave Bella a little hug and a smile winking at her. Then she turned and stuck her tongue out at me before disapeering upstairs. I rolled my eyes sometimes Alice could be so Immature. I picked up Bella and ran to my room.

"Edward!" she said when I sat her down. I just smiled and set down on my couch she came over and set next to me I put my arm around her and she leaned her head on my chest. I kissed the top of her head inhaling her lucious scent. Oh man she was so irresistable. I noticed her doing the same because her heartbeat sped up before stopping and starting fast again. I just smiled if she only knew how she had more then that effect on me.

"Bella," I said rubbing her face with my nuckles, she looked up at me. "We need to talk," I sighed.

BELLAS POV

Oh no! not those words. Oh my god.. no this can't be happening...but last night he..oh man. "Bella you know, I love you right?" Edward said looking at me intently. I couldn't stop the words from coming out of my mouth. They just fell off my tongue.

"Are you breaking up with me? Because you said we need to talk and those are the worst word for a girls ears, that usually means that somethings not working out an-," his lips pressed against mine to stop my babbling. WhileI talked his face went from shocked, to hurt, to appaled, and finally amused. He thought this was funny. We sat there making out for a little while. It was my new favorite thing to do.

"Bella you are utterly absurd to think I could break up with you,"he said smiling.I kissed him again hard. "You have no idea how hard you are making this for me," he furrowed his brow, and looked seriously at me."The truth is Bella," he stopped. Why does he do that? I hate when he does that. "I've decided to change you," he said inturupting my thoughts. I jumped on his lap planting a kiss firmly on his lips. "There are a few conditions though," he said. I didn't care I would do anything for him. I sat waiting for him to tell me the conditions.

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A/N: Well I hoped you liked it please R&R and tell me what you think. and If I should continue. Thanks to all who reviewed before it meant alot

always,

Julia