ok rose here. here is the next chapter to 1 Katto futatsu no ō. it is short so i apolagise. now enjoy and R&R.

When I awoke that next morning my arm was covered in dry blood, my eyes were so dull I couldn't even tell they belonged to me. My face was pale, my hair sagged, I looked pretty much like to walking dead.

I stand up from where I had been sitting and jump into the shower, maybe that would make me look better. The water ran through my hair, across my face and finally running down along my cuts. It burnt, it stung, but it felt so good. That smile appeared on my face again from the pain. It wasn't as good as the pain when I first did it but this stinging sensation brought some joy to my morning.

I had a mission today so I didn't have much time to enjoy the pain or the smile that comes across my face during the time.

Packing my bag a make sure I have the essentials including: some spar cloths, tooth brush, undies, bandages and of course my cutting knife.

Taking one more look in the mirror I put my fake smile on then run out the door. Jumping roof top to roof top until I get to the main gate. I must be late because even kakashi sensei is there.

Running towards them with my fake smile I wave and call out "hey!" maybe then they will think I'm in a good mood.

"NARUTO! Your late!" Sakura yells at me in her whiny voice.

"Ah sorry Sakura" I reply making my smile wider and scratching the back of my head.

"Yeah well don't let it happen again dobe" Sasuke says in his annoyed emo way. I ignore his comment and turn my head to listen to my sensei.

"Right. We will take 1 brake for lunch but other then that we will go full speed the whole way"

"Right!" we reply.

We follow our sensei out the village gate and down the path until we get to some trees the we begin to jump through.

I start to think about what happened last night. I can remember the guy raping me but I cant remember what he looked like. I'm sure he was wearing a mask, and he has a cigarette in his mouth. But before that at training the voices, like little kids voices telling me to die. Why are they there and why can I only here them! I asked kakashi if he said something and he couldn't even here them!

"Only you can here us"

"Why can only I here you?" I ask

"Naruto did you say something?" asked Sakura.

"Nope, I didn't say anything" I say with a foxy grin. She nods and leaves me alone.

"Idiot do you want them to here you"

"no, but why can I only here you?" I whisper so the others cant hear me.

"Because we are in your head,Now tell me why didn't you kill yourself last night?"

"I cant the fox wont allow it" I whisper to them.

"Do you want us to do something about the fox?" the little voice asked me.

"What would you do? The fox is to powerful for you"

"No he isn't! Now leave it to us and tonight you will be able to do it weather you like it or not!"

that was the last I heard I the voices that day.

What did they mean weather I like it or not?

"Right we will stop here for lunch then will get going again in 5 minutes" kakashi tells us.

We nod out head and go sit near a tree with our lunch. We sit down and Sakura is flirting with Sasuke not even 10 seconds after. Sasuke just smirks and looks annoyed, pissed and every other word in the dictionary with the meaning Sasuke attached to it.

I don't get anything out of my bag because I didn't have food to pack. I watch the others eat there lunch. I get one of Kunai out carve pictures in the tree. When I think about it all I really drew were flames, demons, monsters and gross looking stuff. I must of zoned out because before I knew it kakashi was rounding us up again telling us to get going at top speed.

It was getting dark when we got to the farm house. We gave the report to the farmers wife and went to our rooms. There were to rooms, 1 for kakashi and 1 for Sakura, me and Sasuke. There where only two beds in our room so I got the floor Sakura told me that she would share with Sasuke, her reply was a weird look from Sasuke and my reply was more of a laugh then me telling her no its okay I'm used to sleeping on the floor.

We were served dinner which included vegetables and a piece of meat. I didn't really eat much because I didn't want to be rude for eating there food and I was to busy worrying about how the voices where going to get the demon to let me take my life.

We left after every one was finished eating and went strait to our rooms. We gave a quick goodnight to our sensei then went into our room. We went strait to bed.

After I was sure they were asleep I went into the bathroom and sat down on the floor.

"Demon kill yourself now" the little voice demanded.

I put the blade to my skin and cut across.

"No you pathetic demon if you are to kill you must do it deeper!"

I once again put the blade to my skin cutting deeper.

"Good now a few more times across then we need a nice big DEEP one going up then another going up. Do you understand!"

"I under stand."

I do as I was told. Then a thought popped into my head. I didn't have a bad day today so should I be cutting tonight.

Wait yes of course if I'm going to be able to take my life of course I can.

I put the blade to my skin again cutting deeper then I did before. The blood ran down my arm creating a pull of blood underneath me. Three more cuts and my life would be taken.

"Good, now you worthless demon hurry up with the next few cuts."

1 more cut across and then I would be able to go up. The smile on my face is still as real as ever.

There's a knocking at the door but with all the blood loss I don't think I can reply that I'm in here. The door opened and in came Sasuke. The look he had on his face consisted of two thing, shocked and disappointment.

"Kakashi sensei!" was the only thing he called.

He was still to stunned to do anything.

"KAKASHI SENSEI!" he called again. This time the our sensei was near him in a heart beat. He was about to ask what then he saw me.

"Naruto" I heard him say quietly.

"IT WASNT MY FAULT! It was the voices in my head that made you find me like this" I pretty much screamed at them. Some tears were falling down my face.

"Naruto what voices" kakashi asked as he bent down next to me?

"WHY DID YOU TELL HIM!"

I grabbed my head and yelled at them to shut up.

I didn't want to hear them any more.

I could feel bandages being rapped around my arm them kakashi yelling for Sakura to get ready where leaving now. I was soon being lifted up. My eyes closed and they last thing I heard was Sakura asking what happened.

ok so there you have it the second chapter. hope you enjoyed and you may have a chapter tomorrow night because i will be getting my braces off:) and will have nothing to do after it so fingers crossed and RRRR