First of I'm extremely sorry for been MIA, but I'm back.Disclaimer I don't own Vampire Academy

POV: Rose

I can still save him. Dimitri. Dimitri! Please don't die on me. "He's dead and you are not about to join him." She slapped me"Run!" No! Dimitri¡ Dimitri! I felt a void inside of me one that i knew that it's not going to go away in a long time. Each time threatning

me to be swallow by it. It was getting worse each night. Just the mear thaught that i coulve done something to save him to pervent from him getting turned. Once again the heart clenching world crashing started to shake me praticly waking me up.

"Rose." I can hear him whispering my name, but I dont see him.

"Dimitri" i called out to him but i cant see him.

"Rose" I heard him again but this time his voice a bit louder.

each time was louder almost as a shout. His voice was closer to me but i couldnt see him. i was getting very fustrating. i wanted to see him for him to tell me that he loves me.

"Roza!" His voice was faiding and morphing into a woman's voice.

"Dimi!" I called him out. No respons

"Dimi!!" I cried out his name but nothing. The female voice keept getting louder.

Alberta?

Mom?

Nina?

Nina!!!

"Nina"

"I'm here Roza"

my flew open only to see his eyes in someone else body.

Her arms wrapped around with tears in her eyes.

I startes gasping for air hugging her just as tight as if she would save me from my drowning feelings.

"I know, I understand"

"Nina He's gone! He's not coming back for me."

We sat there hugging each other crying on eachothers shoulder.

POV: Karolina

Zoya fell asleep after Roza played with her all day long. Having Rose here with us was great the house lasted clean much longer. With her taking care of Zoya gave me more time to do other things. there were also other moments where it would seem that we are torturing her.

From time to time we could be saying something or giving her a look or a simple habit and she would get this heart crushing look ,and she would run off to who knows where. When she comes back it's with swollen eyes from crying for him.

The last time I saw her like this was just a few days ago... no that's not right. The last time I saw her like this was years ago, but I doubt that she remembers or does she?

I don't know how long I was asleep, but I woke up all of a sudden. At first I thought it was Zoya, but when I look at her she was still asleep. I followed the noise, but I wasn't prepared to see this.

My mother trying to wake Roza up.

Roza trashing in her sleep calling out.

"Dimi" she begged

"Come on Roza wake up" My mother also begging

I was stunned of how much my brother's death has actually affected her.

"Dimi! come back please!! "

I don't know what was the worst part? The fact that she was giving the mist or the fact that history is repeating itself again with her once more calling out for a man that will never come back for her, or the fact that she remembers despite her memories been erased with compulsion.

"Dimi!! " She cried once again

"ROZA!!" my mother gave her one last shove.

"Nina" she breathed

"I'm here Roza"

She finally woke up and clinged to her

"I know I understand" she tried to contained herself but it was useless.

"Nina he's gone!! He's not coming back for me."

That's when they both lost it they cried on each others shoulders.

I left I couldn't take it anymore I picked up Zoya and took her to bed with me and I cried for her for him for a lost love that will never be able to bring it back to life.

Sorry I was feeling down and when I do I happen to wright depressing thing, but I'm good now, and once again tell me about your favorite pet of the VA, and I'll write something.