Something's not quite right

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Lexa is rotating her spoon in her mug for five minutes now.

Something is missing.

She doesn't feel like this life is good for her.

And yet Costia gives her the most beautiful smile she has. She replies with a little smirk but the strange sensation doesn't go away.

Something is not running smoothly. She's out of place.

Something is definitively missing even with Costia by her side.

Sometimes she's searching for someone. She's searching for blue eyes and she doesn't understand.

Why is it haunting her ? To whom do they belong ?

Costia's eyes are as dark as the night and that's why she likes them so much and makes her speechless.

She gets out of her bubble when a warm hand takes place on her shoulder and lips kisses her cheek.

She turns to Costia and leans her head against her lover's chest. Because that's what she is, isn't she ?

Costia doesn't seem to notice her confusion and leaves their apartment without looking back.

She stays a few moments in her thoughts before going to the bathroom.

She opens the cupboard, takes her medicine box and looks at it for a long time.

The infinity emblem carved in the box makes her uncomfortable but a part of her is just asking to take the pill.

She lets one fall on her hand and she is immediately more relaxed.

She puts it in her mouth and swallows it. Every parasitic thoughts are gone and she doesn't think about these captivating blue eyes she always dreamed of.


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