THANK FOR ALL THE AMAZING REVIEWS!!! Okay so here is a chapter for all you Embry-Susie lovers, before I begin I want to clarify the ages, yes they may be a bit distorted with the information in Leah's Secret, but for the stories sake these will be their ages.

Embry, Quill, Leah, Seth, Jake- all remain in the body of twenty year olds.

Levi, Susie, Billy- fifteen years old

Claire and Sam-Nineteen

Nessie- forever frozen in the body of a beautiful eighteen year old

Emma- seventeen

Emily and Sam- early forties

Now the story begins ")

Susie

My mom had practically sprinted out of the house when my dad called her, she looked very anxious it probably had something to do with my brother Sam. He had been acting really strange lately but oh well Sam was always a bit different. I internally hoped he hadn't tried to do anything severe because of his heart break for Claire. I sympathized for my brother I knew he loved her but he had no chance against Quill, the way those two looked at each other was marveling.

It was the way Embry looked at me, with pure adoration in his eyes. Embry had been part of my life since I was a baby, he was always there when I needed him, I was the best looked after girl in the world because of him; he wanted me to be safe at all times. My brother Billy was over at Levi's house so I was home alone.

I used the time alone to sort out a couple of thoughts that had been worrying me lately, recently i had been developing not so friendly feelings for Embry, I couldn't explain them, I wanted Embry in ways I couldn't even begin to describe.

These feelings terrified me because I was suddenly finding myself feeling very shy in his presence; I knew he noticed that I had been trying really hard to avoid him. I guess I had a fear of rejection, I had not once in my life seen Embry with another girl, but that didn't mean he would want me either.

Embry had to be a good decade older than me, but he had not aged a day since I could remember, I had never asked him because it seemed normal to me, my parents still looked like they were in their mid twenties. I knew I was foolish to think that a goddess like Embry would ever fall for me, my whole life I had been told I was beautiful, but I personally didn't see it, I felt so plain and normal, what in Embry's right mind would ever attract him to me, after all he probably saw me like a younger sister.

I was brought back to reality by a knock on the door; I had a pretty good hunch as to who it was. I opened the door and Embry was standing right in front of me, he seemed relieved to see me.

"Oh Susie I was so worried" he told me as he hugged me.

"Embry, I am not five years old anymore, I can take care of myself"

"I know, I know but it wouldn't matter to me if you were fifty I am always going to worry about you" I looked down trying to hide my blush.

"Are you okay Susie?"

"Sure, sure" I mumbled.

"Susie, please talk to me, you have been really distant with me lately, and if something is bothering you please tell me" he pleaded.

I looked up at his eyes, he was sincerely worried "Em, nothing is wrong, I just have a lot on my mind"

"Susie, I can help you"

"No Embry, I can't talk to you about this" he looked hurt.

"Susie, you can tell me anything" he begged.

"I am sorry Embry, but please understand"

"Fine" he grumbled.

He took my hands in his and stared deep into my eyes "I love you Susie, whenever you need me I will always be there for you"

My heart started beating erratically, whenever Embry spoke to me with so much love I couldn't help but feel a bit of hope, but then reality would set in, and I would feel hopeless again. I wanted Embry so much, it hurt to know that he would never be mine; I knew my dad and brothers would kill him if our relationship ever turned more than platonic.

Embry was sitting on the couch, staring intently at me while I sorted my thoughts, before I knew it he had me cradled in his arms, my head resting on his chest while he was stroking my hair. Whenever I was in Embry's arms I felt whole, as if no one or anything could ever hurt me, I would be happy in his arms forever.

"Susie, I miss this" he told me.

I lifted my chin up so I could get a good look at his face, his expression was serene "What do you mean?" I asked.

"I miss holding you in my arms, I feel like every time I try, you push me away"

I touched his cheek "I am sorry Em, but it's better if I distance myself from you" I told him as I sat up.

"Why?!" he asked incredulously

I looked down embarrassed, I didn't want Embry to find out I was falling in love with him. Embry cupped my face in his hands forcing me to meet his gaze.

"Susie, why do you think it would be better for us to be apart?"

"Embry, please I don't want to talk about this" I begged.

"Susie, I beg you don't do this to me, don't shut me out, I love you so much, all I want is to be part of your life" I saw the sadness in his eyes, but the closer we got the more my heart shattered because I knew that we would never be together.

"Embry, this is killing me" I felt the tears stream down my cheeks.

"Sweetheart, tell me what is bothering you, I can fix it, I promise"

"EMBRY YOU CANT FIX THIS!!" I yelled as I got up leaving him bewildered on the couch, I had never in my life screamed at him.

"Susie, please, I am begging you"

"FINE YOU WANT TO KNOW?" he nodded sheepishly.

"BECAUSE I AM FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOU, THAT'S WHY, BECAUSE EVERYTIME I SEE YOU MY STOMACH FILLS WITH BUTTERFLIES, BECAUSE ALL I WANT IS FOR TO YOU HOLD ME, FOR YOU TO WANT TO BE WITH ME, BUT I KNOW THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN, AND IT IS KILLING ME, BECAUSE AT THE END OF THE DAY ALL I WANT IS FOR YOU TO LOVE ME BACK AND NOT AS A SISTER BUT AS MORE" my legs crumbled and then I was on the floor sobbing.

Embry was quiet I didn't have the will to look up, so I got up and ran to my room leaving my love in the living room.

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Embry

I sat there in shock as she declared her love for me, I couldn't believe it, and I had waited fifteen years for this moment and yet here I sit like a statue as the love of my life is crying upstairs. My feelings had begun to change towards Susie when she turned fifteen. It was the first time I noticed that the little girl I had played hide and seek with, was now a gorgeous woman.

Recently Susie had been distancing herself from me, it killed me that she was pulling away but I wanted her to be happy, so I watched from a distance. I had thought that she was going through some hormonal stage, but never did I imagine that her love for me was the cause of her unusual behavior.

Suddenly things started to make sense, the blush she would always get in my presence, the way her heartbeat would increase when I touched her, or the way she always tried to shield herself away from my hugs. She thought I didn't want her, she believed that I would never see her that way, she was protecting herself because she was falling to hard for a guy she would never imagine to love her back.

But she was wrong, I loved her with every fiber in my body, my whole existence was meant for me to be with her. She was the reason I woke up in the morning, my dreams centered on her. She was all I would ever want, my life revolved around her needs and desires all I wanted of life was to make her the happiest woman in the world.

And the fact that Susie was perfect inside and out made me love her even more. Her beauty was like no other, I drowned in her eyes, her smile would light up my day, and her body would put other women to shame. Her care free spirit made her irresistible; she was my soul mate, because I had never connected with anyone in such a level like I connected with her. I knew everything about her and she knew everything about me. Well almost everything. We were meant for each other.

I knew I loved her and I didn't want to see her hurt, I pushed myself off the couch and walked towards her room, I stopped at her door, I could hear her faint sobs, as I slowly opened the door.

My heart broke as I saw her; she was laying on her bed holding her body as to prevent it from breaking in half.

"Susie?"

"Embry, please leave"

I walked towards her bed and sat down "Susie please hear me out"

She reluctantly got up but did not meet my gaze, I cupped her face in my hands wiping the tears as they continued to pour "Susie, it kills me to know that you think that I don't want you, all I have ever wanted is you, Susie I love you and not like a sister, Susie I am in love with you"

Susie looked me deep in the eyes, tears continued to pour, but I had a feeling these were from happiness I felt my own eyes begin to sting.

"Really?" she whispered.

"Yes, I love you, you are the only I love and will ever love, please don't ever think you're not good enough for me, you are perfect in every way imaginable"

"I love you Embry, I love you so much" she breathed.

I couldn't tear my eyes off her as I leaned down, Susie closed her eyes, and I gently kissed her on the lips. I had not prepared for Susie's response to the kiss, one minute I was breaking apart and then Susie had her fingers tangled in my hair as she crushed her lips to mine. My self control faltered as I enthusiastically kissed her back, our lips moved together, my tongue explored her mouth before they made their way down her neck, she moaned in pleasure, as my lips made their way back to hers, I pulled her tighter to me, but yet it didn't seem enough. She pushed me down on the bed and I let out a deep sigh as she nibbled on my neck. I couldn't help but think where she had learned to turn a man on, I cringed at the thought.

We continued kissing only breaking apart for air, I had kissed girls before but kissing Susie was out of this world. My body was discovering feelings that had been stored up for years. I was so absorbed in treasuring the moment I wasn't even aware we had an audience, it wasn't until I heard growls coming from the hallway that I abruptly stopped.

I shifted Susie so that she was behind me, I looked to the doorway to find a very angry Jake and Sam and a very anxious looking Leah.

"What are you doing with my sister Call?" Sam questioned menacingly.

But I couldn't take my eyes off my best friend, he was furious "I AM GOING TO KILL YOU!!" he growled as he lunged towards me.

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