Ipod Chapter 2, an inuyasha fanfic

Author's note: hey up guys! Uhmm… I know that this story is kind of the common type but please take heed that it's only the beginning so it will take turns and whatever puzzles do. I will assure you that this story will be very interesting. So please if you have any comments, suggestions, or constructive criticisms please do tell me. No flames please. 'Cause I hate people that does flames and surely you guys don't like flames too. Thank you for your understanding.

Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters. It's all from Rumiko Takahashi but the whole plot and story is by yours truly. And plus the song "Cry" is by Rihanna.

Chapter 2: Broken Reflection

"Mama Can I call aunt Kagome? I want her to teach me how to play the piano again." a little girl holding her mother's leg whimpered. She loves her aunt so much. They even look so much alike that it's as if she's her mother than Sango. The woman looks down at her adorable little girl and patted her head.

"Rin, Aunt Kagome is kind of busy right now. So she can't teach you today maybe next time baby." 'I suppose they still need some sleep. They might have slept so late doing god knows what' Sango blushed thinking of this.

"Oh yeah, today is her special day right mama?"

"Yeah, baby so we better let them have fun"

"Yup! Maybe they're having real fun right now mama. I wish I could play too"

"No you're not… until you get older" Sango whispered to her self.

"What mama?"

"Oh! Nothing…nothing…" she smiled looking down at her daughter.

It was dark too dark perhaps that even when I wave my hand up in my face I couldn't see anything. Where am I? The last thing that I remembered is that I ran. And I ran under the rain until…

"Inu yasha…"

Oh yeah. I remembered now. What a day that was. I almost got my very first anniversary celebration. How awful. I'm… what am I now? I lost almost everything. I don't have a family, I don't have a lot of friends, Sango's busy with her own family, and my boyfriend didn't love me in the first place, my ex-boyfriend that is.

She got up from her bed her head down, hair hiding her face. The sun didn't even rise up yet and the curtains closed. It was dark but she didn't mind. She likes the dark. She feels so safe, feels so sad.

"Now I don't have to feel scared anymore. I don't have to worry about hurting. There is nothing to hurt about any more. I just have to get used to being alone and sad. I have to stop crying." Yet saying those words, tears streamed down her face. Clutching her bedcovers she cried even more. She got her Ipod and played it. Was it a coincidence that the song playing was accordance to what she was feeling right at that moment? Was fate playing with her? How cruel.

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cuz I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

Per-chorus:
My mind is gone, I'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears I'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

chorus:
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

"haha… funny it feel's so nostalgic. It feels so me." She laughed lying down on her bed looking up at her ceiling. Why is this happening to her? She was beyond hurt. The pain was beyond words. She couldn't tell, she couldn't describe. She was… yeah… a victim of a broken heart.

Did it happen when we first kissed
Cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I should never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

I didn't know when I have started to be like this. Was it the fact that he was my first kiss? I have never given myself up to anyone like this because I know that it will only hurt in the end. I had held up myself from loving people around me not liking to be hurt but when I finally had opened and let just a single guy to hold me everything went to waste. I thought that he'll be the one to accompany me through life; I thought that he loves me. But I can't blame him I pushed my feelings towards him because I thought that… I thought that with the kiss that he had given me, the circumstances that we were in, that we are both alone and sad he'll learn to love me. But I was wrong we were different. He had already learned love but I was just learning it and now where have it gotten me? Lying in my bed producing salt? It hurts… it hurts a lot.

Kagome closed her ipod not finishing the song and slept her heart away trying to leave everything behind.

RING….RING…..RING…..

It was 8 on a Saturday morning Sango got up from her bed and went to get the phone groaning. It was Saturday for gods sake and the people close to her knows what this means. She's a successful lawyer so Saturday mornings are very important to her. This is the only day where she can oversleep.

"Hello… "She said while yawning, rubbing her eyes while waiting for a response. Getting annoyed she was about to shout at the caller when she heard a raspy but very familiar voice.

"Sa-sango… sorry for calling you at this hour but can we meet at the café?"

"Kagome? Are you alright? I thought that you're still at your boyfriend's house?"

"Uhmmm… yeah about that…. Uh….. 10:30? Is it alright?"

Long silence was heard from Sango's side. Evidently Kagome has avoided one of her questions and with that she'll produce more questions and an overwhelming anxiety.

"………… yeah… of course."

"sorry… uhmm… see yah…"

"See yah…. Gome." Something is definitely wrong about her best friend. She has to find out.

"Mama Can I come? Aunt Kagome will be there right?" bright brown eyes looked up to her.

"No can do, baby. Your aunt has something very important to say to mama"

"Aw…. Can you give her a hug for me instead?"

"Sure baby"

"Thanks ma! I'll go now. Uncle Kohaku is waiting inside." She smiled and left running up to the door.

Sango then left when she had seen her daughter go in. she was having butterflies inside her stomach. There has been something wrong with her voice when she heard her earlier in the morning. And this kept her from continuing her sleep. Kagome was a sister at heart. She can't bear if anything bad has happened to her.

Per-chorus:
My mind is gone, I'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears I'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

Kagome was leaning on the window of her taxi listening to her ipod. 'This song again?' she thought. It played where the song ended up last night, it made her miserable but she didn't bother to change it. She was too tired to do anything even such a trivial thing.

When her taxi stopped she realized that they had already reached their destination. She paid the driver who looked at her with comprehension.

"Dear, you're young and pretty. You should smile more, forget everything that hurts. Just move on." Kagome was surprised. Does she look so miserable that everyone can notice that something had happened to her? Does she look so pitiful? She nodded with the saddest smile she had to the driver and went out the car.

The driver looked at the girl as she walks to a café. She was the saddest thing that he has ever met in his life. She was such a beautiful thing to be broken into pieces. He looked back again as the girl disappeared in the crowd. Then he drove off praying that when they meet again that somehow he could see her smile out off happiness. He prayed to kami that the girl will be given her happiness once again for such a beautiful thing shouldn't look like a goddess walking through a stormy ocean knowing that she could die.

"So what happened? You look like you haven't slept a single wink."

Sango had just arrived. When she went in the café she found kagome at the back of the room looking blankly at the flower vase in front of her while listening to a song playing on her ipod. Kagome was not Kagome. Her sister was nowhere in that body. She was lost.

"Gome, are you listening? What happened tell me?"

Chorus:
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Kagome wasn't listening the song was really getting into her. Yes, definitely she was a victim. And it hurts a lot being stabbed at the back. She hurts but she won't cry. She will definitely not cry in front of other people. She will not show weakness. Wasn't she strong before any of this has happened? Even before he came she was fiery and strong. She was full of life. She has to fight bring back the Kagome that she was before. The warrior who faced everything that was thrown at her, she was strong and armed.

"Yeah, that's right I was strong. I…..was" she whispered to herself not noticing her worried friend. She was so out of it that she stared out not noticing people around her. not noticing everything around her, she was on her own world.

Sango seeing this felt her heart break in two. She lost her sister and she doesn't know how to find her, where to find her. She stood up and went beside her sister and gave her a tight but a very gentle hug hoping that this will bring her back.

Kagome turned her head as she felt someone hugging her tightly. She looked down and saw Sango with her eyes closed. Oh how she felt to useless. Here she was again being a burden to someone she loves because she was very weak. She smiled and patted her sister's head. This made Sango look at her. Look at her with eyes of worry. This pained her a lot.

"Sango… I'm sorry."

"What are you apologizing for? I'm just here, remember that."

"Thank you very much…"

"Oh Kagome…. You don't deserve this. You deserve more."

"Don't worry Sango you know that I'm strong. I can move on" Sango looked at her friend more anxious than ever. This was not right.

"Kagome you can cry…"

"It's not necessary to cry." She said firmly.

"But Kagome…"

"I'm okay Sango there is no need to cry."

Sango stared at her sister. Trying to look inside the eyes that she knows would tell everything to her but to her dismay even Kagome's eyes never showed anything. Her once twinkling blue eyes that showed her soul now showed nothing but walls. Kagome lost apart of her soul. Kagome changed to something that Sango doesn't want. Now Sango is afraid.

"Oh kagome…I don't know what to do anymore"

"What are you talking about Sango? You don't have to do anything I'm moving on."

"Kami Kagome I hope your right."

Sango went home after some hours leaving kagome. But as before kagome just stared out to nothingness. Feeling so alone and so cold.

How did I get here with you, I'll never know
I never meant to let it get so, personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

All my life...

"I'll never let anyone see me cry, ever."