Oh my God you guys thank you so much for your reviews! They seriously mean the world to me and I'm so happy you like this story I really felt the need to write since every time I watch season 4 I want to just throw my computer screen at the wall or get in it and break Peyton's neck, and sometimes Lucas' too.
These last couple of days I had some re-runs of the third season and I'm like what the hell are you saying Lucas…when he's talking about how much Brooke is the one for him and how much he loves her, and I can't help but think what the hell was the real thing… were season 2 and 3 all just BS or was it season 4 and then I'm like season 4 obvi but I need someone to confirm it for me!
Anyways thanks so much for your reviews! They really mean the world to me, oh and if you want I have another story called 'Once more with feeling' which is a Brucas, check it out if you have the time!
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Chapter 2: Wish I was dead, but then again no
'Okay so then what happened?' Rachel asked as she sat on her bed and looked at Brooke who had been her telling about her day, Rachel had this twinkle of satisfaction in her eye, finally Brooke was doing something about all the shit she'd been put through by none other than a fake blonde; trailer trash bitch.
'Then I told the entire class of one of Lucas' letters he send me and how he described my breasts in it, and that we made love all night long.' She said with a smile, some would say it was a sly one but Rachel saw it was a sad one and held her hand in hers.
'Oh God I'm so proud of you, finally that white trash gets what she deserves…I can't even believe you were ever friends with her after what happened the first time…' Rachel said in an attempt to cheer Brooke up. The brunette who sat next to her friend didn't cheer up however; she just shook her head a little.
'I don't think what I'm doing is the best thing.' She said sadly, Brooke had been hurt so bad words couldn't even explain how she was feeling, yet again her best friend and her boyfriend had slapped her in the face and ripped her heart out of her chest and both stomped on it happily, while she just coward away.
'Whore…what are you stupid!' Rachel asked completely shocked she looked at her friend who she had come so close to in the past couple of weeks.
'This is the best idea you've had in…ever! Brooke you need to show Peyton that Lucas is and will always be your boy…show her that she just needs to back of.' Rachel said as she thought about the blonde whose pretty little face she just wanted to…flatten.
'But…Rach I don't want to be like her, I don't want to be like Peyton.' Brooke cried
'Exactly you're not her, Brooke you are so much stronger and put together, all Peyton ever was, was the brooding girl who was wounded and was like 'please somebody save me!' Lucas the hot but dumb ass that he is fell for it every time, and still here you are not completely breaking down…you have a right for your own revenge Brooke. Peyton had to know that Karma sucks…she's the one who broke up the Brucas!' Rachel said assertively.
Rachel was right, Brooke totally deserved to get back at Peyton, but she wasn't going to do it Peyton Elizabeth Sawyer style, with the innocent break down, she was going to do it Brooke Davis style. Lucas would squirm in his seat, she would make sure he would be craving for her touch, and Peyton well she just had to see it all and some sly remarks would probably roll of her tongue too.
'You're right Rachel, I mean just because Lucas and Peyton are together doesn't mean I don't have a right to be upset anymore, I'll show Lucas Scott what he lost the minute he laid eyes on Peyton…although I did break up with him, but that's beside the point…I'm going to get him back and Peyton will have to live through it.' Brooke said as she got up from the bed.
'You sure she won't slid her wrists…' Rachel asked rather harshly, who would've thought Rachel was the one to protect and comfort Brooke back when they first started their senior years certainly not them. Brooke cringed at Rachel's hard words and she just shrugged.
'So how are you going to bring the bitch down exactly?' She asked Brooke who was pacing now after she knew she needed to have a plan.
'Ugh I don't know…I'm not exactly good with the planning that's more for tutor girl, I think the words and ideas will come when I see them, if I can keep thinking straight and don't want to kill myself that is. Today was barely bearable.' Brooke said disgustedly although there was still a hint of melancholy in her voice.
'I'm sure you will…just one question though…doesn't Lucas deserve the same kind of treatment you gave Peyton?' Rachel asked, she didn't want Brooke to hate Lucas too, but she was just wondering he did kind of cheat on her twice.
'Yeah well what can I say that sorry excuse of a girl had him on her spell…besides he did think she was dying when he kissed her, and he didn't even want to be with her even after the stupid bimbo told him she loved him…now I can't say he won't suffer but he is not the one I want to get back at, it's her.' Brooke said in one breath.
'Well then Peyton won't know what's going to hit her.' Rachel said with a sly smile and she looked at Brooke who mirrored her smile, they both nodded knowingly.
'What can I say other than what goes around, comes around.' Brooke stated and knew she was now one hundred percent behind her plan.
'Oh by the way we need to sell my car.' Brooke told Rachel as she walked to the linked bathroom while checking her appearance in the mirror.
'Why are you Broke Davis again?' Rachel asked a little sympathetic for her friend who immediately laughed at her.
'Bitch you'll know what I'm talking about later, and FYI I'm not Broke Davis again!' she said excitedly. 'Now come on!'
'Fine but you'll still need to give me rides!' Rachel said as she sauntered behind Brooke's excited ass, as Rachel liked to think of it.
The two girls giggled uncontrollably as Brooke sped up a little, Rachel held on to her and yelled along with the song that was being played, a radio that hadn't come accustomed with Brooke's cool bike, yes you read it right Brooke was now the proud owner of a Vulcan 800A w/Mustang, not to mention that she looked unbelievably hot while riding it.
Rachel held on to Brooke's waist as she made a turn and she smiled happily when she saw Naley, Mouth and Pucas turning around and several other people to watch them. Brooke smiled they didn't even know it was them seeing as their huge helmets were covering their faces.
Rachel jumped of and waited for Brooke to kill the engine, she watched her do so and even she had to admit that if she were a boy she would have jumped her right there and then and f-ed her in front of the whole school to see, fortunately or unfortunately it depended on how you looked at it she wasn't a boy and had no feelings towards her friend whatsoever.
The rectangle plus one watched the two girls, Brooke got of off her bike and locked it, she then took of her helmet shaking her hair while she did so, it was a true Kodak/ Charlie's Angels- Lucie Lu moment and she loved it plus she wasn't the only one.
'Oh my God…' Mouth said clearly shocked at what he was seeing.
'No freaking way…' said Haley with amusement in her voice as she watched her feisty vixen of a bestfriend make her way towards them with Rachel by her side.
'I think I need a cold shower.' Nathan said and in addition got a slap from Haley on his arm but she still laughed, at her husband's comment.
'I think I need to join you…' Lucas said not completely aware his current girlfriend a certain Peyton Sawyer was standing next to him and watching him with a hurt expression she however didn't say anything.
'I need to go…Brooke myself or something.' Mouth said as he watched Brooke and Rachel walk towards them, Brooke looked the hottest there was no argument there, she had also been behind the wheel which made everything even hotter than the visual already was.
'Hey guys…' Brooke said with a small smile on her face she watched the three mesmerized boys although her attention only went to Lucas, who grinned at her much like he used to do when they were still dating, mission accomplished, Brooke thought to herself.
'You like my new ride?' she asked them and they all nodded their heads eagerly, the boys that is, Haley just laughed light-heartedly and Peyton well Peyton seemed to get more and more uncomfortable.
'I might turn a lesbian after that little performance you gave us…' Haley said and couldn't help but add 'Or I might just call you for a threesome.' She said and laughed when she saw her friends expressions they all laughed at her and Nathan couldn't but like the ideas especially the last one.
'Naughty-girl!' Brooke said while she smacked Haley's arm jokingly and laughed even louder when she saw Haley just shrug her shoulders.
'Hey I'm pregnant these things just have a way of coming out of my mouth.' She told Brooke who nodded her head.
'Is this another way to become the biggest whore in school?' Peyton couldn't help but be bitter about the conversation everyone seemed so engrossed in, plus Brooke had humiliated her in front of her entire class yesterday.
'Because Brooke I hate to tell you this but you already are.' She said and Brooke laughed out loud while walking towards her, she had felt Lucas' nudge in her side but she didn't budge.
'No honey that would be you…you know with stealing my boyfriend and all…' Brooke said with a smirk on her face, Peyton kept staring back at her and the two girls' eyes locked nobody around them dared to say anything, Brooke's gaze turned to Lucas who was looking quite scared, afraid he would be the next who was going to be ranted, but Brooke was not done with Peyton yet.
'Luke one word of advise, keep your precious little Peyton away from the coke…her sticky little fingers happen to get a hold of that stuff whenever her life is depressing.' She said and watched with satisfaction as all eyes except Haley's and hers turned to Peyton with shocked expression written all over their faces.
Brooke looked at Peyton and shook her head making her way towards the school while bumping shoulders with her as she did so. Peyton had just about enough and turned around to grab Brooke by her shoulder and turn her around, she was supposed to be her bestfriend how could she humiliate her like this in front of her friends and boyfriend.
'Brooke don't make me!' she yelled at the brunette who had by now raised her perfect arched eyebrow at her and one hand on her hip, her anger came raging out, what in the hell did Peyton want to do to her, she had no right to even look at her, and Brooke had every right to make her life just as miserable as she made hers.
'Make you what go back into your life as backstabbing bitch or a crack whore?!' she yelled and was about to punch her in her pretty little snobby face but was stopped by Lucas who stood in front of them, Brooke shifted her gaze from Peyton to his and looked at him with much hatred he instinctively swallowed the lump that had been forming in his throat.
'You better keep that bitch close to you or I'm going to kick her ass.' She told him forcefully before walking away, Brooke shook her head at herself again she had held up another facade one that supposedly showed so much anger, as if she wasn't distressed by everything that was happening to her, like Peyton and Lucas being together didn't mean anything to her, while in fact their relationship meant her downfall.
Her insanity was coming to a point where she didn't know if she had to drink it away or cry it away…it was just all too damn hard, seeing them together everyday and to her it felt like they didn't even care…didn't they love her just as much as she loved them. She felt a warm tingling feeling on her cheek and realised it was a tear, her hand made its way to her cheek and frantically wiped the tear away she was not in the safety of Rachel's house she couldn't cry here.
'Wow…' Rachel said as she applauded for Peyton, who looked back at her with an agitated expression that didn't even bother Rachel to the slightest bit. Rachel laughed mockingly and everyone listened to her.
'Just when I thought you couldn't get even more pathetic…you've out done yourself Peyton…seriously kudos to you, not only have you stolen your bestfriend's boyfriend, you also did coke and you managed to not have a bestfriend anymore.' She told her and even though there was a mocking tone to her words there was also a certain disgust and anger in her voice.
'Seriously Peyton all Brooke ever did for you was protect you and try and make you happy and what do you do, you stab her in the back all the time…you keep saying that Lucas is the one that saves you, but who was there when your mother died, wasn't it Brooke?' Rachel asked by now the mocking-ness could no longer be heard, Rachel was angry that such a good friend like Brooke could be treated this way by both Peyton and Lucas.
Peyton looked down at her feet the tears were already pooling in her eyes but she was determined not to let them fall, she had actually never thought about it this way…and Rachel was right she had been a crappy friend to Brooke, crappy didn't even make up for her behaviour she was recklessly playing with not only Brooke's feelings but with Lucas' as well and drove the couple to the point of destruction that had been her doing, not Lucas' and certainly not Brooke's but hers.
'And you Luke?' Rachel said as she shifted her gaze from Peyton to Lucas who was squinting his eyes in the way he always seemed to do when he was thinking of something rather deeply, his brooding state.
'What happened to Brooke being the one for you?' Rachel asked as she thought back their date, he had been so determined and made her truly belief that the two belonged together, yes by that time she still had been the bitch who tried to wreck their relationship, but fortunately she had done so with no success.
'Okay…so what is the deal with you and Brooke anyway?' Rachel asked as she looked at Lucas who had been sulking and brooding the entire time they were together.
'She's just not ready to commit.' Lucas said honestly he knew she wasn't and he understood why she was just scared after the whole love triangle he knew it would take a while to win her heart back he just hoped he eventually would.
'Right…that's usually what I tell guys I'm not really into.' Rachel told him with no blush on her face and no concern with how she might hurt his feelings, Lucas however just laughed and looked at her again.
'And she wants to make sure I'm serious about her…and you know plus.' Lucas said and he knew Rachel was the first one he was going to admit this to, but he just couldn't take it any longer he needed to get this of his chest especially when he was planning on telling Brooke the exact same thing tonight.
'Plus what?' he heard Rachel ask.
'She's the one.' he told her with so much pride and sincerity that Rachel didn't laugh it off, she was genuinely interested – there's a first time for everything right.
'Why?' she asked him.
'She…she just is, I feel it.' he said with a smile on his face and a feeling full of contentment. 'Pascal said: The heart has reasons that reason can not know.'
'What did you say again…she's the one I just feel it, and then you quoted some dude…Pascal or something reason is treason…or some B.S. like that.' Rachel said.
'The heart has reasons that reason can not know.' He said in a sullen voice, his brother looked at him in surprise he knew that voice, he knew it because that was the same voice he used when he was hurt after Chris and Brooke slept together, Nathan shook the thought out of his head his brother was making a mess of everything once again.
'Right…what happened to that Lucas, what happened to her just being the one for you.' she asked him one more time before walking away however before she was entirely out of ear shot she turned around once more.
'Oh and just to keep the score it's now Davis-Skank, two-zero – might want to work on that.' With that said she walked away up to find Brooke who had probably locked herself in a bathroom and was crying her eyes out by now.
'Hey…' he said when he saw her sitting at the River court, he knew she was going to be there he saw her bike when he walked towards the dark court and knew he could either turn around or try and talk to her, and he decided upon the latter.
'Hi.' She greeted him, she felt his presence, the way he walked and his cologne she could recognize his scent from a mile away and his sauntering steps could be heard in her ears just as far.
'I'm sorry Brooke…for everything…can we please just start over?' he asked her as he sat next to her and stared out into space holding his breath while waiting anxiously for her to answer.
'How…how am I supposed to do that?' Brooke turned her head slightly to look him in the eye there were unshed tears in her eyes and Lucas wanted to hold her close to him to protect her from everything.
'Hi I'm Lucas Scott, you're the cheer captain of the Ravens right?' he said holding his hand out for her to shake, he knew that there was a very minor chance that she was going to do this and seeing a tear roll down her cheek while she looked at his hand he was starting to get desperate, he needed her in his life.
'I care about you Brooke…I know that you might not want to hear that right now but I do, and I always will, and I really don't want to loose you – you mean too much to me, I'm asking you to start over…so hi I'm Lucas Scott.' His tone was one of desperation and his eyes gave it all away, he needed her, and that's what she had been longing to hear for so long.
Brooke got up and stood opposite of him, she was pondering over the thought on whether or not to walk away. Give up or make things work as friends? Nothing or just friends? No Lucas or Lucas? Hell or heaven with big moments of hell?
'I'm Brooke Davis.' She finally said her hand resting in his big one and once again the two hands moulded together like a perfect piece in a puzzle and send sparks down both their bodies, making their eyes lock in an intense and sacred way.
'You want to get out of here?' Lucas asked Brooke and she nodded, they both started to walk towards her bike and he eyed it hungrily. It was a Friday night so neither had to be back in time for school, and both teenagers thought of the same as they stood there in front of Brooke's new mobile.
'Want to get some drinks?' Brooke asked and Lucas nodded, she smiled when she saw he seemed to be too captivated by her bike and did the unthinkable, she grabbed two helmets from underneath her seat and handed Lucas one, he took it gladly but then she gave him the keys.
'What are you…' he started but was soon cut off when she sat on her bike to the far end and motioned for Lucas to join her. He waited for some kind of okay of her and when she told him she trusted him he didn't want to ask it twice, he sat in front of her and felt her wrap her arms around his waist.
Lucas was riding the bike as if it were his own and pretended the girl sitting behind him to be his, he knew it should somehow not feel good but all he could think about was how good this actually felt having her hold him again hearing her 'woo' when he started to ride it faster, yet again Lucas felt himself living, he was being more carefree, just like he always was when he was with Brooke. He still brooded but he didn't feel like the world's biggest problems had just been put on his shoulders he was enjoying his teenage years, and that was the way it was supposed to be right?
'Come on Broody boy after that amazing ride I'm gonna buy you a beer!' Brooke said excitedly as she jumped of her bike, Lucas smiled at the brunette who was skipping towards the entrance; he however had to regain some composure after the ride he just had, his knees felt weak and it was a feeling he never wanted to forget.
'God that was amazing!' he exclaimed as he walked side by side with her with his helmet in his hand, his girlfriend who he was supposed to call so that they could hang out long forgotten.
'Yeah you were okay…' Brooke teased him and he laughed out loud, he enjoyed this so much, it had been such a long time since he was away from all the drama in his life he just needed this time with Brooke and finally he had it and it felt superb.
'Oh is that so?' he asked her while tickling her in her side, again a little voice in his head was telling him that he shouldn't be doing this not when he had a girlfriend that was nothing at all like the petite brunette who was by now laughing hysterically and asking him to stop in her childish voice.
That little voice that was nagging him was drowned out by Brooke's laughter and by the beating in his heart which he could hear much more clearly than that voice. 'Lukeee…' she screamed and with one last tickle he threw her over his shoulder laughing with her as they walked through the entrance of the bar they both knew all too well.
The memory was still so vivid in their minds, they had played pool, gotten drunk, kissed, and after that Brooke had convinced Lucas to get the same tattoo she had and scarred him with it for life but most importantly they had so much fun, just like both their tattoos stated, God only knew if tonight was going to be a déjà vu of the past.
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