Hey people I'll try to figure out fanfiction, I'm still a little confused on why I cant even see my own story on the computer, but I guess its posted. Anyways I found it a little hard to portray Bella's thoughts in this chappie, but I hope you understand the true meaning of it all.
Change
I want Edward to change me, what is so bad about being immortal, having vampirism like powers, and me being with him forever? Does he think that it's his thing to be a vampire? Quite frankly I'm getting a little peeved.
I thought these things as I looked out of the window on the south side of the class. I couldn't see the sun but I could see the evidence of the mourning hue disappearing as the sun came up. It was a sunny day, no Edward, no purpose.
That's what I hated, when Edward is not around I have no purpose, like the outgoing Bella dies as her boyfriend goes away. Isn't it that reason some wives of men leave? Because of their lack of purpose, the need for them just dies out like Christmas feeling in July?
Were getting more distant as the days go on, like when he touches me its not as genuine as it used to be. It was almost like the time before Edward left me.
I left my English class and headed off toward my third period. Along the way Mike Newton stopped me in the middle of the hallway.
"Bella, Bella? Bella wait!" he shouted almost too loud for a high school hallway to be.
"Mike, what do you want?" I asked I tried to ask nicely but I couldn't help put a little hiss in my tone.
"Bella, please could I talk with you privately after school? Its kind of important." He said urgently almost in one breath.
Realizing how desperate he was I began to worry. Is he ok? Did he need any help with homework? Somehow, in the back of my head it told me no. something more important is going on, and I'm apart of it.
"Sure Mike, yes Ill meet you in the parking lot, but what is this about? Is it between you and Jenny?" I asked. He shook his head no, gravely. So it's something bad, well that's just great like I need anymore bad news. Ugh!
"After school don't forget." He said solemnly. Not like the usual Mike I know, it was almost sad.
Well the day went on in one big blur, it was so boring I almost forgot about Mike standing in the courtyard waiting for me after Gym.
"Bella I'm over here!" he shouted beckoning me toward him.
I walk over there not knowing what I was getting myself into. What if he's going to ask me out again? Jeez, that will be so annoying.
As I drew near him, he seemed to tense up. Like he was regretting every second of this meeting.
"Hey Mike, what's this about?" I asked sincerely.
Mike didn't look very good, it looked like he was going to throw up. He started to tear up a little bit and his shoulders began to shudder with sobs.
"Bella I'm so sorry! I shouldn't of even made this meeting, but I have to do this. I'm so sorry Bella." He whispered.
"Dear Isabella, it's been a while hasn't it?" said a dark, cold voice from behind me.
Immediately knowing who it was, I slowly turned to the face of the man I have feared for the pass months. His cold aura filled the empty parking lot, making it almost impossible to breathe. His white, granite hard skin, sparkled in the afternoon sun.
"Mr. Newton thank you so much for your assistance. You made your part of the deal, now for mine." He said as he threw a vial of silvery liquid toward him as he caught it in his left hand.
"Go into the woods and put that into an open wound, better off cutting yourself with a knife." said Aro.
I just stared at Mike, in complete horror. How did he know about vampires? Aro must have told him! Oh God! He's going to kill me, because Edward didn't change me. And what's Mike holding in his hands? 'Go into the woods and put it on an open wound?' What? Oh wait, that's venom! Mike wanted to be a Vampire! The traitor! The backstabbing, damned traitor!
"And for you Isabella, I think we should go into the woods as well, Mr. Newton care to join us?" motioning at me, Mike advanced on me. Quickly realizing that Aro wanted mike to carry me, I ran. I ran as fast as I could the other direction. But to one fatal flaw, I tripped. But this time I tripped full speed, onto the hard rocks that one of them hit me square on the side of my head…