I figured this chapter should come with a warning, if you have a problem with Yaoi and/or rape please go back now…you've been warned…

The rain outside still fell quite heavily on the ground. A young girl walked slowly through the large forest situated just outside the village she lived in. The cold air felt as if it were flowing right through her, her very bones felt frozen. The depression that she felt inside matching the weather, any other human would find it abysmal. Unfortunately for her, no other humans were in that forest that night.

Cold blue eyes pierced the night, staring at the flesh below them. Gackt sat in a tree, waiting for the girl to come closer. He could smell the girl's fear and blood, a mix that Gackt found almost intoxicating. He found what he was about to do almost sexual, yet he had no desire for the person below.

The girl stopped. A shiver ran down her spine, although she hadn't thought it possible in this temperature. She felt like she was being watched. She turned around quickly but found no one was there. Squinting ahead, she tried to see something, but she just couldn't. Continuing to walk a little further she stopped again. She had now walked about a metre forward and this time she knew there was something behind her for sure. This time, she turned slowly and saw a man. He was tall, fairly dark haired and very handsome. He said nothing but merely walked forward until they were both about ten cm apart.

Gackt leaned forward and kissed his victim lightly on the lips, his index finger tracing down her neck trying to find just the right place.

The girl was shocked; no man had ever taken an interest in her before, why would a man as beautiful as this be acting in this way? She felt his lips move down to her neck but before she could feel anything else a great pain spread through her entire body. She felt a strange sensation as blood left her body. Her first instinct was to pull back but her body was now paralyzed. She wanted to scream but when she opened her mouth all she could do was gasp for as much air as she could possibly get.

Gackt pulled his fangs out of his victim's neck. He licked up the last drops, savouring each. He let the now limp body fall to the floor and smiled to himself.

'Poor pathetic mortal' he thought 'at least I put her out of her misery'.

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Kami sat on his bed, knees pulled up to his chest. His mind was racing, had everything he had been through in the past been a big waste of time? Maybe he had just misjudged the situation. Thoughts of his home flitted through his mind. Some, making him want so badly to be back there. Some, however, made him hate the place. His thoughts were interrupted when he heard a knock at the door.

"Come in" he called. The door opened and Gackt entered the room. His eyes were just the same as Kami always saw them when he came home and Kami felt almost afraid. Gackt walked towards the bed, never taking his eyes off Kami's face. He came close to Kami and pressed his lips to his. Kami could taste the blood from Gackt's mouth and it nauseated him. He tried to push Gackt backwards but the other man was just too strong for him. Instead, he pushed Kami down onto the bed.

Kami's eyes widened as her felt Gackt's weight on top of him. Slowly, he raised his hands to the vampire's shoulders and tried to push him away.

"Gackt, get up, you need to rest" he said lightly, he didn't want to offend his lover, yet he didn't want what he surely felt was coming, not with Gackt in this state anyway.

"No Kami, I need you" Gackt replied, not letting his force on Kami go. He sat up on Kami's legs and took off his long black coat before returning to his previous position. Kami couldn't take it, he loved Gackt with all his heart and would do almost anything for him, but this…he knew Gackt loved him back and that every night the blood would take its toll on him, he knew that Gackt would never usually force Kami to do something he didn't want to, Kami just wanted to help him, but he didn't know how. Kami close his eyes as Gackt kissed his neck, he shudder as he felt those sharp fangs scrape his skin slightly.

"Gackt stop this please" Kami just managed to say 'why does he always have this effect on me?' he thought. The contact with Gackt's body was making him kind of crazy. He knew he had no choice but to just let Gackt have his own way. He tried to imagine that the situation was different, that Gackt was, well…human. Kami hated himself for wishing that but sometimes he was so worried for Gackt that sometimes, he just wished…

Kami wanted Gackt to have full control of his senses. He wanted Gackt to be making love to him. He kept his eyes closed as he heard both of their clothing fall to the floor. He could feel Gackt's skin against his own. Tears began to fall down his face, he wanted to stop them but couldn't. Shame and embarrassment overcame him as he lay there beneath Gackt while he raped him. The tears fell even harder.

Gackt noticed this and leant down closer to Kami

"It's ok, it's almost over" he whispered. At that point, Kami thought he heard a loving tone in the vampire's voice, he wondered if Gackt was returning to normal.

Finally it was over and he felt Gackt collapse onto the bed next to him, his breathing rapid and unsteady. Kami waited until Gackt had calmed and opened his eyes. Gackt had fallen asleep and in this state, looked nothing less than angelic. Sighing, Kami pulled the covers over them both and he too fell asleep.

Ok first of all I'd like to apologise to Kami for this, but I am a fan of his after all so he had to go in my fanfiction. I also do not believe in a million years that Gackt would ever have raped poor Kami. Finally I just could not write the full scene…I love Kami to bits and would never have wanted that to happen…maybe when Gackt's back to his sense ill write more…Anyways hope this was liked…