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Dean heard the footsteps from Sam since he had gotten up. He looked up at the ceiling watching the dust fall from the floorboards. He looked towards the door and saw it open. He could smell Sam and what he was carrying. The littlest of food that Sam would give him per meal so he wouldn't get enough strength to break out of the chains. Sam stood in front of Dean and they just looked at each other.
Sam sighed and pulled up a chair sitting in front of Dean and placing the plate on the floor. Dean looked at it with distaste but took it anyway.
"I'm sorry Dean," said Sam and Dean looked at him.
"You've been saying the same thing for over a year now, Sam," he said putting the cow heart in his mouth and made a face. "And every day I tell you let me go! There isn't a cure!"
"We just haven't found it yet! We're close Dean!"
Dean kicked the plate away from him and Sam sighed standing up. He ran a hand over his face, "Have you found her?" asked Dean looking up from the floor.
A heart wrenching question from Dean, which hurt Sam because he could hear the pain in his voice. Sam licked his lips shaking his head and placing his hands on his hips. He turned to look at Dean, "No…but like I said we won't give up on either of you."
"She needs me Sam. Please…I, I need her. Let me go so I can see her."
"No Dean I can't do that."
"Damn it Sam! Please!"
Sam grimaced and shook his head, "We'll find her Dean. I promise." Sam walked up the stairs and closed the door. Dean looked around the darkness and his heart was clenching together in pain again. He needed her, he needed Carmen!
It was time. He pushed the cabinet away from the wall and grimaced at the sight of cow hearts. He took one and looked up at the ceiling, "Sorry Sammy, but I need her." With that, Dean took a huge bite. And one after another Dean ate all five cow hearts. Blood was dripping from mouth; his heart was pumping against his chest quickly, pumping through his veins. He felt his muscles flexing and coming back to life.
Within a second Dean had the chains ripped from the wall and off his wrist. He climbed up the wall and busted through the window.
"I don't know what to…" said Sam shaking his head talking to Bobby but was cut off with the window breaking. Both Bobby and Sam looked at each other then ran down the basement. "No," said Sam shocked and breathless.
The two ran upstairs and out the back door. Dean was nowhere to be found.
"Dean!" yelled Sam he walked down the back steps Bobby had his hand to his mouth, "DEAN!"
Deep in the woods in a large mansion on a hill, Carmen walked into her house with her son Conner on her hip. She sat her bags on the floor and headed up the spiral staircase, "Ok my precious angel. Time to go to bed while mommy cleans up a little." She said. She walked into the nursery and laid him in his crib, "Sleep tight." Carmen gave him a kiss on the head and walked back out the door.
She walked back down the stairs and picked up her bag. It was full of cash and the bag was still covered in blood stains. Carmen just grinned at the sight. "That should teach you to pick on people smaller than you." She took the bag and placed it in the safe with the rest of her money. Over the years she had made her living taking the heart from men that she thought didn't use them anyway. Men who beat their wives or made their living off the pains of other. She felt like it was justice served and for her…dinner.
After making sure everything was locked up, Carmen headed to her bedroom to get changed. She closed her door and turned on the monitor before slipping out of her dress.
Just as it hit the floor, a very familiar scent came her way. She knew that scent the scent of whiskey and leather. She knew he was close. After all this time he finally came for her but it wasn't going to be easy. "Dean I know you are here." She said and turned around just as he climbed into the window.
"Carmen." He whispered.
"How did you find me?" she asked as she just stood there in her satin red bra and panties.
"I told you I would always be able to find you my love." He said as he walked closer to her.
"It took you long enough. Maybe you aren't what I thought you were. Maybe you have gone weak or maybe you just don't want me anymore." She said in a very bitter tone.
Dean cupped her face and looked into her eyes, "That's not it at all. I wanted to come for you but I have been locked up with no way to get to you. I tried everyday. I longed for you every night. You have no idea how much I miss that sweet smell of lavender, the taste of you skin, your flesh underneath mine." He said as he kissed the same area he once bit to make her his and only his.
Carmen closed her eyes as she took in his scent, his though, "Dean I have longed for you as well. I needed you body pressed to mine."
"I am here now." He said and just before he was about to kiss her red perfect lips, he heard a sound. He perked up and looked around the room, "Is that…is that my.."
"That is your son Dean and I have a feeling he smells his daddy."
"Where is he?" Dean asked and she grabbed her robe from the closet. After she had the robe wrapped tightly around her she grabbed his hand and pulled him into the hallway.
With Dean's sensitive ears he could hear Conner as if he were right in front of him. Carmen opened a door and Dean followed inside.
Dean could smell Conner; he had this rare scent to him. It was of apples and cinnamon with a hint of something else Dean could not place. The two parents walked up to Conner's crib and Carmen smiled at him.
"You're daddy is home," she said as she picked him up and kissed his cheek. She looked at Dean, "You want to hold him?"
Dean nodded as Carmen put Conner in Dean's arms. Conner placed his one hand on Dean's face and Dean stared down at him.
"Dean meet your son, Conner."
"Hey, Conner," he said taking his hand and Conner wrapped his small hand around his finger and stared up at his father. Dean looked up at Carmen, "He's beautiful, Carmen."
"He's our baby Dean. Our love made him," she kissed the side of his neck; "you're not going to leave us again are you?"
"Never, I'm where I'm supposed to be." He kissed her forehead and placed Conner back in his crib.
"Goodnight my angel," said Carmen giving Conner a kiss on the forehead.
"Goodnight Conner," said Dean as they walked out. Dean shut the lights off and the two walked down the hall.
Carmen led Dean into her room, now their room and closed the door behind them. He watched her strip her robe off and she turned around. Her scent was driving him wild. It was all over the room, all over the house, it was strong, it was all Carmen. His Carmen. He watched her lay on the bed and spread her arms and legs out for him to just take her.
"Take me Dean, please…I need you. I've longed for you for over a year, please," she begged.
Dean took off his shirt and jeans revealing his toned body. His body has been weak for over a year but after eating the five cow hearts in one sitting Dean was feeling alive. He was feeling like the animal she had learned to love in their lovemaking that one night, the night he chose her.
He crawled on top of her, his right leg between hers, his right arm steadying himself next to her waist and his left hand next to her head. They stared into each others eyes, hearing each other's heart beats and blood pumping through their veins.
Dean leaned down to her hair and sniffed her, drawing it out to her chin line and down to her neck. He needed to know if she's been with anyone else; if she has he was going to rip them apart. She was his and only his. If anyone ever touched her they were going to pay dearly.
Carmen knew what he was doing as he licked the side of her face slowly. She turned her head slightly to look into his eyes, "It's only been you Dean…only you. If I ever did it would be forced. You're my only lover." She ran her hand through his short spiked hair and he closed his eyes at the touch of her.
"If anyone ever touches you or Conner I'll rip them apart," he growled and opened his eyes. They were wild looking. The untamed animal inside Dean was ready to be let out.
Quickly the rest of their clothing was shed and he slowly eased her back onto the bed, kneeling between her parted legs. Tenderly he held onto her with one hand while the other was holding his throbbing cock as he gently pressed against her exposed opening. Feeling the liquid heat surrounding his head, his breathing became ragged, his thoughts focused on that one sensation he longed to feel again. Carmen shifted a little at the slight pain that quickly faded as he slid farther into her body. "Oh Dean." She whispered.
Dean groaned in pleasure as he filled her, the tight muscles gripping him firmly. Slowly she began to stir, her body aware now of the invasion. He bent forwards over her, breathing against her neck. "You're mine." he whispered. Drawing his hips back, he slowly began to withdraw. "I want you to say it Carmen."
"Dean please." She begged her lover, "I'm all yours. Only yours my love." She assured him as he thrust back into her suddenly and caused her to arch off the bed against him and his cock sank deeper and deeper into her with powerful animalistic thrust.
Powerless against him, she gasped for air as he began to move faster inside of her. Each time he thrust, her body welcomed him with a gasp, drawing him deeper into her core.
Her moans became frantic as she climbed higher and higher, searching for release from the tension he had created. He reached between her legs, tenderly rubbing her clit as he thrust into her over and over. "Oh God! Dean!" She said with a scream as her body tightened, trapping his cock within her as she climaxed.
"That's it love. I got you." He said. With a deep satisfaction he surrendered, giving into his own release. Lost in sensation he drove into her, the contractions from her own orgasm drew the cum from his body. His cock exploded deep within her, sheathed in her silky warmth.
Snuggling up behind her back, he draped his arm around her. They lay silent as the sweat dried upon their naked bodies and their heartbeats slowed. After all this time apart their hearts were still beating as one.
The next morning Dean awoke to the sound of his young son crying at five a.m. It was a sound he had longed to hear and feared he never would. He looked over and Carmen was sill curled up next to him with her head resting in his shoulder. He smiled and gave her a kiss on her forehead before slowly getting out of bed. He wanted her to rest. It was his turn to take care of Conner.
He walked out of his bedroom and down the hall to the nursery. When he walked in he saw Conner wiggling around in the crib. "Hey Conner." Dean said as he approached the crib and looked down at him. He picked him up and said, "Just bare with me ok? Can you do that for daddy?" Conner stopped cry and held onto Dean's finger. Dean smiled down at him before he carried him out of the room.
After Conner was fed and happy, Dean cleaned him up and sat in the living room with him. He couldn't believe that he had missed five mouths of his life. That was going to change. He would never again be apart from them. He was going to do everything in his power to make sure they were safe from any harm.
Dean was surprised at how calm Conner was around him but then again maybe it was because Conner sensed that Dean was his father. Dean smiled at he rocked his five month old son in the recliner. Things were finally they way the were suppose to be.
When Carmen woke up she saw Dean was no longer next to her. At first she thought it was all a dream until she sniffed the air and knew that he was finally home. She got up and wrapped her silk robe around her and headed to see what her boys were up to this morning.
She walked into the living room and saw Dean on the floor trying to get Conner to sit up. She leaned against the door frame and smiled as she watched him. Being a father seemed to come naturally to Dean. "Ok Conner daddy is going to let you go now." Dean said. Conner was sitting on the floor in front of Dean with a pillow behind him. Dean let go if his hands and Conner began to wobble a little as he tried to sit up. It wasn't long before he tumbled over. "You almost had it." Dean said and picked him back up."
"Morning," Carmen said and got Deans attention.
"Morning Baby. Did you sleep well?" he asked as he picked up Conner and walked over to her and gave her a small kiss.
"I slept better than I ever have with you next to me."
Carmen laid her head on Dean's shoulder and looked at Conner. She smiled watching him look between her and Dean. He was sucking on Dean's finger then Dean winced a bit, "Ouch what the hell?"
"You ok honey?"
"Yeah but hold on," he said and took his finger out of Conner's mouth and both Carmen and him saw a tiny bit of blood on his finger. Dean shifted holding Conner lifted his upper lip up. There was a small fang showing and Conner giggled.
"You're going to be trouble young man," said Carmen as Dean put Conner in his play pen and gave him a toy that he stuck directly in his mouth.
Dean looked at Carmen looking out the window. She was staring into the woods with her arms wrapped around her. Dean walked up behind her and wrapped his arms around her.
"I can sense that something is wrong my pet," he said resting his cheek against her head.
She placed her hands on his, "I'm just afraid you're going to leave again."
"Never," he kissed her cheek and closed his eyes as he nuzzled his nose against her cheek, "It was a mistake last time. I went to say goodbye to Sam when…he and Bobby trapped me."
She turned in his arms and looked up into his eyes, "What did they do to you?" she asked caressing his cheek with the back of her hand.
Flashes of the experiments Sam and Bobby put Dean through for a cure came running through his mind. He quickly shook the memories out, not to scare her with them and took her hand in his and kissed it, "Nothing you need to worry about. They won't harm you or Conner. But you need to be careful my love. Now that I busted out they're going to be looking for any kind of werewolf attack." He kissed her lips and she nodded. "Or worse," she looked into his eyes, "they could be another hunter looking for us. Promise me you'll be careful while hunting."
She nodded, "I promise."
"I can't lose you or Conner. If I do…I wouldn't be able to live. You're my soul, my body, my love and Conner is our love made."
"You're the only one for me Dean." She held onto his shirt, "The only kind of love I've known. I long for you every second of the day."
"I won't let anything happen to you and Conner as long as I'm alive. Anyone touches you or him…" There was a menacing look in his eye that aroused her and she knew Dean could smell it that's why he smirked, "I'll rip their hearts out with my bare hands."