(Dear Readers, As you know I absolutely LOVE writing these CT stories so hence forward I have made a decision- I will write 10 books instead of 6.I fugured its a good idea because I have enough material for it, if any one thinks this a bad idea please tell me in your review...actual leave a review any way I mean it's right at the bottom right after the story I'm sure you have enough time too. And to all my 'guest' reviewers: I LOVE YOU AND I WISH I COULD SEND YOU A PM TO EXPRESS MY LOVE! -Love, Sterwolf59 - btw this chapter is from the surfer boy toy's point of view)

Damian's jaw dropped as the realization clicked in his head, suddenly all me' worst fears popped into me' head at once. What if he leaves me? I can't live without Damo. What if he screams at me in front of little Jer? I didn't want him te' hear that escepially since I haven't talked te' him since Chirstmas. Damn, why did this have te' be complicated. Although I guess if I had just told him it wouldn't have gone any better 'oh yeah Damo I love you but here's the thing when I was 18 I got a little te' drunk and guess what? I have a son.'. Not even a second past and Damo recovered his composure but I could see in his eyes, his awe-inspiring blue eyes, that had needed te' talk te' me. Damian smiled but the smile didn't reach his eyes.
"Jeremy, how old are you?"
"Nine, I will be ten in November." Jer smiled in Damo's direction. Damo just smiled back.
"Cool." He kept his cool, of course he did, I knew me' Damian he always tried te' keep his cool tell somebody forced him te' deal with the emotion he was hiding. So I took a breath and looked back at me' little clone in me' arms.
"You've been practicing ye'r guitar." I smilede at him with the conflicting problems in me' head. First I wanted te' spend a little more time with me' son, but I also wanted te' make sure me' boy friend was okay. Damn these emotions!
"Yeah, I almost have 'The Dutchman' perfectly." He smiled widely at me as he hugged me again.
"Whats ye'r favorite song ye' know how te' play?" Damo asked.
"umm..." Jer thought of it for a second. "I like playing either 'Home' by Michael Buble` or 'Lauren and I' by Dad." Jer's smileed stayed wide.
"Damian sings 'Home' at our concerts, ye' know?" I said as I smiled in Damo direction waiting for the slightest detection of anger or unhappiness.
"Yeah, and it's awesome." Damian enjoied the ego boost, it was obvious by the look on his face. "Ummmm, Damian?"
"Yeah, Jer?"
"Can I umm...see ye'r face, well I mean...can I...touch ye'r face?" Jer was blushing as he awkwardly ask me' boyfriend the question.
"Do ye' mind?" I asked with him trying to make Damian say yes, but clearly he didn't need much convincing.
"Oh! Of course."Damian took a step toward me and gently took little Jeremy from me' arms. Jeremy was always a small thin boy friend with a very fragile frame, and it was absolutely outstanding how much like me he looked. As the smaller version of me was being held by me' boyfriend, Jer very gently and calmly ran his hands along Damo's cheeks as he smiled widely. Damian's eyes watched mine as Jer's hands gently trace Damo's face. It was the same action I had done te' him a thousand times, it was very different te' watch me' son exploring his face like a map in the only way he could see a person.
"Thank ye' Damian."Jer said as he finished and Damo set him down on his bed as he spoke.
"All me' friends call me Damo." Jeremy picked up his guitar again.
"Okay, Damo do ye' want te' hear one of the songs I've been practicing?" He asked as he positioned his fingers on the guitar.
"Yeah, absolutely." Damo smiled as he sat down on the floor and I took me' spot next te' Jer on the bed.
"Dad will ye' play te'?" Jer asked his cloudy blue eyes couldn't see me, but he knew where I was.
"Yeah, let's hear both of ye' play together." Damian smiled at me with no sign of contempt.
"Okay." I smiled and got up from his bed and walked over te' the closet where he kept his extra guitar. Both of the guitars that he owed I have given him for his birthdays. Once I rejoined Jer on his bed I relized I didn't know what song we were singing. "Jer what song are we dong?" Jer's hand reached out and missed me' shirt but he quickly refound it and pulled me close so he could whisper the title in me' ear. I smiled then looked at Damo. "Will ye' sing the song with us?"
"If I know it." Damian smiled as he nodded.
"Ye' do." I smirked as I positioned me' fingers on the guitar. "Ready?"
"un-huh." Jer said and we started. I lead with the main melody and as soon as Damian heard the chords he knew what te' sing.

Keith, Damian, and Jeremy:/Steal away, let's steal away,
No reason left to stay.
For me and you,
Let's start anew,
And darlin' steal away./

Keith, and Jeremy:/Ooooh, ooooh/

Damian:/Let's steal away and chase our dream,
And hope they never find us.
The deary days, the empty nights,
We'll leave them all behind us./

Keith, and Jeremy:/Ooooh, aaaaah/

Keith, Damian, and Jeremy:/Steal away, let's steal away No reason left to stay.
For me and you,
Let's start anew,
And darlin' steal away./

Keith, Damian, and Jeremy:/Oooooh./

Keith:/We'll leave with just our memories,
And make a new beginning.
We have to choose,
To win or lose,
And it's time we started winning./

Damian, and Jeremy:/Mmmmm, aaaaah/

Keith, Damian, and Jeremy:/Steal away, let's steal away,
No reason left to stay.
For me and you,
Let's start anew,
And darlin' steal away.
Steal away, let's steal away,
No reason left to stay./

Jeremy:/For me and you,
Let's start anew,
And darlin' steal away./

As the final chords of the song came te' a close Felicia clapped from her spot at the door where she had perched about half-way through the song.
"That was amazing guys." She said with a smile and Jer rested his guitar on the other side of him on the bed then threw his arms around me' neck, almost punching me in the face in the process.
"Thank ye' dad." He squeezed me tightly as I slid the guitar off me' lap.
"I'm happy te', hey how would ye' feel about going te' a wedding?" I kept me' eyes on Damian as I spoke and never once did he give me a look of disapproval.
"For who?" Jer asked looking in the direction of me' voice again.
"Do ye' remember Ryan and Neil?" I asked and Damian's eyes sparked with fire. Guilt washed over te' me as he smiled trying te' hide his real emotion.
"Yeah!" Jer excitedly responed as his face lifted into an even bigger smile.
"Well there gonna get married." "Okay, mom am I alowed te' go?" He asked out loud not sure of where in the room his mother was.
"That's fine with me." Felicia smiled and nodded. Just as she finished me' phone rang loud and demanding. Jer leaned off of me and almost fell off the bed but Damo managed te' catch and rest him on the bed gently.
"Hello?" I asked a little iratated into the reciever.
"Keith, ummmm Cameron and I need ye'r help!" Emmett whispered urgently into the reciever.
"Emmett? Whats wrong?" "Ye' need te' be here, George's working Cam and I like a fuckin' slave driver, HELP! I think Cam is about te' pass out from exhaustion." Emmett sounded dead serious. I looked at Felicia and she nodded and I knew I was alowed te' leave and come back tomorrow. This was something Jeremy, her and I had all gotten used te'. I didn't normaly tell a lot of people about Jeremy because Felicia asked me not te' Ryan and Neil only knew because they followed me one night concerned on why I cancelled partying te' much. They were discret and kept it te' themselves and now I had te' pray that Damian would understand.
"Okay, dude we'll be there soon." I said a dn I hung up before Emmett could talk again. "I'm sorry buddy I gotta go I will come back tomorrow alright?" I asked as I picked him up again te' hold me' baby boy/clone. I didn't like leaving him.
"Okay, dad." Jer smiled and hugged me once again tightly. "Damo will ye' come by tomorrow?" I looked at him totaly unaware of what his answer might be.
"Yeah, for sure." Damian smiled and gently rested a hand on Jer's small fragile shoulder and Jeremy smiled wider.
"So when's the wedding?" Felicia asked as I walked past her with Jeremy in me' arms heading for the door. I walked through the apartment that Felicia owen. Felicia parents owned a lot of land that was rented so that put her very well off, so any money I sent normaly wasn't needed.
"In like four days." Damian said as he followed her who was following me.
"Okay, I'll make sure he has something nice te' wear." Felicia said as I got te' the front door. "Damian ye'll have te' dinner with Jeremy, Keith and I while ye' guys are still in Dublin, okay?"
"I would be happy te'." Damo said and by his tone I'm guessing he was smiling.
"Hey, Keith I meant te' ask ye' this sooner is it true that ye' guys are getting another guy in ye'r group?"
"Yeah, we might be. This guy named Colm Keegan just might be but if he does Sharon thinks the group might be te' big so, we're not really sure ourselves yet." I said as I approached the front door I had left so many times.
"Oh thats exciting." She said with a smile as I opened the door keeping Jer really close te' me.
"Alright I love ye'." I said te' Jeremy which was odd because Damo was in me' line of sight.
"I love ye' te'." Jeremy smiled and I gently set him down, and as I did Felicia walked up behind him just te' make sure he won't fall since he didn't have his walking stick.
"Have fun, boys and Damian don't be scared te' come back." Felicia hugged him lightly then hugged me and the four of us stepped out side their apartment.
"I won't. Have a grand day Felicia." It was strange te' hear me' boyfriend say me' ex-girlfriend's name.
"see ya' later guys." She smiled.
"Bye." I said and did a small salute, a salute only Felicia and Damian could see. Jeremy waved at us as we started walking away.
"Bye!" His little boy saprano voice rang like a bell in a cave, and then we were out of sight. I felt me' heart sink a little as me' little boy was dissapeared, then I looked over at me' boyfriend. Damian was smiling. Smiling? I'm glad he was, but also very confused on why he was. As we walked a silence surronded us and as we got into view of me' car I had te' say something or the rest of the day was going te' kill me.
"Damian?" I asked for his attention as his eyes looked over at mine and like a tidal-wave everything I needed te' say came out at once. "I never meant te' tell Ryan and Neil, just one day when the three of us were suppose te' go te' a party, I canceled because little Jer was sick. So they followed me here, so they actually found out and I had nothing te' do with. I know I probably should have told ye' but I didn't know exactly how ye' were gonna react and Felicia's father told me not te' tell a lot of people. I'm sorry I didn't tell ye' but Damian I love ye' and I don't want te' have te' choose so-" I was cut off by the absolute best interuption ever. Damian lips were soft as they easily covered me' entire mouth stopping us both in our tracks. The actioned shock me, then when Damian pulled back he spoke before I could question.
"Keith, I said this before and I'll say it again. I love you, and I will grow te' love ye'r son, because little Jeremy is adorable. And don't be sorry I understand why ye' didn't want te' tell me and I'm not mad that somebody else knows." Me' perfect angel smiled at me and I was awe-struck by the man who stood before me, most times I forgot he was anything other then me' baby ,but occasional he would surprise me with a tone of maturity that most people I knew didn't have. ",but I do have a question?"
"Yeah, go ahead." I was honestly so shocked by his acceptence I was still in awe.
"Why didn't ye' stay with Felicia? It's obvious that ye' love ye'r little boy so why did ye' join Celtic Thunder?" I looked at the ground while he finished his question. I was hoping he wasn't going te' ask that question.
"umm..well." I turned toward the car and resumed our pace. "We actualy were gonna get married..then her dad had another idea. See he didn't like me that much and didn't want her te' be with me so pretty much he called off the wedding. See Felicia and I weren't really in love or anything just we both got a little te' drunk at a party so neither of us were that disapointed. I was gonna disapear, never bother her or the baby but then Jeremy was born. The second I saw him I knew I couldn't leave him. Andy, Felicia's dad, didn't want me around still but he alowed me te' at least visit him. I did odd jobs and little things te' raise a little money but her family is very well put off and didn't need it so I kept the money for gifts and other little things for Jer. Andy contuined te' not like me, he knew about me' love for music and the second he heard about Celtic Thunder auditions he pretty much drove me there himself. So Felicia promised me she would raise our son right and with no contempt toward me and I was allowed te' call and talk te' him whenever I could and I was allowed te' visit." I finished the explanation and by this point in time we were sitting in me' car.
"wow." Damian took a second te' process everything then he had another question. "Ye' know if ye' take him te' the wedding everybody will know right? I mean he looks like a son of Harkin all the way."
"I know. I already talked te' Felicia and Andy and they don't care anymore." I smiled and Damian smiled back. I couldn't believe how perfect the day was going. We laughed and joked as we made our way te' the bar where the bacholer party we were throwing was gonna be at. Once I parked the car I sat a second in the comfortable silence that we had created. I looked at him as he unbuckled his seat belt. He noticed I was staring at him and he asked.
"What are ye' staring at me for?"
"I truely do love ye'. Ye' know that right?" He chuckled and his beautiful blue eyes sparkled with the grey clouded sunlight outside.
"I love ye' more." He smirked cutely as he ruffled his hair in an desirable manner. It was hard te' believe he was all mine, wait a second, he was all mine so I was allowed te' do this.
"Oh..damn it, get over here." I wrapped an arm around his waist and pulled him onto me' side of the car and met his lips fervently. He graciously gave me' tongue access as his hands curled through me' hair and gently tugged. I growled lowly as I pulled me' tongue back and softly bit his bottom lip. Damn, he was like a drug and everytime I kissed him I forgot I needed him so bad and then was reminded instantly. I can almost promise ye' Emmett was watching us because a second later me' phone pulled me away from me' addiction "'Ello?" I asked as Damian got off of me.
"Keith, where the hell are ye'?" Emmett sounded angry as he remarked, clearly he wasn't actually watching us. I chuckled at his irratation as Damo and I got out of the car.
"Oh, ye' know, around." I shruged and Damian chuckled while he checked his lip in the mirror. Did I bite te' hard? I worried a little but he seemed fine as he chuckled. Then we approached the doors but kept ourselves out of sight so nobody could see us from the inside.
"Ye' need te' get ye' arses here like now!" "Now who's being a slave driver?" I chuckled again with Damian, Emmett clearly didn't think it was as funny as we did.
"Shut up! Now get here or I swear te' god-"
"Okay we'll be here as soon as we can." I hung up before I could hear what he was thinking of. We waited a second then opened the doors te' the bar. Emmett's eyes flew up te' us with Cameron's and George's while Damian and I laughed loudly. "We're here." The laughter rang for a second then George the slave driver got me and me' perfect boyfriend straight te' work.