So here's chapter 2 sorry its taken awhile to upload. ^_^ I hope you all enjoy and please please please can someone review it because I might just stop writing the story anyway enjoy

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Chapter 2

It's been a week since I found my parents dead at home. In that time me and my brother haven't been to school but have been spending a lot of time with Heechul and his boyfriend Hangeng just so that we can settle into our new life. The couple are really nice they are always singing it's funny.

I heard a knock on the door of my very dull plain white bedroom and Hangeng walks in.

"hey Jaejoong I was woundering if you wanted to come shopping with me" I look at him puzzled.

"why?" I ask

"because I think we need to get you some new clothes" he smiles at me, I get up and walk towards him and mutter

"yeah fine" and we walk to the car. We where walking past the kitchen when I hear a chirpy shout

"joongie-hyung where you going" changmin shouts with a stick of crab in his mouth.

"shopping with hangeng-hyung"i tell him

"ok " he shouts back. And me and hangeng went to the mall.

When we got back hangeng helped me put all my new clothes away then said he was going to help heechul cook dinner and leaves me alone in my room. I sit there thinking but the only thing that comes to my mind is the images of my parents dead in what was once my home but now my nightmare. Tears start to flow down my face again and I want to stop the pain but don't know how.

Monday morning and my first day back at school I don't want to go back but I know I have to so I get ready and walk to school, Hangeng had asked if we wanted a lift but me and Changmin both refuse. As normal Changmin ran off towards his friends as soon as we got through the school gates and I went into the building. I put my things into my locker when all of a sudden I was hugged from the back when the person let go I turn around to see my friend yoochun just looking at me.

"OMFG Jaejoong your back are you ok it was all over the news as to what happened"

"yeah im fine im living with Heechul and Hangeng now and Changmin is happy again not as happy as before but he loves hanging around with Heechul" I smile

"ok if you say so anyway lets go to class" and with that we walk to class. I sit in my seat and can feel people stareing at me and talking about me I just look at my desk. -why me why did this happen to me- is all I could think during class till lunch.

"hey Jae you sure your ok your kinda spacing out" yoochun askes with the look of worry pained on his face I nod and say

" yeah ive just been thinking a lot thats all" I say looking up at him just and I say that a boy called Kyuhyun whos in my class walks past with his friends saying

"im telling you Jaejoong is living with two gay men my dad works with one of them he told me so I bet you that Jaejoong will more then likly turn out gay as well" he laughs and that just adds to the list of things on my mind.

I then relise that the only way to stop the pain is to stop my life so I get up and say to yoochun that i'll be back that i'm just going to the toilet. I walk down the crowded corridor I feel all the stares and hear the wispers I decide that the bathroom would be to crowded so I go to a desurted science base the teachers are all having there dinner so theres no one to stop me. I pick up one of the scaples that was layed on the teachers desk at the front and walk to the back of the room. I sit on a chair thats facing the window wit my back to the door. I slowly lower the blade to my wrist and take a deep breath pressing the blade into my skin I wince at the pain but it dosn't hurt to bad I pull the blade away and watch the blood run down my hand. The blood that runs out my body make me fell like all my worries and pain is running out too it's calming. I place the blade against my skin for a second time and slowly cut the flesh just as I lift the blade to watch the blood flow I hear a noise and turn around to see my class mate Lee Sungmin.

"omg what are you doing Jaejoong-shii" I stay silent while Sungmin runs around looking for paper towles and I drop the forgotten scaple. When he finds them he quickly wraps them round my wrist and pulls me out of the chair and down the hall to the office. At the office they call an ambulance and called Heechul and I was rushed to hospital.

When I arived at the hospital Heechul was already there waiting for me.

"Jaejoong are you alright?" he asks and I stay silent he looks at my wrist as the doctor bandges it up "why?" he askes and I look away "Jaejoong please tell me why" he asks again I look at him and can see the hurt in his eyes he really dose care for me and Changmin.

"i...i... I just want the pain to stop I want the images out my head" I tell him and let out a small cry and the tears flow. Heechul just wraps his arms around me.

"im sorry Jaejoong I didnt realise you where still in so much pain" he whispers to me "come on lets get you home" he says as he lets me out of his enbrace.

We arive home in a matter of minutes the car ride was a silent one but that was fine.

"where is hangeng-hyung?" I ask when Heechul leads me to the kitchen.

"huh oh Hannie is at work today." he smiles " so what you wanting to eat."

"emm rice please" I say and try to smile.

A few hours later Changmins comes home from school. I'm sat in the living room watching the t.v mindlessly.

"Heechul-hyung" changmin shouts

"yeah"

"Jaejoong's friend is here is it ok for him to come in"

"yeah sure"

changmin and my friend walk to me I just stay glued to the t.v I realy dont want to talk.

Yoochun P.O.V

I followed Changmin into the living room where I found Jaejoong sat in front of the t.v but not really acknowledging anything. He looks so pale and fradgile.

"hey Jae its me" I try to speak to him but he still dosn't move so I walk closer to him and place my hand on hs shoulder he turns his head slowly and looks at me.

"hi chunnie" he says weekly

"hi" I say back

"im so sorry" he wimpers

"its ok" I say "do you just wanna be alone" he nodds so I go to leave I hear him wimper again "im sorry".

I leave the living room and changmin runs past me. I continue to walk out not really looking anywhere sice im worried about Jaejoong when I suddenly bump into something and fall forward I see what I bumped into nd fell ontop of. It's this ultra cute boy who squeaked like a dolphine I quickly get up and apologise helping him up as well. I walk past changmin and say

"give your cute friend my number plaese it's in Jaejoong's phone" I smile and slightly blush as I leave. A few hours later I get a message ."hi there im kim junsu the guy you knocked over today"

"oh I'm sorry bout that i'm park yoochun by the way" I write back.

"yeah its fine its nice to meet you"

"nice to meet you too"

"can I ask why Changmin gave me your number?"

"because I asked him too"

"why?"

"because I think your cute and I want to know you better :)"

"oh thank you :$"