Just another little one of these cos I told you I was feeling inspired! :D
"Just fear me, love me, do as I say and I will be your slave." And even as you are saying it, you know you shouldn't be because you know she's not going to see what you are offering. Even as you say it, you know it's going to break you when she rejects you. Even as you say it, you wish you weren't.
And then she says those dreaded words and you're breaking. You're falling and everything is crumbling and even as you are falling, even as everything you love is being destroyed, even as all you worked your life for is being razed to the ground, even then, you still can't help but love her.
You have no power over her but she has so much over you. And you think that's enough for you to hate her. But you can't because it's not her fault; it's yours for falling for her. And that makes you want to hate her more. But you can't because it's your fault for answering her call. And that allows you to hate her because she was the one who called, all you did was answer and now all you have is nothing but memories of what used to be and that smashes your already broken heart.
R&R :D And I'll probably do more of these cos they're fun and so very angsty! :D