Medication:
Chapter Two: For God's Sake!
I'm watching these two big, buff jock-heads escort him to a car. They're taller than him, so they look over his head and crack jokes.
Fucking assholes.
I hate people.
He has blonde hair now, and I think I see some blue eyes in there somewhere. It makes me want to vomit. Vomit my organs up, over and over again. I can't believe he's letting these sick fuckers do these things to him. They must have him doped up.
He's wearing a white collared, button down shirt, and a pale blue wool vest pulled over it, and tan slacks, and dress shoes. I can't believe his hair is blonde.
I wonder if he's ever noticed me over here?
I home here to watch him get on this car in the morning. I didn't believe it was him when I first saw it. I wanted to cry. I wanted to break down, cry and vomit up all my internal organs.
I couldn't eat for a week.
I mean, I know he's insane, and I know he's killed hundreds of people...But a part of me just KNOWS this is wrong. I just know someone's making the biggest mistake of their life, giving him all these meds I just know they're giving him. I want to vomit.
In fact I did the first time. I ran home, in tears, and vomited.
There's something hideously wrong about this.
The first truly free thinker of this century, and they're sending him into LaLa-Land with all this shit. I think today, when he gets home, I might just make a visit upstairs to his apartment. I'll follow him.
Something's got to be done about this.
This is one big, horrendous mistake. I know him. I know him well. He almost killed me. If he misses ONE dose of the meds they're giving him, my god. What he would do when he found out. He would cut his own scalp off. Blind himself. Die of blood loss due to his claw-like hands ripping his own clothes off. He'd streak back to his filthy house next to Squee.
It's been so long. Squee's 16 now. Squee needs to see this. The man that protected him so many times.
I need him back.
I want him back.
I know for a fact I'll make him himself again, I have to. He'll be Johnny the homicidal maniac again if I have to beat it into him.
Which doesn't sound like such a bad idea right about now...