'Crap' I thought as I jumped out of bed and looked at the clock, '8:40' it read, but then I remembered I didn't start work till tomorrow. I went into Juliet and Jacob's room and saw one empty bed and Jacob curled up into a ball, the blanket tossed around the bed. He slept like his father. Juliet wasn't in bed but that was nothing new she was normally the first one up. I went into the playroom which was beside their bedroom, and saw her playing a game with her barbies ,her back faced towards me. I stood there and watched her child-like innocence with blonde hair in ringlets cascading beautifully down her light pink love heart pyjamas.

"Good morning baby" I said as I walked over and kissed her on the check "Mommy, you awake!" "Yes I am baby, now how about we go wake up your brother and then mommy will make pancakes," "Yeah!" Yeah! Up mommy up," She demanded reaching up towards me. "Okay baby" I said as I picked her up and placed her on my hips. I went into their bedroom, pulled the blankets off Jacob, opened the curtains and window. "Nooo! Mommy I tired," "I know baby but don't you want pancakes?" Juliet jumped on top of his bed "Ou' bed, sweepy head" This moment remembered me of when Cristina did this to Meredith, I also remembered how Meredith had looked when I left. I put the twins into the playroom and started making their pancakes, I had made my mind up I was going to call over to Meredith today. I missed her too much, Meredith and I were close, almost as close as I am with George, was, was with George, God I missed him so much. "Kids pancakes, No running please," Of course they didn't listen, they both bolted in to get the syrup first. I started mentally making a list: Get the kids and myself ready. Call over to Meredith, Find out about Alex

After we finished our breakfast I said "Come on kiddies, we need to get ready," I got Juliet dressed in a purple dress, black leggings and purple shoes. Then I moved onto Jacob, I got him dressed in a pair of jeans, a blue t-shirt and a pair of runners(trainers, sneakers, whatever floats your boat).Then I wrapped them up in their coats and gave them one of my medical journals to look through, they loved them. I thought it was the colours but Addison had other ideas "Destined to be doctors Izzie but then again I suppose its in the family, what with their parents and all of their parents friends being doctors," I put on my red blouse, jeans, heels and my beige trench coat. I strapped the twins in and we set off. I looked at the time on the dash it read '10:00' I knew the way to Merediths like the back of my hand. So it wasn't really a surprise when I pulled up there without realising it. I pulled in outside the house, lifted the twins out of the car. I rang the bell and I heard chaos, the kind of chaos there was every morning when we were interns. Suddenly Meredith opened the door, she seemed to have aged 5 years since the last time I saw her, and there was a baby on her hip "Meredith" I breathed. "Izzie, Oh my God, Izzie, Come in. Please, come in" Juliet and Jacob hid behind me, Meredith led us into the kitchen "Can I get you anything Iz? Coffee?" "No thanks Meredith, just come sit down we need to have a chat," Jacob and Juliet were both hiding behind me still, "Jacob, Juliet say Hello to Meredith" "Hello to Meredith," They both said simultaneously "Hi guys," Meredith said holding back a laugh "Meredith whos this little one?" I said tickling the baby, making her laugh, "This is Mya, she turned one a couple of months ago" She said with a smile, obviously remembering a happy memory "Hi Mya, I'm your aunty Izzie, I'm sorry I wasn't here till now but don't worry, I'll spoil you rotten to make up for it" I said tickling her cheeks once again, making her laugh. I noticed Meredith stiffen "So Izzie why are you back?" "Our hospitals are swapping residents for a year," "Why don't the kids go and watch television?" "Yeah kids how about it," They both nodded shyly as Meredith led them into the sitting room and turned on the telly for them and baby Mya, "Izzie, how could you?" Meredith spat coldly at me, "How could I what?" "Come back her after almost three years, and with another mans kids no less, do you know what that's going to do to Alex? After you left he turned back into intern Alex, But then he joined peds and he slowly came back to who he was but like Iz-" "MER! Stop, they're his kids, Meredith, The day he told me to leave we slept together, I tried telling him so so many times, but every time I did he'd just hang up the phone on me," "Oh," She just sat there looking all sad and stuff "Meredith" I whispered "How is he?" "I knew this was coming, He's fine, still living here, he's majoring in peds," "Is he -"I couldn't even finish the sentence, it killed me to think of him with anyone else "No but he is going out with an OBGYN, her names Lucy, they've been going out for about a month" She whispered looking down, "I'm sorry Meredith I have to go," "That's fine Izzie just call again soon or something," She said giving me a one armed hug, squashing baby Mya between us. I strapped the kids in and drove away just in time to see Alex pull up with a blonde in the car, he started laughing at something she said, and I felt my heart skip a beat. I don't have a clue what he's going to say when he sees me and Juliet and Jacob. I felt a tear slide down my cheeks but I wiped it away before Juliet or Jacob could notice. I shook my head and drove away.

Sorry I didn't really update it much, there just wasn't a lot I could do. L Review and I'll send you your very own imaginary Alex. :D

Alanah :* mwah x