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Bella's Point of View

The same stewardess from my flight leaving Forks was on this plane also. Great! Ugh.

"Hi how are you?" She asked eying me.

"Better than the last time you saw me." I responded with a shrug.

"I knew it was you!" She exclaimed as if she was on 'Jeopardy' or something. 'I know who gets on planes for two-hundred please Alex'.

"Let me know if you need anything, okay?"

"Yeah I will," I paused. "Hey how about one of those little bottles of liquor?" I whispered she looked at me confused. "I'm from Canada, we can drink at this age." I said. I was still 17 but hey I could ask right? She still looked confused.

"Please I promise I won't tell, just one? I'm so stressed, please." I asked again. She looked around and back at me and then walked away. At least I tried. I put my arm on the hand rest and got comfortable for a long ass flight. An hour into the flight the stewardess came back with a glass of water with ice in it and a bottle of orange juice. She brought her index finger to her lips and smiled and whispered.

"I was that age once to."

"Thanks I won't say a word." I said pouring the juice into the cup. The burn went down my throat and I sighed. I really hope this is going to fair out well. My drink lasted me a while, but the slight buzz I was getting, was wearing off to soon. The stewardess brought me another one. Wow talk about good service I wasn't even in first class! But then again she did remember me and my crying self when I first got on this plane to leave. I waited to drink this one but then downed it when I had less than hour to go to get to forks. My palms were getting sweaty and my forehead felt clammy, like my hair was sticking to it and my neck. I was biting my lip and it began to feel raw. The 'Please fasten your seat belts' sign came on and the stewardess came by and picked everything up. When we finally landed she came back and wished me good luck.

"Thanks I kinda need it." I said stumbling off the plane and on to the stairs. How I got down with out falling was amazing to me and I had a big smile on my face, why was I so sad earlier? I don't even remember anymore. I have to say I was very surprised when I was able to walked off of the plane and not fall. I saw my dad and he was smiling also. I gave him a hug but didn't speak directly to him because of my breath. Come on he was a cop.

"Glad to have you back kiddo." He said stuffing my bag into the trunk if his cruiser.

"Thanks dad, so who's home?" I asked, might as well get it out of the way.

"No one, the boys went on another camping trip, wont be back 'till Sunday night. The Cullen's invited them about a week ago. I kept my promise no one knows you're back home."

"Thanks dad." I said fiddling with my fingers. The car got silent as we drove down to forks from Port Angeles. My palms began to sweat again and I hoped to God that everything would be okay.

"You know everyone sure has missed you Bells."

"I missed you guys to." I went up to my room everything was the same except my pictures were gone, all of them not one was up. What the hell? I went downstairs

"Dad where are all my pictures?" He looked a bit nervous.

"Well...the Cullen kid and Jake kinda took'em so did your brothers and Rose and Alice. They really do miss you Bella. Everyone is still all mopey. You're brothers only talk about stuff that involved you and know they're going to pack up and leave for college. They've found dorms and everything. Emmet and Rose leave in two weeks and Jasper a day after them. So they took some pictures."

"Alright dad I had a long flight I'm going to my room."

"Hey Umm... Bells well Jake is still here so you will see him. He doesn't know but...just a heads up."

"Okay dad." I said and ran up to my room and locked the door. Jake knowing I was here was okay Jake was the one person who was used to me going away and coming. I started to feel bad immediately though, my brothers leaving was something I hadn't thought of and I was beginning to feel childish and dumb for leaving. This summer was supposed to be the best summer of our lives before they left and now I would be going back to school on Monday and they would be gone in two weeks. I put my clothes away and just thought about how little clothes I had. I needed to go shopping tomorrow. After I did that I laid in my bed waiting for sleep to hit me. During that time I heard a familiar car I froze and the front door opened

"Charlie why is Bella's bedroom light on?" He said while already coming up the stairs.

"I must have left it on." My dad replied as Jake opened the door he looked at me like I was an alien. My dad looked at me apologetically. I shrugged my shoulders. Jake didn't wait for my dad to leave he just closed the door. And looked at it for a minute before turning around.

"This is really you?"

"No it's Angelina Jolie." I said putting my hands over my eyes. My bed jostled and then I was his arms.

"I missed you so much, we all did. Why didn't you answer any body's calls? Or e-mails and texts I wrote you a couple of times but I figured you were with your mom in whatever place she was in. Everyone is miserable. They'll be happy to see you, I'm so happy to see you finally." He said holding me tightly.

"Can you breathe?" He asked I shook my head. He put me down but didn't let go of my waist.

"When did you decide to come back?"

"I didn't decide, my mom and dad said I couldn't stay in Phoenix forever and the deal was I could stay alone until the end of summer." I said with a shrug.

"So what are you going to do until school starts?" He asked.

"I have to go school shopping and grocery shopping it's like nobody lives here."

"Oh we've missed your cooking, and about school stuff I'll go with you if you want."

"No it's okay Jake, I'm no fun to be around right now."

"Bella, I don't care what happened this summer okay? We can get passed this I love being around you no matter what. Hell I even love you when you don't want to be with me." He said pulling me in for another tight embrace.

"I know Jake but still, I mean I was a bitch."

"No, bitches have paws and tails you don't have that as I can see, your just Bella." He was feeling all over my body.

"Hey, hey okay I get it, no need to feel me up." I said holding his hands.

"So then come on lets go to the store now I'm starving." He said holding his stomach with one hand.

"Okay, okay just let me get my jacket I am hungry now that I think about it."

"Good you should be. Were you starving your self out there?" He said hugging me tighter again.

"No I have a pool in Phoenix so I got to do a lot of swimming."

"Bull shit Bells, if that as the case then you'd have a swimmers body and you still have boobs. So that's not going to fly by me." He saw the look on my face and softened. "But you're back now so it's all okay."

"Shut up let's go." I said pushing him away to get my jacket.

"Dad you want anything specific from the store?"

"No hun, what ever you get is fine." He said looking at me like some zombie that rose from the dead. God had I given him that impression?

"Alright I'll be back later." When we got out of the house Jake looked me in the eyes.

"Okay so now that we're not in Charlie's presence, were you drinking?"

I was wide eyed. How in the hell did he know? I cursed under my breath.

"That's a yes," He said shaking his head. "How did you get alcohol?"

"On the plane."

"What? Never mind at least your coordination is better when your drunk."

"HEY! I resent that!"

"Whatever come on."

we were walking through the isles putting things in the cart. Normal things like this reminded me so much of him. I hated going to the grocery store in Phoenix but being back here made it worse. I felt like I was shaking.

"Bella? Bella."

"Huh? What?"

"Bella are you okay, you were zoned out." I just looked at him. I think he understood why I spaced out

"He didn't go you know." He said. Well it's time to play dumb now.

"Who?"

"Don't act stupid Bella. Edward, he didn't go to where ever everyone else went."

"Cool." I said trying to be indifferent. I was panicking trying to find the right isle to get to the cash registers.

"Slow down Bella your practically running, wait." Jacob said reaching for my arm. My cool facade was all gone and panic was clear on my face.

"He doesn't go out much Bells just to work, you won't see him here." He felt sorry for me.

"I don't care I need to get home."

"Yeah okay come on." He said taking the cart from me and going down to a cash register. My nerves were everywhere. Why didn't he go with them! He shouldn't be here. Now we're going to go to school in two days. Ugh! We got home with out incident and I made dinner. My stomach welcomed the food and my dad had a big grin one that reminded me of Emmet's. Jake would look at me nervously and then smile when I caught him. The night ended after cleaning and I went to bed tossing and turning I locked my door so Jake wouldn't come inside. I really hope I don't run into him, maybe I could see if Forks has a charter program I could enroll in. Fuck my life.

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