Authors Note: Don't own anything of Twilight.

Yeah, a lot of my stories involved a secret love affair with Carlisle….ha. I just love the two together. But it's all pure fiction, so nobody gets hurt in real life ;)

CPOV

I knew I should have stopped her, as soon as her lips touched mine. But she tasted so good and I had been so wrapped up in her protest about our morality. She just fascinates me. Her instincts should have told her to stay far from us, we were dangerous. But never once did she show any signs of fear from us not even after Jasper tried to attack her. Instead she blamed everything on herself…when really we should have thought out all the risk, for Jasper's sake and hers.

Now, I've lost my family, the one I have been creating for almost a century and for what? Because I a 300 year old vampire could not resist a 17 year old human girl and to make matters worse, it was a girl that my son was sure was his mate…

I kept my head down while in the police car. I couldn't look at Bella….what I did to her is unexplainable…..I shouldn't had taken her virginity…..she is a human girl, hormonal….of course she wasn't going to think logically and stop this madness…it was me who should have stopped it. I am the one who has been practicing self control for centuries. When we arrived at the police station, I let Charlie roughly pull me out of the car and as I go up the stairs, news crew was taking photos, filming, and asking a series question, "Is it true, Chief Swan that it was your daughter who was violated by this man?" "Dr. Cullen, did you actually do it?"

I kept my head down and said not a word.

Charlie roughly got me through the door and yell, "Someone please book this fucker in before I kill him…"

A scrawny policeman eagerly stands up and says, "I will Chief!" Apparently he doesn't get to do a lot of book ins and Charlie says, "He is all yours."

I couldn't help hearing the women…they were in a group and I heard one, "You are right this was worth not going home…." Another said, "Look at those pants fit his body perfectly and ooh they are unbutton…..oh and those abs." And another said, "I've always wonder what were under those perfect ironed clothes…." Another purrs, "He looks as if he just walk off a romance novel cover…"

I recognized most of them; small town and most have been patients of mine. I get a lot of female patients…or did get. Pretty sure, I am out of a job now.

Charlie looks over to the first woman and spoke, "Lisa, why are you still here?"

Lisa bites her lips, looking at her fellow ladies…."Just had to finish up some paper work, sir."

Charlie orders, "Well wrap it up and go home. This is not entertainment…"

She just responds, "Yes, sir."

When Charlie leaves another woman whispers, "He is right. We should be making a mockery out of this…..Dr. Cullen, screwed the Chief's 17 year old daughter….the father of her boyfriend….."

But Lisa shakes her head, "And I was going to watch Gossip Girl on Netflix, tonight….but this is way better."

One whispers, "You think we could watch the strip search?"

Lisa says, "Oh my gosh. Did you see the pictures….of his bare ass…the one his son sent to the chief?"

They gather around her computer and one purrs, "I don't think I have ever been jealous of a 16 year old, until now."

Oh sighs, "Look at that ass….and those back muscles…"

Lisa giggles, "Best day of my life."

I hear her making clicking noises, assuming clicking out of the picture. I groan internally.

By now I was done with all the procedures, of being "booked" or at least I assumed…apparently there is going to a strip search….now I am sitting in an empty room in a metal chair in front of a wooden table with another metal chair facing me. I just stared at the wall.

I could still hear their voices. A lot of times I believe this vampire hearing is more a curse if anything.

I could hear one say, "Did you see how fitted those pants were….no way he is wearing underwear"

I heard clicks on the computer and she said, "You see….look how low they are on his hips."

One giggles, "He just got caught in the act….he probably didn't have time to grab his underwear!"

One smirks, "Or, he wears a thong."

Everybody laughs.

I grimace at their conversation and hope it ends soon. Does anyone work around here?

An older man kind of heavyset with gray hair walks in, "Hello, Dr. Cullen. I am Detective Dan."

I say, "I would shake your hand but my hands seem to be all tied up."

He says humorlessly "Oh, what a shame."

The scrawny police officer walks in and says, "Sir, you want me to take it from here."

"No thank you, Sean. But you could take the cuffs off this man and get him a shirt."

Sean looked disappointed but grabs some keys out of his pocket and unlocked my cuffs; I bring my hands in front of me and rub my wrist as if they were sore. They weren't….but I had to keep up the human façade.

Sean leaves the room and detective Dan, leans back in his chair. "You know Dr. Cullen. While I am very sorry for this having to be Charlie's daughter in the middle of this scandal….it kind of makes my day to have you sitting in this chair. Never in a million years would I have thought, you the respectful doctor, perfect husband and father of this town….sitting in this chair with no shirt or shoes on….looking like a thug, we arrested from the Shop and Go burglary."

I shake my head annoyed. He continues and I think he is pleased he is getting a reaction out of me, "My wife constantly ragging, why I can't be like Dr. Cullen, take off for family trips, join her at couple nights at the book club…" He laughs humorlessly "and all along you were sleeping with 17 year old girls…..and like within seconds you went from the most respected man in Forks to the most disrespected man in Forks."

"Just ask the damn questions." I spat at him.

Sean had came back and handed me the tee-shirt, pull it on. It was just a plain white tee shirt. Sean replies, "It goes with the jail uniform you'll be wearing."

Detective Dan laughs and Sean seemed pleased that he enjoyed his little joked.

He says opening his note book and says, "Oh, yes we will start with interrogation. Anyway I only have a half hour till I'm off of work and boy do I have a lot to tell her."

I say not amused "Your wife must be a lucky woman."

He glance up and replies, "Luckier than your wife, obviously."

I had to use every bit of self control I had to not turn this table over and beat the living day lights out of this man. Rip his carotid artery out of his fucking neck. I've not lost my temper in very long time…but I'm due to losing it…soon.

He asked me a series of questions and I answered them all honesty.

"Have you had an affair with any other under age child?"

Bella was far from a child. It boggles my mind how a 17 year old these days are consider as children. Granted, these days the average 17 year old does act like children…..but biologically they are adults.

I reply, "No."

He raises an eyebrow, "So no affairs….just Bella."

I look away annoyed, "I never said I didn't have any other affairs just no other underage affairs."

He snickers as he writes in the note book, "This day just gets better…"

I take an exaggerated breath and he continues, "How many sexual relations have you had with Bella Swan?"

I simply reply, "1"

He looks up, "Do you expect me to believe that?"

I reply, "Why would I lie."

He replies, "To hope to not get the full punishment for this crime."

I sigh, "Well the blood on her thighs will indicate that we have only had one sexual encounter with each other."

He scrunches his eyebrows a little disgusted….a little confused and I guess I have to be more forward with this man "Well, let me say this in simple terms for you, sir… as…the kids say….I popped her cherry…"

Who am I? This wasn't the way I usually present myself to people. But, I have pretty much tarnished by image, so what's the point in trying?

He didn't respond and dialed, "Hi…yes I know Charlie."

I soon regretted my last comment. Bella was in enough trouble and lost probably all trust with her father…

"Look I know this will sound strange but if Bella hasn't changed yet….check to see if there is blood on the upper part of her legs…."

"huh?!" I could hear Charlie on the other end of the line.

Dan says, "I know that this is an odd question. I'm so sorry….but I need to proof that she was a virgin before…."

"Fucking Hell!" Then a screeching car.

"Charlie, are you still on the road? I thought you would be home by now."

I stop paying attention to the conversation and he finally put his phone down and wrote something down.

He says, "This information is going to hurt you worst than if you had sex with her multiple times… when it comes to the trial…..no jury wants to know a girl's virginity was taking by a middle age man…."

I shake my head, "I don't care. Lock me up. It'll be nice to see where my taxes have gone to…."

He ignored my comment says, "Now I need your side on what happened today"

I sigh and say in a rather condescending tone, "Well, Isabella and I had just got done with our passionate love making and I was straddling her, when my son walks in and soon after, my wife walks in"

He laughs and says, "I almost want to thank you for ending my wife's constant nagging on how perfect you are…..because I'm sure it'll stop now."

He sighs, "Anyway, as much as I rather not hear the details…I'll need them for this report….so start from the beginning."

I knew well enough, that I could have already asked for a lawyer and not having to legally give him the full details….but I wasn't in the mood for caring.

"Fine, Bella had tripped and fell into the table causing the glass candle holder to crash and somehow cut open her arm. It's crazy with me being a doctor, but my family gets nauseous at the sight of blood. So I suggest them to go the nearest store and get some cleaning supplies, because I now have blood to scrub out of my white carpet. I carry Bella to my desk and get out my medical supplies so I can start doctoring up her wound, to get her mind off of it….we made conversation, before I knew it her lips were on mine. I should have pulled back…. told her this was inappropriate but I let my desire get the best of me….."

I ask, "Do I really have to give you the details of what we did while having sex?"

He says, "No that will be enough."

He yells, "Sean!"

Sean practically slides into the room, "Yes, Detective Dan?"

"Please take him into custody."

He then grins at me, "But don't forget, Dr. Cullen needs his strip search before he is put in his cell."

Sean nods and I follow him to a room. I see there is a one way window. I can hear the girls snickering. Seriously, I could sue this town and own it. You would think us immortals would not worry about modesty….but I do…or did.

Sean says, "You need to remove your clothes, sir." I'm sure this wasn't constitutional but what did I care…every piece of dignity I had has been ripped away….

I remove the shirt he gave me and then my pants and I hear the women gasp. "Oh my gosh he is huge!"

Sean's eyes were big as golf balls. He continued the process; I had to bend over so he could look up crevices of my body.

Finally he says, okay you can get dress.

I sigh and cloth myself. I then follow him to a door and we go downstairs. Oh, the jail cells are in the basement…how appropriate. Great place for a vampire.

He opens a jail cell and slams the door behind me. Luckily I didn't have a cell mate. I look and see a toilet and sink…then a metal bed with a thin mattress.

I sigh and sit on the bed and lean back on the wall. I belong here and the fact it's Friday….I won't get a hearing not until at least Tuesday. I have never gone, longer than two days without feeding. I'll make it.

BPOV

We made it back to the house and Charlie says as he gets out of the car and slams the door. "I am calling your mother, now. You are going to be on a plane tomorrow….."

I hadn't even thought about my mother throughout all this….she'll be disappointed. But hey, like mother like daughter. I reply, "She's not going to take me. She is too busy with Phil….and I doubt they want a whore of a daughter touring around with them…..bad reputation for Phil and his team…."

He growls, "Well, Phil can deal with it because you are going back to them….because obviously I can't handle raising you!"

I turn and say, "So passing me back to my mom because I look bad for your image?"

Charlie takes deep breaths…trying to control his anger, "Don't even go there Bella. Don't even…..just go to your room. I can't even look at you….especially with that on…" he said referring to Carlisle's shirt that I still wore.

I sigh and head upstairs. I needed a shower.

I go in my room to grab some clean clothes and noticed what looked to be the box that my present was in…I walk to my bed…half expecting Edward to pop up and seek his revenge on me.

By the box were the gifts from the rest and a letter. My heartbeat started raising….I start to read it,

Dear Bella,

I want you to know that my love for you is endless. I believe though if I love you then I can't be selfish, I need to do what is best for you. What happened with Jasper was a reminder of how we are a constant danger to you. You may now, not feel this is best, but I believe you will with time. You'll eventually fall in love with a respectful human, get marry, have a family and live the life you deserve. Selfishly, I want you for myself, but then it will prevent you from ever having a human life. Alice, has seen bits of visions of you with a child, happy….in love….I can't quite make out the man….but I do know it's not me because I can't give you those things.

I know you deserve me to tell you this face to face but I know if I did you would change my mind. So, after I drop you off tonight, this will be the last time you see me, Bella. It is better for your safety and the safety of my family. I'll miss you with all my heart and know that you will move on as the years go by. Hopefully one day, I'll move on too.

Edward.

I sit on my bed and realized that he must have brought this stuff, before he caught Carlisle and I. He was planning already to leave me. Alice saw me with a baby and in love, but never saw what was going to happen between Carlisle and I?

I felt incredibly guilty to keep any of these things. I am sure he doesn't believe I deserve happiness, now. I put the letter in my desk drawer and then sat the gifts by my window. I say…in case someone was lurking out, "I understand if you want to take the gifts back…"

I grab some underwear and PJs and head to the shower.

I scrub my body….everything and everything hits me like brick. I slide down on the floor of the shower, sobbing. I ruined everything, I should have stopped it….but the sick thing is I didn't want to….I lost my virtue….something I was suppose to give to Edward….but it turns out, Edward never felt that we meant for each other…..he probably was going to eventually even if what happened with Jasper…never happened.

I finally pull myself together…finish showering and went to my room. The presents were still there and I realized, everyone was gone…they had no desire to even come by….I was just some stupid human that messed up their family.

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