-We'll Make It Through-

-- Someone told me long ago there's a calm before the storm, I know

N I C K

Tonight was going just as planned. The administration and I just did a run through to tonight's show. I don't want to brag,
but we sounded pretty good. I was overly excited to be back in Dallas. I could still remember the last time I did a show in Dallas with my brothers.

''JB!JB!JB!'' The crowed screamed our names. There were probably a million different signs in the arena,and the lights were blinding.

It was also super loud. Sort of like when your at school,your in first period and the fire alarm goes off. It's an on going loudness. Nothing compared to the noise in this room though. I was backstage with Miley. She was surprisingly nervous.

''What if they don't like me?'' She asked. And you could see the panic on her face. It was so cute,kinda made you just want to give her a hug.

''What if I forget the words?'' She added.

''What if-.'' I stopped her there.

''Miley,relax. You've done this a billon times.'' She hesitated,but had a comeback.

''Not at a Jonas Brothers concert. Not with your fans. Your fans HATE me.'' I shook my head unconvinced.

''You don't know that. If they like us,they're going to love you. And if worse comes to worse and they start throwing tomatoes at you, I'll be your shield.'' I chuckled at the thought.

''Promise?''

''Promise.''

Of course we had nothing to worry about. The crowd loved us. They loved Miley. They loved us.

''Miley Cyrus everybody!'' We took our bows,as I gave her a hug and a small kiss on the cheek.

--

''Nick!'' I shook my head,shaking away the faint memory that was still buzzing around in my head.

''What?'' I asked,still shaken up. Until I took in the figure,and presence of the person in front of me. It was Selena.

''Sel.'' I sighed as I walked towards her, and we embraced in a hug.

''I'm so glad you could make it tonight.'' I said,as we pulled a part.

''Me too. I missed you a lot Nick,and when you called; you couldn't have made me more happier.'' She smiled,genuinely.

I returned it,before my father came in.

''Hi Selena. Long time no see.'' My dad gave her a side hug,as he took in her presence.

''You look good,.'' Selena said polietly.

''Oh thank you,but please call me Papa J.'' My dad responded,and Selena looked at him like that was the most ridiculous thing in the world,
but nodded otherwise.

''Nick, I just wanted to say good luck tonight.''

''Thanks,Dad. Mind taking Selena to the guest seating?'' I asked my eyes gesturing to her for a second.

''No problem.'' He said,as he left first.

Selena came over and gave one last hug,wished me good luck,and left with my father.

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M I L E Y

I swear, if I hear my publicists bitching one more time about how Selena's at Nick's concert in Dallas tonight. I think I'm going to rip her hair I wanted to hear about how they were possibly going out again, I would've checked oceanUP or perezhilton. But does it look like I give a shit? Nope, I don't. I was perfectly fine with it. If Nick wanted to do this again,let him. I just feel bad for Selena.
Actually,scratch that. She's not innocent this time. Selena knows exactly what she's getting herself into. And Nick's just as bad.
I mean I understand that he's mad at me,but seriously? He's willing to do this again? Does he ever learn? To top off all of that,
Demi isn't so happy with Selena either. Selena's been hanging out with Taylor all the time,and same thing with Demi and me. And I could tell that they were sort of growing a part. Although,I really dislike Selena at the moment her and Demi were really good together. Kind of like me and Nick were.

But that's all changed now. Sure, I told him to move on. But I didn't mean like this,and here I was bitching to Brandi about everything.

''So, Nick and I are sort of fighting. Well not really since we don't talk. But,he's gonna be hanging out with Selena just to prove to me that he's moving on. I know him like a book,he's gonna keep doing this until I go crawling back to him but it is so not happening this time. And then, Demi's pissed at Selena for being a bitch to her about the Taylor thing. So they're pretty much ignoring each other. They literally haven't spoken to each other in months,and I don't know why but I feel bad for them. They're growing apart,and I sort of feel like it's my fault since maybe if I didn't become friends with Demi it wouldn't be like this. And then there's Taylor. Do you think she gives a crap about this? Nope, she's riding her white horse like shes a freaking princess in a fairytale. I don't even think she knows what's going on at all. She's such a blond sometimes.'' I stopped to take a breath,and I finally noticed that Brandi wasn't paying attention to me.

''Brandi!'' I yelled so she would come out of the world she was in.

''What? What?'' She jumped,and finally focused her attention on me.

''Did you hear any of that?'' I asked,frustrated.

''Oh yeah. It sounds like a pattern to me and this time, all hell is breaking loose.''

''Tell me about it Brand. I don't even know what to do anymore. I mean I can't fix everything. God bless this silent fight that's going on because it seems like all strings are gonna break.''

''Y'know Miles,you and Selena never were close. You think maybe she was pissed because you were taking Demi away from her.''

''I wasn't! I swear,I can't believe you would even think that.'' Brandi put her hands up in surrender.

''Woah,woah. Calm down, I'm not saying I think you did. But maybe Selena thinks you are.'' I thought about it for a second before coming to a conclusion.

''I really don't know Brandi.'' I knocked my head against the hard wood.

''Me either. But you and Nick have been through this before right? It'll all work out in the end.'' And with that she left leaving me in my room.

You and Nick have been through this before. God don't even remind me. That's really the thing that's eating me out inside. This pattern we going on is getting very old.

And I'm really getting tired of it. If we were really going to do this again, I'm going to do it right. I am so not going to put up with his crap anymore.
If he thinks prancing around with his trophy girlfriend is going to make me go down on my knees,and beg him to stay he's clearly mistaken.I am so not doing this any longer. If he wants to play this game again, fine.

But we're so playing it my way this time.

I feel a separation coming on
'Cause I know you want to be moving on
I wish it would snow tonight
You'd pull me in, avoid a fight
'Cause I feel a separation coming on

a/n: I thought this was okay. I never really like first chapters. But it was kinda a start off to all the drama that will be happening. And you'll get to see a little bit more into whats going on in Nick's head.

Also, I got a lot of reviews asking about what's going to happen with Courtney. Well I didn't plan to make that a cliffhanger,but I will clear that up later in the story.

Oh and next chapter will probably, be the Grammys. I'm going to set up events a little quicker so it doesn't really drown on.

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