Hey guys here is the next installment! This chapter is short and definitely not my best... promise I will do better next week! I have decided to do my updates on Monday and Fridays, but they probably wont be up until the evening. Please review so that I know what to do better and what you guys think! I love opinions :P

Chapter Two…

Nessie:

It's been two weeks since Alice and I moved into our own place. The whole thing would be much more exciting were it not for Leiken having issues sleeping in his new room. Which means we're up every two to three hours every night.

Emmett and Jake have come over multiple times being only five minutes away. Mostly for some small repairs. Of course Alice stops at nothing to embarrass me in front of Jacob.

"I think he really likes you. And I know you like him."

Alice is too busy modeling outfits to see me roll my eyes at her.

"First of all I'm way too busy with Leiken and school for dating, second he's the love 'em and leave 'em type."

It's Alice's turn to roll her eyes at me. She looks gorgeous in a pair of white high waist shorts and a bright yellow tank tucked in. She moves on to shoes while I sort through the five outfit options she's given me. Most of them are too short, tight, or revealing.

"What time do you have class today?" I ask.

I know I've asked her a million times and we've worked our schedules around so well that I only have to leave Leiken with Alice's aunt for two days a week. But I'm still anxious.

My best friend of twelve years pulls me into a tight hug. She understands and is trying to make the best of what we have. But no matter how much she loves Leiken she'll never understand the heartache I suffer leaving him. Knowing his father wants nothing to do with him and hoping it stays that way makes my situation worse.

"It's going to be fine Ren. I promise. I'll be back two hours before you have class. That's plenty of time. And he's going to need to nap so I can do work then."

Her confidant blue eyes calm me a bit. Taking a deep breath I turn back to the outfits laying on my bed. I chose the dark purple spaghetti strap top with a pair of blue jean shorts. It's the least fashionable outfit laid out.

After getting dressed I spend a few hours with Leiken. Alice is in class and has text me at least twenty times. I take back my earlier thoughts of her not missing Leiken as much as me. She asks about him constantly; playing the part of his fill-in-father perfectly.

One of my many reasons for loving Alice.

By the time Ali gets home Leiken has been fed lunch and I have all my books ready for my math and government classes.

"Okay. You know everything, have all the numbers, and have been around Leiken since he was born. I have absolutely nothing to worry about."

Apparently my anxiety is funny; I leave thirty minutes before class starts. I'm two minutes late thanks to parking and my horrible sense of direction. Stumbling my way through the small class I keep my head down. I look like a bright red tomato.

Jake:

My pulse rockets when I notice the small girl slipping her way to the only empty seat next to mine. I can feel the tight pull in my stomach leading my eyes right to her. She looks like an angel as she makes her way shyly to her seat; eyes downcast.

She hasn't noticed me yet.

"Hey kid."

I can't help but laugh as she jumps at my voice. Her ponytail almost slaps me in the face as she whips around to look at me. Her smile is big and I know I'm grinning just as wide.

"Jake!"

I love the way my name sounds coming from her. Off limits.

Class goes by quickly. I watch Nessie through most of it. She pays attention diligently and takes lots of notes. She also checks her phone constantly. The few times I catch a glimpse of the screen I see pictures of Leiken being sent from Alice. All of him sleeping.

An hour and a half later we have two pages of homework and some light reading. I walk with Nessie until we reach some picnic tables. I decide it's nice out and being the polite gentleman I am ask her to sit with me.

I figure she's my best friends little sister, we should be able to be friends as well. All I have to do is ignore the perverted voices in my head.

We talk for a bit about Leiken and how nervous she is to be away from him.

"How did you make it through your senior year?"

"My mom was a really big help. Leaving him with her is a lot easier because I know she'll protect him like I would. I know Alice would too obviously. I just feel selfish for taking him away from the family and home he's known his whole life."

I try to think of something appropriate to say. Nothing comes so instead I go with my gut.

"You have family here too, and friends. It'll be and adjustment but you're tough."

I feel stupid and then remind myself I don't care what others think and I definitely shouldn't care what Nessie thinks.

Her teary smile takes my breath away. Her small arms wrap themselves around me tight and I take the opportunity to breathe in her scent. I love this feeling. It's in this moment that I know. I can't ever be just friends with Renesmee Cullen. My heart pounds like a drum when she's near and I think about her all the time.

I can see myself falling for her, loving her, and being with her forever. And that scares the shit out of me. I need help.

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