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Sorrows And Griefs

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Rajat, the man in the khaki pants, came in the conference room where ACP sir was ready to give him the information about his new mission. He handed him the envelope containing all sorts of informations.

ACP Pradyuman: "Rajat you have to go to Amboli, to complete this mission."

Amboli, the mere presence of this place brings a ray of happiness and hope in his heart, the feeling which he had forget two and a half years back. Happiness; the feeling which was unknown to him since last two and a half years, when his life left him alone. Don't know why but may be just because it's a beautiful place. A place where one can indeed fall in live. May be he will fall in love again there.

Everyone was looking at him, who was lost in his thoughts. He didn't say anything, neither he asked anything about the mission nor he said anything.

Abhijeet: "Rajat..?"

No response.

Abhijeet shook him from his shoulder and then he come back in reality.

Rajat: "huh? Y..yes sIr?"

Abhijeet: "ACP sir tumhay kuch bata rahay thay but..."

Rajat: "eh.. Sorry sir actually.. Urmm.. I was lost.. Umm sorry.. Excuse me."

And he left.

Daya: "Pata nahi hamaray Hanstay kheltay bureau ko kis k nazar lag gae. Kisi ne bhi in dhae (2 1/2) saalon mein dil se muskuraya ho, or Rajat.. It's like that he has lost his life somewhere... Or purvi *sigh* God knows kaha hai.. Kese hai.. Kis haal mein hai.."

Abhijeet *keeping hand on Daya's shoulder*: "fikar nahi karo daya.. Jahan kahi bhi hogi theek hogi.. Or bus ek baar wo mil jae.. I Won't talk to her.. Bhai kaha tha humay.. Orr.. *teary tone* bhaiyon ko bina batae hi chal.. Chali gae.. *becoming angry* or hum.. Hum kuch nahi kar pae... yeh itni popularity or itnay awards kis Kaam k, jis CID team ne aaj tak koe case bhi incomplete nahi chora Woh dhai saalon mein ek aesa case Jo un ki khud ki zindagi se Jura hai solve nahi kar pae.. Huh!"

Tarika *keeping hand on Abhi's shoulder*: "Abhijeet.. Yeh waqt apnay aap ko blame karne ka nahi hai.. Warna agar aesa dekha jae tou we all are to be blamed, hum sab apnay aap ko family kehtay hi but jab sab se zada ussay hamari Zaroorat thi tou hum thay hi nahi waha. It's not the time to break, it's time to be strong..."

Dushyanyt *coming forward* : kab tak Tarika.. Kab tak.. It's been 2 and a half years.. Bohot time hota hai yeh.. 913 days.. Without your family member. 54780 minutes without your sister/ best friend. And most of all 3,286,800 seconds without the one whom you love.. Sirf ek ghalti ki saza itni lambi nahi hoti. I agree Rajat se ghalti hwi.. He was wrong at his place. But us waqt halat hi kuch aesay thay.. Or ab tou..."

Ishita: "Dushyant sir, dr. Tarika theek keh rahi hain. Though it's been a lot time.. But we all are finding her with our hearts and souls, and am damn sure we will end up finding her. Just have patience and be strong, as patience bears good fruits"

Dushyant: "humesha aesa nahi hota Ishita.. It's not a game, real life hai.. And real life isn't a story at all...

Ishita: "I agree, but still if they are destined to be together they will end up being together passing through every thick and thin. *naughtily* agar ab bhi yaken nahi hai tou... *smirking* lagi bet? You knew well ishita kabhi bet harti nahi. *raising her collars*"

Everyone smiled!

Kevin *whispered* : "I can't see Rajat like this, he is breaking day in and day out.. Kitni koshish k usne purvi ko dhoondnay k.. But it all end in smoke."

ACP Pradyuman: "fikar nahi karo.. Am sure sab kuch jald hi theek hojaega."

Everyone nodded and went back to work.

Unknown to them he heard everything and some tears rolled down his cheeks, and he whispered, "its all because of me.."

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Amboli, Maharashtra, India:

Dania entered her house and made her way towards Purvi's room. She knocked, but purvi didn't open. She tried 3-4 times and at last, open the door, which wasn't locked.

She looked here and there but couldn't locate Purvi. Then she saw her sitting on the floor with her head on her knees. She sighed, and kept her hand on her while sitting besides her. Purvi felt someone's presence and looked up, where she found Dania, looking at her.

Dania saw the diary in her hand, the only companion of Purvi, she didn't have anyone to share her pain with, her diary was the best companion, even Dania come to know about her past from her diary when she accidentally go through it.

Her diary knows her tears, which she hide from this world. All the emotions which she was burrying was known to this diary.

Dania *while wiping her tears* : "Enough purvi! Kab tak aesay rahogi.. Is andheray mein.. Yaha se bahar niklo... Tumhay bhi acha lagega.. And you'll forget everything yaar.."

Purvi: "shayad aesay to ab saari zindagi hi rahungi. You couldn't help it, you have to bear me, jab tak yeh sansaiN chal rahi hain.. Shayad tab tak.. Agar mein ne tumhay chora nahi tou."

Dania: "Purvi stop it Han.. Tumhay pata hai na I don't like all these things..."

Purvi *in an inaudible tone*: "sorry..!"

Dania: "purviiiii.."

Dania *in a serious tone* : purvi why don't you forget everything and move on..?"

Purvi: forget? Ahh.. Never.. You know what.. I don't want to forget anything at all.. and about moving on.. I am moving on.. See.. Am happy.. *she tried to mask a fake smile and in that few tears fell from her eyes*

Dania immediately hugged her..

And purvi silently cried and cried.

Outside CID Bureau, Mumbai, India:

All the conversations of the officers was heard by him. He was standing outside the door. He witnessed the pain of the brothers who lost their sister, a friend who lost her best friend, and the officers who lost a part of their family, because of his mistake.

He was busy in wiping the tears which were again and again falling down, in the meantime, dushyant was passing by the door and saw Rajat. He came near to him and.

Dushyant *concerning tone* : "R..Rajat.."

he tried to wipe the tears..

Dushyant : "atleast mujhse tou mat chupao yeh ansu.."

Rajat looked at him.

Dushyant: "it's been two and a half years Rajat, mein jab se tumhay aesay roz apnay aap ghutta hwa Dekh raha hon.. Kitni koshish karli tumne usay dhoondnay k but... Please Rajat.. Sambhalo apnay aap ko..."

Rajat *crying*:" ghutta? I died the day when I lost her.. When I broke her trust.."

Dushyant *concerning tone* : "R..Rajat.."

Rajat *in a teary tone* : k..kya.. T-tum sab..bb Mujahy maaf.. *crying*

Dushyant: "ye..yeh kya keh rahay ho Rajat.. Koe tum se naraz nahi hai.. Ek ghalti hogae tumse.. jo sab se hoti hai., we are humans, we are the idols of mistakes.. Or sab ko chance Miltay hai... And don't worry tumhay bh. Milega to prove that you still love her and will do till your last breathe..."

Rajat *in a lost tone*: "I lost her completely.. Woh kabhi mujhay maaf nahi karegi na.. What I had done with her.. us k baad..."

Dushyant: "aesa kuch nahi hai Rajat.. You can never lost her.. She loves you truly.. Or jitna hum usay jantay hai... Usne ab tak tumhay maaf bhi kardya hoga.. Because the ones who love us can never stay angry with us though whatever we do to them.."

Rajat: "tou.. Phir Woh.. Wapiss.."

Dushyant: "Rajat.. Woh.. Woh zaroor wapis aegi tumharay paas.. Just believe me.. believe in your love.. on her love for you, Jo kabhi kam nahi hosakta tumharay lye, at any cost. *keeping hand on his shoulder* parso se it's like you have to be A new person, Tumhari lye it's like new life.. Parso se tumhara mission start hai.. Kya pata you'll be able to find her.."

Rajat nodded, while wiping his tears..

Dushyant *teasingly*: "ab yeh ansu Bahana band karo warna Tumhari shaadi mein log purvi ko nahi tumhay dulhan samjhengay.."

He laughed on his own joke. And Rajat just smiled.

Dushyant *hitting his head*: "urrghh damn! I forgot! Mein tumhay yeh batanay aya tha k ACP sir ne kaha hai k tumhay waha apna mission waha k NGO se start karna hai.. The people there can help you a lot.."

Rajat hummed and nodded.

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Author's Note:

Honestly I didn't dare to proof read it.. I don't know what have I written.. Pata nahi kitna emotional hogaya hai k bus.. Oh God!

And yeah no need to write everytime please read and review because no one give a heed to it..

But still as a writer.. Waiting for your reviews.