January 1st
Uh... hi. It feels weird writing, I haven't written since I lived in Zhong and took notes. I hope my handwriting is neat. Actually, scratch that, I don't want
one of the boys to get their dirty hands on this and read all my secrets or something. Anyways, one time I was really upset and Abeke suggested
keeping a DIARY. Writing my feelings sounds kind of... weird and unusual. But she said it's fun so I wanted to see for myself.
Hmm, where do we start? I have a lot on my mind. Do I just scream at the book or something? I like screaming at things.
Esspecially Rollan, it's really fun to hide in the closet and then jump out at him. He looks like he's about to have a heart attack every time!
Speaking of Rollan... Abeke says its fun to talk about boys in 'Diaries.' She says she writes about Conor a lot and told me I should write about Rollan,
but I'm not quite sure what she was implying. Was she trying to tell me to write about him as in I like him?
EWW! Why would I like Rollan?! THAT'S GROSS... *sigh* okay, fine. This is a safe place, right? You won't tell anyone?
WAIT! IF YOU'RE READING THIS AND YOUR NAME IS NOT MEILIN, I ABSOLUTELY HATE ROLLAN, AND YOU SHOULD STOP READING THIS OR I'LL FIND YOU.
AND IF YOU'RE ROLLAN, VERY, VERY BAD THIGS WILL HAPPEN TO YOU. LET THIS BE A FAIR WARNING!
Okay, I actually have the tiny-winy, smally-wally, mini-wini crush on him.
Oh my (nothing to see here folks), I can't believe I just admitted that.
I'm serious when I say I'll find you and kill you if you tell ANYONE. It's really very minor, just, you know, he's nice. And funny. And pretty cute. And he's way cooler
than any of the guys in Zhong... plus you can't forget the fact that he's extremely caring and-
WHY am I doing this?! THIS WAS A HORRIBLE SUGGESTION FROM ABEKE! I'M WRITING DOWN HOW I THINK ABOUT ROLLAN, SERIOUSLY WHAT IF SOMEONE SEES
THIS? I'm going to have Jhi sit on this book 24/7 when I'm done writing. Or burn it. GOODBYE, DIARY, I'M NEVER DOING THIS AGAIN.
...Except she totally will :3
SO heehee you're just going to have to wait to see what happens next! Same thing as last time, I need three reviews before I continue. Sorry if that
sounds pushy :P