You're My Trouble - Part 2
Another month passed by, Beca didn't managed to keep her promise, she will get a few bruises here and there, always making Aubrey worried and mad. It was always fights with pass gang members that she knew, probably because they were bothering her or worse, when they call Aubrey a bitch or some sort.
Sometimes she goes out with her friends, the ones that are not as bad, just a little bratty, but she doesn't involve in any illegal things, only a drink or two with them. It's not that she doesn't want to quit the group immediately, but you know those people, they won't let her go that easily.
Aubrey was very proud of her, she's glad that her girlfriend is no longer part of the people that always wanders around the street and gets into trouble. She told Beca that she doesn't mind her still being friends with some of them, cause some of them did helped Beca a lot when she was young, as long as Beca is safe and she isn't doing anything illegal, Aubrey is fine with it.
Although she's not happy that Beca can't control her anger easily, and will somehow get into fights with them, but she is improving. And hopefully one day she'll be free from those people…
It was the day of their six month anniversary, Aubrey managed to reserve a table for two at the Italian diner, to have their dinner date. Beca was working at the radio station until four in the afternoon, so Aubrey was waiting at home, the whole time getting ready for the date. Beca was supposed to be home by four thirty and then after she's ready they will be able to make it to the diner at around six.
It's five now, and still no sign of Beca.
Aubrey tried calling her phone, but it wasn't in service, so either she forgot to charge her phone, or it's broken. She called Luke, the manager at the radio station, and is being told that Beca had already left at four.
Her heart was beating rapidly now, what the hell happened to her girlfriend?! Did she get into a fight again? Is she hurt? Is she dead? Aubrey know nothing.
A knock on the front door pulled Aubrey out of her horrible thoughts, hoping that it was her girlfriend. She rushed to the front door, not bothering the fact that she's wearing her heels. Opening the door in record time, she was right.
It is her girlfriend.
But not in the condition that she likes.
Beca's condition is worse than the first time or any other time she met her. Her forehead is bleeding, her left eye's corner has a cut, her cheeks are bruised, her knuckles is as usual bleeding, worse than ever, her right knee is pouring blood, causing her whole appearance to scare the shit out of Aubrey.
"Oh my god! What the hell happened?!" Aubrey exclaimed, reaching to cup Beca's cheek, looking into her eyes to see if there's any sign of concussion. Thankfully, she probably didn't hit her head.
"Sorry…" Beca mumbled, not moving.
"Car, now. I'm bringing you to the clinic."
After an hour or so, they were done and Beca looked like shit. Aubrey drove her back to their house. The whole car journey, Aubrey didn't lecture her, didn't scold her, she didn't even talk to her, which made Beca scared as fuck.
Beca didn't mean to miss their dinner date, nor did she meant to get into a fight.
** Flashback **
She was walking back home, all happy and excited for their date, because she got Aubrey a new necklace, it wasn't anything expensive, but it was something that she was sure Aubrey would like because it's a necklace with a small puppy paw shaped pendant on it. Aubrey saw it when they were shopping one day and since then Beca had been saving up money for it.
She got out early from her work place today after letting Luke know, and then went straight to the mall to get it. After buying the necklace, she was glad that the person helped her wrapped it up neat and nicely, and she starts her way walking back home, and that is when it all started.
"Hey guys look! It's Becky the traitor, the one that got a rich girlfriend and then threw us away!" A guy started yelling, getting attention from all the other boys that were in the alley as well.
It was the gang that Beca first joined, she left them right before she met Aubrey, just because she knew how bad they were, and how many shit things they've done. She left the gang and joined another one, one that is less violent, and doesn't target children and woman as their victims.
Beca rolled her eyes. "Shut up Frank, I was never friends with you guys anyway."
"Oh the feisty girl that we all knew has grew up into a bitch. Maybe her girlfriend is just as a bitch like her, probably good to fuck, cause why else would Becky like her." Frank said, knowing exactly how Beca hates it when they talk about Aubrey.
"Shut the fuck up Frank."
"Why? You gonn' hit us like how we taught you?" Another guy stood up.
"You bet your ass I will." Beca glared at him.
The guy smirked, "What's in the bag? Looks expensive, hand it over Becky."
"In your dreams." Beca spat, turning away from the group.
"Becky we won't go easy on you just because we know you." Before she knew it, she was surrounded by a whole bunch of guys.
"You want it, you go through me first." Beca said, putting the small package into her pocket, already ready to go through a tough fight.
"You bitch. Get her!"
And that is how it all started.
Beca was doing fine in the fight at first, but when the necklace package drop out from her pocket, she lost her stance. It's hard trying to protect the necklace and trying to get away from the gang at the same time, but after several kicks and punches, she manage to hold Frank down, with her legs stepping on his face, causing the others to stop their attack on her.
"Don't ever fuck with me again, and I swear, if any of you are one mile near my girlfriend, I will fucking kill you guys, like how I can easily kill you now Frank. You get me?" She asked, a little out of breath.
Frank nodded the best he could and then Beca walked away. She was pretty fucked up herself and she knew she will get into trouble when she gets home.
** End Of Flashback **
Aubrey opens the front door and let Beca in, after closing it, she went into her room to change into a more comfy outfit. Beca sat at the sofa, not knowing what to do. Until Aubrey came back into the living room and sat in front of Beca.
Aubrey runs her fingers through her hair and then broke the silence, "I can't do this anymore Beca."
Fuck.
"I can't be like, every time you're late, I get worried whether if you're in a fight again, or if you're injured, or if you're dead… I can't handle all these emotions…Every time you're late my heart gets stabbed for a hundred times, not knowing if this time you will actually come back with only a few bruises, or if I'm going to get a call about you being in the hospital…"Aubrey was already sobbing, she took a deep breath and finishes her sentence, "-ready for me to recognize your dead body…
"I just can't…" Aubrey says.
It was hard, really. She love Beca with everything she has, but she can't do this.
"Aubrey I…" Beca started to explain but it was stopped with Aubrey raising her right hand, "No Beca…I just…we're done…"
It was a straight stab into her heart. She never thought it'd actually hurt this much to break up with Aubrey…It's the first time she experience this…and it's not something she wants to experience ever again…maybe if she explains…
"Bree don't…I was-" Beca started, her tears silently pouring, but her speech was cut short again.
"If you want to continue living here I'm fine, I can clean up the guest room and you can…you know…but we're over…I'm sorry Beca…" Aubrey said, and then she stood up…She was crying, but she need to do this…
Beca saw the determination in Aubrey's eyes, this is what she wants…
There's nothing I can do to take her back…Okay…okay…I'm always only causing her to worry about me, she doesn't need this in her life…I'm just a trouble maker to her…I'm causing trouble in her life…
Using the sleeves of her jacket, she wiped her cheeks, and then stood up to face Aubrey, "Its okay…" she said softly, "Okay…I-I'll go pack now…" she says, more to herself…
"But I'll need some time…" she finishes, she'll need time to memorize every corner of the room, to remember everything she ever did with Aubrey.
Aubrey nodded. "Yeah sure, I'll just go get some dinner with Chloe…take all the time you need…"
"Thanks…"
The packing process was actually easy, she had only a few things, but the part where she know that this is the last time she will ever be in this room, hurts like hell.
She packed up her clothes and essentials, she doesn't have a place to go actually, but hey, she can always crash at the park bench like how she used to, or she can find Luke for the station couch, that's probably okay.
She didn't want to do this, but she took one of Aubrey's T shirt that Beca loves the most with her, just something to remember…She thought back to all the time they spent together, like their first date, the first time she watched a movie, the first time they make love, how she always wakes up to Aubrey's face and in her warm embrace…and many other things.
She grab a paper from Aubrey's desk and a pen, writing down one last letter for Aubrey.
At first she wanted to leave the letter and the necklace she bought for her on her desk, both next to each other, but then she doesn't want Aubrey to think she actually wants to get her back by that necklace, so she just left it in one of Aubrey's blazer pocket, she won't find it so easily.
With one last look in the room, she head out to the living room, switching off the lights and stuff, using her keys and opened the front door. After she locks the door, she left the keys in Aubrey's mailbox, no use to keep the key if you're not going to come back anyway right?
When Aubrey came back from 'dinner', she actually went for a long three hour walk at the neighborhood, she realized that the house is locked and the lights are out, she knew that Beca was already gone.
She took off her coat and went into her room. On the desk there lies Beca's last letter, wrapped up in a neat envelope that she got probably from Aubrey's drawer, with one sentence on the envelope.
Sorry for always causing you trouble. –Beca
A/N: Dont hate me? ;POkay there will be one last part, which I have no idea when that will be done. But I promise it will be a happy ending.
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