Hi guys,

sorry that this chapter is kinda short. but i have been studying for my test/exams.
hope you enjoy.

I turned around and walked to the black SUV waiting for me ignoring the looks I was getting from the others.

I could feel their stares on the back of my head.

Cold.

Yet burning.

Stares.

Cutting through my skull.

In to my thoughts.

Feelings.

Mind.

I'm not stupid.

Their think I'm crazy!

And I'm not deaf either!

I can hear them talking.

"What's with Reid?" Morgan said in perfect harmony with Garcia

No one said anything.

I know what their thinking.

But none of them want to say it.

I've lost it.

Everything.

Everything is gone.

And it's true.

I don't know how I'm going to live on.

She's gone.

It's so hard to believe.

"What! I don't know!" JJ yelled.

Of course.

Sweet, sweet JJ.

They think she knows.

They probable stared her down to get information.

If she did the whole UNIVERSE would know.

And she would be balling her eyes out.

I slumped back against the car.

Letting myself fall to the ground.

The dirt was becoming very interesting again.

"She passed away."

"I'm so sorry."

"Are you ok?"

"What happened?"

"We can help."

"It's ok."

"Don't worry."

"What's wrong with him?"

WHY WOULDN'T MY MIND SHUT UP?

Think happy.

Star-wars.

Star-trek.

Books.

Coffee.

Her.

I can't even say her name.

It just makes me sad.

Just remember the good memories.

Just the good memories.

The good ones.

please review.

As far as i know no one reads my little rants.
but i have too know
do you guys like my other storys?
i dont know if i should stop writting the others if no one is reading them.
let me know.
thanks