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Warning: a bit OOC in here and yes grammar errors.
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Chapter 2
(Un)wanted Feelings
A few hours later Grimmjow entered back to his room, cursing himself. His eyes stared at the sleeping Ichigo. I need to get him outta here!
The meeting was unexpected, yes. But what the meeting was about, was more surprising. For him. Aizen knew the sexta had brought back the young substitute shinigami and sure as hell knew what happened. He knows everything, goddamn son of a bitch. Though Grimmjow never cared about that. He never cared what Aizen was planning, as long as he can do what he wants. Stuffing both hands on his pocket, Grimmjow walked toward his sleeping prey and sat on the bed next to him.
Ichigo slept with scowl still adorning his face then started mumbling, "Uh... no more..."
That made the frowning espada curious. He decided to watch.
"No... not that...! No more strawberries you damn goat face!" suddenly Ichigo kicking around, accidentally kicked Grimmjow. "OOW! My groin... ugh... Grimmjow?" the orange head startled, didn't notice Grimmjow's pained face.
"Tch... dreaming about strawberries, huh?" groaned the Sexta, but managed to show his usual smirk. "It suits you, Strawberry."
"What dream? Oh whatever. What do you want?" he said while searching his hakama.
Grimmjow stared at Ichigo for a moment before looked away. "You'll be dead soon, Ichigo."
Silent.
"Then you should do it faster so I'm not dead without my virginity!" spatted the angry young shinigami.
"So you wanted to die that badly, huh?" shouted back the espada, angrier. Idiot! They are going to kill you! It was supposed to be me, ONLY ME who will hurt you a lot till you die.But... BUT!
Ignoring him, Ichigo found his hakama then clutched it tight. "Yeah, way better than to lost my VIRGINITY!" sighed. "Just do it now so I don't need to feel any suffer or humiliation anymore!"
Grimmjow widen his eyes listening to what Ichigo said. He frowned deeper and didn't say anything. Ichigo realized there was something wrong with him. Why am I worrying about my rapist? It felt so wrong but seeing Grimmjow didn't talk back him like usual and frowned too much, he found himself needed to ask. "Um... what's wrong with you?"
"…like I've said, you'll be dead soon, Ichigo. Aizen ordered me and the other espadas to kill you by tomorrow morning, noticing that you were somehow lost your power when I brought you here. It's our chance..." he said while cursing himself that he didn't want to do it. He wanted to get Ichigo out of there. For what? So then he will be safe? It's not like I care about him... Or, do I actually? S-stupid feelings!
Hearing what Grimmjow said, Ichigo scowled. He was angry and confused. "How can I lost my power when I don't realize it? Oh wait, I DID lost my zanpakutou because of someone. Why must wait tomorrow? I'm right here, completely harmless, they can kill me now." But Ichigo wasn't stupid, he knew Grimmjow clearly was hiding something.
The sexta just stayed silent, he even frowned deeper. And that was made Ichigo really nervous! Grimmjow didn't say anything, not even a single dirty word. Seriously Grimmjow what the fucking hell is your problem? Without warning he punched Grimmjow's face to snap him out.
It worked. Grimmjow widen his eyes then barked at Ichigo "WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT FOR?"
"I thought you're not Grimmjow so I decided to check it out." Said Ichigo while rubbing his hand that just punched Grimmjow. Tch it does hurt, damn hierro....
Grimmjow rubbed his hurted face with his backhand, then looked at the scowling berry. "Listen… Ichigo, I will take you back to Karakura, tonight." He clicked his tongue, Yeah then later on Aizen will surely kill me. It's better if this shitty Shinigami die! But I want him to stayalive,so I can make another mess of him! But what's the point if I'll die later anyway. "Oi... did you hear me?"
"...pfft! Bwahahaha! Why would you do that?" while laughing, Ichigo stands up and put on his hakama, his groin wasn't that hurt anymore. Then he turned back to face Grimmjow, crossing his arms. "You want me to believe you so I'll have this hope of freedom then you will back stab me, letting me die in full of hopes with smile on my face? hmm... not a bad way to die."
Grimmjow's eyes twitched hearing Ichigo's words only made him frowned more. But suddenly he smirked crazily, "Well... after you go back home, I won't appear in your life anymore. So that's too bad that your hope of me back stabing you will be just a dream, Shinigami! That's it! I'll bring you back to your house tonight." He said, while he knew he can't get away from Aizen if he do that. No, he will definitely do that. No one can stop him, not even Aizen.
Ichigo noticed Grimmjow's smirk came back. But still he was wondering why the sexta bothered to take him home instead of kill him. Didn't Aizen order him that? Well it's not like he wants to obey him, like he told me before. Now the shinigami frowned deeply. He walked toward Grimmjow, stopped right before him. Caramel orbs stared up straight to azure orbs, "Grimmjow... are you okay?"
"Tch! I'm goddamn fine, Shinigami! You should thank me that you will be saved later! But what do I get? Heh, like I need your thanks from the likes of you anyway." Chuckled Grimmjow while secretly surprised to see Ichigo was standing right before him. He even could smell him.
Ichigo's eyes never leave the sexta, "I will never thank you after what you've done to me at all. You're hiding something from me, or you won't be so... defensive."
"Why do you want to know anyway? I'm not hiding anything, damn it! And I've told you about everything about today's meeting, what more?" Grimmjow had no idea why the young shinigami was stubbornly wanted to know everything. Ichigo doesn't care anyway, why should he told him?
As for Ichigo being as stubborn as ever, he won't let Grimmjow just act like he wants like he just took his virginity. "If it so, why don't you just let them kill me? I'm noting but your *gulp* ... slave, so what's the point taking me home like you care about me?"
"It's because YOU are my slave that I won't let them kill you like that! I won't let anybody but myself touches you, damn it! So stop questioning me and just get the fuck ready for tonight, Ichigo!"
Ichigo had became really confused. A moment Grimmjow looked dead worry, then he smirked and chuckled like a perv, and just now suddenly he got angry! "You can have any slave you want in this whole big world, why bother keeping me alive? You can have a new slave." Ichigo turned back and took some steps away to fix his shihakushou, get ready to go back home. He doesn't want to talk at all, but I'm dying to know. Hell maybe I'll die in stupid curiousness.
"I won't! You will be my only slave." When Ichigo was getting ready, he headed to the room's door to make sure that nobody heard their shouting conversation. Good, he thought then stare at Ichigo in the middle of his room. He wished he could still fuck him again. Ichigo had such a nice body, cute face, and tight ass. Wait! Cute? Tch... I guess it will be impossible. "You better search your beloved zanpakutou when you got back later, Ichigo. And I hope that we can fight again.
"Heh... that makes me feel honored" Ichigo said mockingly. Ah yeah Zangetsu, hope no one find it lying without his master. He stayed silent for a while, looking down at the floor. "You know what, the moment you... raped me, I had already giving up everything. But now... I guess you really gave me another hope, that makes me sick" Ichigo chuckled dryly.
"Glad that you're happy with that, Ichigo. You better keep alive in that stupid town, those other espada along with Aizen will trying to kill you even though you've reached there! Get the hell stronger and beat them up, Ichigo! I know you can beat them up in no time, well if you're a little stronger than now that is." Grimmjow's voice still harsh but a bit shaky. He felt stupid sounded like cheering the young shinigami, or himself. Or maybe even both.
Ichigo's eyes went wide, and he practically jawdropped. This is SO not happening! "Who the hell are you? Aargh mou forget it I give up!"
The espada smirked in relieved. Good. "I'm the fucking sexta Espada Grimmjow Jaegerjaques, Shinigami! Who else?" he chuckled then looked anywhere but Ichigo. "Just forget about me when you get back, Ichigo." Why in the hell I have to tell this to him? I don't want him to forget me, damn it! "I had fun, fighting with you these all times, and of course fucking your tight ass as well!" Tch.. I can't keep my mouth shut now! What the hell is wrong with me? "I wish we have more time, Ichigo."
Silence filling the room felt like hours. Ichigo tried to understand what actually was Grimmjow talking about. "Grimmjow...? You sounded like you won't see me again. We still gonna fight each other like usual... right?" he approached Grimmjow only to see unreadable face of him.
Grimmjow himself was confused too. Rage filling him. He had no idea why he was so mad. He shouted at Ichigo " Tch! I said NO! We CAN'T meet each other again after you got back there!" W-what is this? It's... it's so hot inside me! I'm the fucking Hollow! I have no heart! But yet, what is this damned feeling? "JUST GET THE HELL BACK THERE AND FORGET ABOUT ME, ICHIGO!"
Ichigo flinched, surprised of Grimmjow's shout. Why is he so mad? He looked down, didn't dare to face Grimmjow. He was scary. He always scared the hell out of him, with his power that far stronger than himself. But this time it's... different. Then Ichigo realized killing him was an order, plus from a meeting that means it was a straight order from Aizen. If he disobey it, that means he won't gonna.... He sighed, calming down his heart. He hurts me, but won't let anyone touch me. He DOES care about me and he's trying to save me now. He clutched his shihakushou, gulped. Do I care about him?
Grimmjow cursed himself couldn't hold his mouth. He must've realized it just now! He looked away, avoiding Ichigo, "L-look, Ichigo! Like I've said, you have to forget about me! That means you don't have to worry about me, okay? Though there's no way that you're worried about me anyway."
Ichigo stared at the floor, his face covered by orange hair. "I DO worry about you..." I care about you. "...and he won't let you get away for taking me home." How can I care about him after all he did to me? "You are the first one who I found myself enjoying a fight with." He looked up at Grimmjow then said something unexpected for both of them, "Come with me..."
"Ichigo... you...? Tch! I don't need your pity!" Grimmjow glared angrily at Ichigo. "I can take care of myself! Besides, we're enemies! I'm hollow, you're shinigami!" His breath slowly calmed down, "I really do enjoy our fight, I really am. But... I can't. I have to do this, Ichigo."
"I know it's confusing. Because I think... feel it too. You don't have to... I mean let me help you too." The young shinigami said while looking away. He knew it was strange and... awkward. He even wasn't really sure about himself. His own feeling.
"Do you really mean it? I'm your enemy, Ichigo. I've hurt you a lot just now. And I even can hurt you more if you still asking me to come with you. Do you want that?" the sexta somehow smirked.
Ichigo bit his lip, no matter what Grimmjow always made him nervous. "You did hurt me, but you never kill me. I won't let anyone die again because of me. And next time I won't let you hurt me again!"
"HAHAHA! In your dream, Ichigo! You're my only sweet tiny strawberry. I can hurt you anytime I want!" he snorted. "Won't let anyone die because of you, huh? What a weird thinking, humans that is."
"Don't call me that!" he pouted but then his face turned serious. "I bet that HUMAN feelings just eating you up right now. And you didn't refuse that you're about to die because of me."
Grimmjow blinked, Ichigo got him. Tch! This ugly feeling! "I'm a fucking hollow! There's no way that I have a human heart!"
" I heard... that arrancars are hollows that got shinigami power, including emotions." Ichigo slowly reached up and touched Grimmjow's chest. "Those emotions keep growing and become feelings." He smiled, he could feel Grimmjow's heartbeat. "You just need to learn about it."
Grimmjow was too shocked. He stared at Ichigo's smiling face. The teen was so close to him, his eyes were not blinking at all. D-damn it! He looks so adorable! A-and... That strawberry lips... I must get it! His body shivered in excitement, "Ichigo... is that fucking true? Then.. What about this?" Suddenly he held Ichigo's chin and gave him a deep kiss.
Ichigo's voice was muffled by the soft lips. His eyes widen, surprised with the sudden attack on his lips. What the hell? He can't just kiss me, this wasn't what I mean!
The kiss lasted almost a whole minute. Ichigo wanted to get off of him, but somehow found himself enjoying the kiss. When finally they needed air, Grimmjow withdrew with a smirk. "Is that one of the human feeling too? Tell me, Ichigo. What is this?"
Did he just ask me straight like a brat? The teen blushed madly, "I... it's... it's..."
Grimmjow's smirk grew wider. He was so amused seeing Ichigo's strawberry blushed face. "So? Can't answer it? I thought that you humans is so familiar with this feeling."
Ichigo looked away, tried to calm himself. He was actually wondering if their feelings were the same. "I... it's 'love', a feeling that made you felt complete because of anything that's precious to you... you're willing to do anything to protect it and you felt a big hole in your heart when you lost it."
Grimmjow blinked. Silent for a moment. Willing to do anything to protect it and felt a big hole in heart when lost it, huh? It's somehow... the same as my current feeling since I don't want Ichigo to die in their hands. "Really? What a weird feeling, this 'love' is. So, do you love me, Ichigo?"
Blink. "Eh..? Eh...? I-I-I..." Is he always be so straight forward? "B-bastard! Why are you asking me that? You just kidnapped and raped me today... ugh..." The young shinigami blushed and looked away. But he didn't feel that angry to him. How can he still felt about him that way?
"HAHAHA! Damn! You're so cute Ichigo, when your face is as red as strawberry like that! No wonder your name is Strawberry!" Grimmjow chuckled, but then he realized it's getting late despite in Hueco Mundo was always night. His face became serious. "It's already night, Ichigo. I'll get you to your town now." He opened the garganta, "Now, hop in." There's no way I'm coming with you.
Ichigo watched the dark portal and then back to Grimmjow. "You're... coming right?" His eyes full
with hope, he really didn't want anyone to die because of him.
"No, I will be here. So make sure you will escape successfully, Ichigo." He then gave Ichigo a smile, maybe this will be his first and last smile. "Now hop in! Hurry!"
Ichigo blushed when he saw Grimmjow's smile. He hesitated, but then shooked his head. "Promise me you're gonna stay alive or I can't kick your damn ass!" Without waiting Grimmjow's answer, he hopped in to the garganta, concentrating his reiatsu went straight to Karakura.
Grimmjow stared at the leaving Ichigo and gave him a smirk but no words came out from him. He felt relieved when Ichigo had gone. He really had fun with the young shinigami. But still he wanted to see him again. And Ichigo also keep wanting for him to stay alive. He sighed then head to his bed and sat on the edge of it, palming own face. Tch... stupid human feeling...
I hope you guys like it and Ichigo and Grimmjow weren't overly OOC ^^;
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