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Someone once told me

That you had to choose

What you win or lose

You can't have everything…

Mercedes closed her eyes as she silently cried while listening to Leona Lewis. It's been almost over a year since she last seen or heard

from Sam. 'Why the fuck can't I let you go? ' Mercedes angrily thought to herself as she remembered the good times she had with Sam before their life

changed drastically The night Stevie died, a part of Sam died too. Mercedes glanced around her new apartment, her eyes stopping at the

unpacked boxes that littered the floor. Scooting off the couch onto the, floor Mercedes grabbed the UN open box marked 'Memories.'

"I just want to be happy," Mercedes sang, reciting the last verse out loud. Sighing deeply, Mercedes ripped the tape off the box. She leaned her

back against the couch, a small smile gracing her lips as she held a picture of Sam in his Captain American costume with his hands on his

hips standing proudly. She remembers that day like it was yesterday, Sam had begged her to come with him to the comic convention.

***FLASH Back***

"Please baby?" Sam begged as he jumped on top of Mercedes on the bed, wearing his Captain America costume. Mercedes moaned. "I don't know

if I should let you out the house with you looking so sexy in that costume, I'll have to beat away all those nerdy girls away with a nine foot pole." Sam

grinned a lopsided smile. His green eyes filled with mirth as he thrust his hips into her, Mercedes closed her eyes and groaned.

"If you don't go, who's going to keep all those freaky nerdy girls away from me?" Sam asked innocently, even to go as far to flutter his

eyes. Mercedes narrowed her eyes. "You're right! Fine I'll go." "Thank you." Sam breathed across her lips and kissed her. "But before

we go, I'd like something to eat," Sam said with a sexy glint in his eyes. "Oh? What are you in the mood for?" Mercedes asked. Sam smirked.

"You." And without notice he roughly spread Mercedes thick brown thighs and dove face-first, kissing and sucking her pussy through her panties.

Sam growled. "Fuck you taste good." Moving her panties to the side, Sam thrust his thick tongue into her pussy, licking and biting

and sucking hungrily on Mercedes' cunt.

"Fuck..." Mercedes panted as she grabbed Sam's blonde hair and smashed his face into her wet heat. "Cum Mercy, cum for your Sammy." Sam said

between licks, his face wet from Mercedes' juices. Opening his mouth wide covering her whole pussy and sucking strongly, Mercy screamed as

she came inside Sam mouth. "Mercy, you ok?" Sam asked after lifting his head from between her thighs, his lips glistening with her juices. "No, you killed me."

Sam laughed. "C'mon, let's go, were going to be late," he said, smacking her beautiful, thick, brown thighs and getting up from the bed. Sam grimaced,

looking down at himself. Mercedes smirked. "Need help with that?" Getting off the bed, Mercedes dropped onto her knees in front

of him, running her hand over his bulge.

***Flash Back Ends***

Mercedes was snapped out of her reminiscence by a loud ringing sound. Frowning, she felt her pockets for her phone, looking at her caller ID, she smiled.

"Hey Mama, what's up?" Mercedes asked. While looking at yet another picture of Sam, but this time he was in his Luke Skywalker costume and

she was wearing a princess Layla one. "Just checking on my baby," Her Mama answered.

Mercedes smiled sadly and sighed. "I miss him." Her heart twisted painfully as her heart confirmed those words. "I know, baby. Did you try getting in contact

with him?" She asked.

Mercedes rubbed her forehead. "Of course I tried, but when I went by the house there was a For Sale sign out front," Mercedes said sadly.

She couldn't believe that Sam was selling their home. "And I tried calling him, but his phone has been disconnected," Mercedes said despondently.

"Have you talked to his parents, maybe they know where he is?" Her Mother asked worriedly.

Mercedes sighed again. "I did and they don't, they haven't heard from him in months." Mercedes leaned her head back on the sofa seat, the phone clutch to

her ear as she stared at the ceiling.

"Mama, life is so hard," Mercedes whispered into the phone. "Every day is a struggle for me, sometimes I just want to just go sleep and not wake up."

"Now you listen to me, Mercedes Nicole Jones" Her mother said strongly. "When Life gets too hard to stand, you kneel, baby, and pray to God for mercy."

"Thank you, Mama."

"You're welcome baby."

"Mama, how much do you love me?" Mercedes smiled, she always used to ask her mother that question when she was younger.

"Almost as much as God do." Her Mother answered as always. "And don't worry about Sam, I know in my heart that you guys belong together. He

just lost his way, he will find his way back to you, baby, just don't let life past you by while you wait for him. You may miss your blessing." Mercedes smiled.

She always felt better after talking to her mother. "You're the best."

Her Mother laughed through the phone. "Baby, tell me something I don't know."

Author Note: What do you guys think about this chapter? And what would you like to see happen?