Chapter 2:

I don't want to know

Sasukes POW

I sad in that bloody room, I couldn't see anything but darkness. I needed fresh air.

"Hey, you! Plant man! Can I go out to take some air?" I yelled, to the man who had been giving me food the last weeks. I opened my eyes for the first time in months, I was able to see. Even in this closing darkness around me. Sharingan, I killed the plant man and walked to the opening.

"Now let's try that outside," I said to myself. Madara wouldn't be happy when he where to find out. Not only was I walking into a battle field, full of people who hated me, and wanted me dead. Madara wouldn't want me there ether, but I couldn't help it. Why should I be isolated when everyone was fighting for their dreams and loved ones? And there where Naruto, what should I do if I meet him doing the fight? Madara wanted me to kill him, but how should I be appeal to do it. He was my other brother, my best friend. If people hadn't notice it, I will just say it now! I have never hurt him deadly, when I was myself. There where that time when I was in totally Orochimaru state of mind! That wasn't me people! But I would like to fight side by side with him, just once more.

When I had walked a little time, I was appeal to see the battle field. I konoichi was healing a hurt man. I was appeal to see who it was, and now that I had Itachis eyes it made it to easy. Her pink hear didn't lie to me, it was Sakura Haruno, the most beautiful girl I had ever knew. My old team made, and the only girl I had ever loved. Why was she fighting! She was too nice and fragile, she had to be protected! When I left the village I let Naruto get that responsibility! He had to protect my love! He had to! I would never hurt her. And here is another fact to people who didn't notice: I have never hurt her! I have been close to it, but never ever did anything happen too her! Someone always safe her, and I know when they do! The Sharingan let me see people next move, so why shouldn't I be able at those time?

And now I was here I had to heir her voice, just one last time. I wanted to touché her, but I knew that I was the enemy now. With a little hope I waited till the men was gone and I started walking closer to her. She was just sitting there with her blinding beauty. As she stepped out she didn't see me. I had to do something to get her to look at me. So I could look in those eyes, just one more time.

"Sakura, huh?" I said with a cold voice, loud and clear. I waited for her reaction. I only spoke with a cold voice because she knew it like that. She turned around.

"And who is this? Oh… Sasuke Uchiha, what a surprise!" she said sarcastic. "And what an honor. Are you going to try to kill me again, or can I do my work before that?"

"Why are you so cold, you tried to kill me as well, remember?" I said with a voice I knew she liked I long time ago, but would she hate me now? Why did she spike with that cold voice. Suddenly my inner started to panic. Did she hate me?

"Why don't you go to hell? You'll fell home there, I promise," she smiled. Yes, I belong there, but I can't fell home if you aren't there. And hell isn't place you should be for a second, you are good and beautiful. "And why are you on the battle field? We are not half as important for any one as the big Sasuke Uchiha. I know it's a holyday for you but I have work to do, so see ya!" she said and started walking. No! Don't go! I want to see your face! Please stay!

"Hey don't go. I wanted to talk about old days…" I said and held her back. I don't mean it! I want to tell you that I love you and say that I would take back every time I had hurt you.

"Let go of me. I have work to do, and I don't see myself as that little stupid girl you knew, so if you want to talk about the past, find another girl. Cause I live in the present!" she said facing me with cold eyes. Yes I live in the present to! And I only want to spend my future with you!

"So you say I'm not the one and only anymore? Who is it now?" I asked trying to sound ironic. But I really wanted to know! Did she love someone else? Was she dreaming of marrying him? Had she already married hem?

"Why would you care? You have more fan girls then all other guys, so I don't think you'll miss this one!" she said walking away. But you're the one I love! Don't go!

"But you are the one that truly loved me remember?" I said, with a tone of miss in my always to cold voice. Shit, I didn't want to let you know, I love you!

"Stop acting like a child Sasuke-kun!" she said angry. "I am not allowed to love the enemy!" I'm not your enemy Sakura; I love you more than anything! But does that mean you love me to?

"When did I become the enemy?" I said confused. I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you and I will always love you!

"Since you left the village, tried to kill Naruto, worked with Orochimaru, tried to kill me and Naruto, killed our Hokage and started working with Madara! Want more?" she yelled. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!

"Yes please! Just tell!" I said yelled losing my mind. I wanted to say that I was sorry and hold her, just you more time!

"Broke me to pieces stole my heart, made me cry more than ever…" she stopped talking as the tears ran down her chins. Don't cry! "Why did you leave? We couldn't move on without you, Sasuke! Not Naruto and especially not me! Why don't you just die already?" she yelled.

I wanted to hold her; I wanted to make her feel safe. To make her understand that I loved her and never meant to hurt her! I was out of my mind. And one moment later she was gone. As she was gone I fell down one my knees.

"NOOOOOO!" I yelled; I feared that I would never see her again. I should have held her close; I should have told her that she was that only light in my eternal darkness. I should have been honest for once in my life. But now it was too late, the battle had move and I was alone with my sadness, alone with the scars of my past and my fears for the future. It was too late I could never hold her in my arms as I had when we were nothing but 13 years old and she still loved me. I could never protect her again, never.

The time I had left was nothing more than a scar, I knew that, even if I was to die in a million years I would still cry over the fact that I had let the only one I love slip out of my hands. And I would never be able to love anyone ells but the beautiful girl who grow too hate me. Sakura Haruno!