DISCLAIMER: Never has and never will own Bleach.

Hello I'm Silverdoutrane, but you can just call me anything you like...

It'll be a BYA&RUKI M FANFIC ALTHOUGH THE BEGINNING WILL BE A LOT OF...WELL YOU GET MY POINT...BYA&RUKI AIN'T BLOOD RELATED!

On the last note, please enjoy this and please...please TELL ME IMMEDIATELY IF ANY OF THEM SOUNDS A BIT TOO MUCH OOCNESS, very important to me, because I don't have the series Bleach or manga of bleach.

please be kind to me, it's my very first Bleach (normal) fanfic!

CHAPTER 1:

DEPARTURE…AGAIN

She even asked gently for Pyon or Chappy not to say anything to her Nii-sama. She gently held the twins in her arms, she ran as fast as she could and every few seconds she looks down to make certain they are still safely in her arms. She had used her Shinigami's rope that's holding her Zanpaktò in its sheath and a bit of her Shinigami ropes, she cut ten the arm pieces off and made a make-shift babies holders and she kept on running, the woman used her last of spiritual energy to show a map to where her friends stays.

A group of humans stood on the outside of a long buildings, when they saw the black shoulder length haired girl carrying the two babies, "…I see…so we've to expect the worst right?" A man asked sadly, he had a sad expression and the same eyes, "…I'm sorry…I've failed…" She wanted to punish herself, "Enough…my younger sister…wouldn't want to let anyone self-pity themselves, you did what you could and that's more than enough for us…thank you…girl?" He asked. "…Kuchiki Rukia." She answered head bowed low, she didn't want him to see her tears, and "Kuchiki Rukia…I'll watch over them until you're ready." He said with sadness. She bowed and gave the two twins to him, and then she used shunpo before her friends come and looking for her.

She smiled a sad smile remembering that promise she made to the dying mother. Rukia at this point felt helpless, how can she be of assistance or help in those at need, when she can't even save the mother of the twins? "…Rukia we're leaving." Her Nii-sama said monotonously, "H-Hai Nii-sama." She said; "Ichigo, everyone thank you for your help." She whispered giving a hug to them. She walked along with Renji and the rest of the sixth division back to the Soul Society.

It's been almost a month and the winter war is over, her routine was back to normal, stand up get dressed, bow before Nii-sama, "Good morning Nii-sama." She said, he gave a simple nod, yet she ate each day slower on her breakfast and dinner. He stared long at her body language, he still saw that her food is not even touched, "...Rukia." He simply said, Rukia snapped her head up in attention, Violet eyes staring into Grey ones, Byakuya then slowly looked at the wall on the left of her shoulder luckily for him to be so tall, "Yes…Nii-sama?" Rukia asked; he stared then at her food plate, "Oh…everything's fine of the food Nii-sama." She said trying to brighten up the mood, "If you don't finish up your breakfast you'll be again late for your division." He said monotonously, "…Yes, I'm sorry Nii-sama." She said, eating her food. "Please…look after them as though they're your own flesh and blood…when they are old enough tell them the truth…I'm so sorry to put this burden upon your young shoulders…Lady." It was her dying wish.

Rukia ran to her division and opened her office door, she gave a soft sigh when she saw the many papers lying in wait for her to sign or read through then sign, she started to do it, then when it was almost lunch time, she ran and helped her Taichou and his two Lieutenants out of the divisions' new recruit members, she was almost cut when "Rukia…come to my office immediately, Kiyone and Sentaro will you two please keep on training the new recruit members?" He asked, "Yes, Ukitake-Taichou." Both said together and had a semi competition on who will be training the best of the new recruits, "NO RUNNING AWAY WHILE WE'RE BUSY TRAINING YOU!" They yelled in unison the new recruits stood silently on alert and trained while a few had to hide their laughter fits.

Rukia walked behind her Taichou's back, he opened the door for her to let her first in, and she walked into his office and it felt immediately warm, "Would you like some tea?" He asked, "Yes, please." He made for them both and motioned for her to sit on a loveseat the Shinigami Women Association gave to each Shinigami Men Association's member an unique Sofas' or Loveseats' where people can sit and drink tea inside the Captain's offices each fitting the Taichou's office colour, this one was a warm brown leather seat, fitting her Taichou's kind eyes, "What's wrong Rukia?" He asked kindly, she smiled and knew she couldn't lie to her long time friend and Taichou that was like almost a real father towards her, "Ukitake-Taichou…I know ever since I've became a Shinigami what responsibilities I do have towards souls everywhere…but it's complicated." She said, "What is complicated Rukia?" He asked, "Ukitake-Taichou…you know of the ending of the winter war?" She asked he nodded his head, she took a deep breath, "I heard a soul calling out to me, when I came by a woman asked me to make a decision, she also said once I've decided what to do there's no turning back…Taichou what I'm about to tell you, please don't tell anyone." She said telling in details about who their father is, Ukitake's eyes were nearly out of its sockets when he listened, she knew she could trust him with her life, "Well the answer is simple, you have to leave Soul Society and take care of the twins, I'll send your annual reports and you can do a bit Hollow hunting there whenever they want to pop up, to protect them, you must also let Ichigo and the rest of the Ryouka in on this." He said to her, "Thank you Taichou." She said after finishing her tea.

That afternoon at five o'clock her Nii-sama came and both Kuchikis' walked back to the Kuchiki mansion, the guards bow down to their leader and let them both enter the gates. They both removed their sandals and each went to take a quick bath to prepare for that night's dinner. When they were eating dinner Byakuya saw that Rukia was eating very slowly on her dinner, "…Is there some food you find disliking?" Byakuya asked finally, "…No Nii-Sama." She said eating quietly, when their dinner was done, both stood up; "…Nii-sama…may I please talk to you alone for a second?" She asked, Byakuya stood there shocked but it was gone in an instant. He stood there waiting for her to began, "I-I-I…I've to leave Soul Society." She said quickly, "Is it a mission?" He asked, "No." She whispered, "Then the answer is no." He said, "I'm sorry but I've got to go…it's complicated." She said, he stood there again shocked then it was gone, "I said the answer is no…Rukia." He said coldly, "…I'm sorry but I've made up my mind Nii-Sama…but I will return." She reasoned, "…When?" He asked, "Don't know." She answered truthfully. She took a deep breath and shunpo out of his reach to her room and climbed out of her window. She couldn't let the twins stay there unprotected from Hallows and if the father hears, of the news…it will be another not war but destruction upon the world.

PS I don't and Wont NEVER EVER OWN BLEACH!

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